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POSTED ON Nov 6, 2024 20:13:42 GMT
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Deeeeep breath, slow exhale. Release.

Eva peeled her eyes open while she rose from the forward fold then lunged into another stretch, twisting at the hips and raising an arm to the sky. Still rather frail, and small, from her time bedridden, her physical therapist recommended more strength training. She neglected it long enough in favor of more pressing work. It’s unfortunate The League doctors had the ability to withhold her precious work from her until she became a compliant patient. Frustrating beyond a belief, but it worked. Sneaky little buggers.

So here she was, in The League gym, warming up to pick up heavy things then put them down again. She understood the concept of resistance training and the health benefits but in a day with only so many hours and the weight of a thousand impossible tasks already on her shoulders, lifting more weight was very low on her list of priorities. It wasn’t like she was about to fist fight anyone . . . yet.

“Alright, alright, first exercise,” she mumbled quietly to herself. She slowly wandered between the equipment, eyes glued to her phone in an effort to understand the routine listed for her, “Upper body . . . right,” she spared a glance at her slender arms and delicate shoulders. Her lips twisted into a small frown, she wasn’t built for this sort of stuff.








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POSTED ON Nov 6, 2024 20:35:20 GMT
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a couple years, maybe, that she's knocked off her lifeline at this point. she subsists mostly off of coffee and protein bars, shakes, and snacks. is a better cook than he gives himself credit for, and is leagues above her in terms of the culinary arts, but she falls asleep in her office most nights, or on the couch in her home in sootopolis. 

war keeps her away from her family most nights. 

her gym clothes are worse for wear, frayed in the spots that rub against her newest patches of scales on her shoulders and shoulder blades. it's been a constant aggravation, having to keep an eye on the sores, lest she leave droplets of blood spattered around the common area of the gym. 

it's by sheer dumb luck or a cruel twist of fate that they've managed to pass each other like ships in the night. but freya leaves the sparring area with its training dummies, outfitted specifically for the league's avatars, and wipes her forehead with the towel slung carelessly over her right shoulder. 

sweat dews her skin and there's a flush in her cheeks from recent exertion. exhaustion lines the slender muscles of her arms as she clumsily knocks aside her water bottle when reaching for it.

she sighs, snags it with her looped finger, and goes to straighten, stopping awkwardly halfway when she hears eva's voice. 

it's like a punch to her gut. a wheezy, painful punch. 

the water bottle slips out of her hands and clatters noisily to the floor. she says a soft, "fuck," and hastily reaches for it, intent to square her shoulders and pray eva doesn't see her. 

which is silly, considering she's only a few feet away and aside from freya's scales, her horns aren't exactly subtle. 
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POSTED ON Nov 6, 2024 21:02:02 GMT
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Eva eventually stopped beside the racked bar and bench designed for bench pressing. The long, steel bar looked quite intimidating and she was supposed to . . . lay down under it . . . then push it up again? That seemed dangerous.

She focused back on her phone and quickly brought up a demo video she found with a simple search on her internet. Nope, that was right. They recommended a spot but Eva was fresh out of gym buddies. Perhaps she should have brought Syah along.

Using a delicate hand she hesitated before testing the weight of the actual bar, lifting one side off the rack and-

clang

CRASH

The water bottle startled her into dropping the side of the bar that had lifted. Unfortunately, it missed that side of the rack and the whole half that missed scrapped against the metal rack and landed on the floor, crossed across the bench.

Immediately, her cheeks flushed red in embarrassment. In the gym setting it could have been from exertion but she’d barely done anything yet besides cause a ruckus.

“Sorry, sorry, sorry,” she muttered to the few individuals around as she scrambled to pick up the bar to replace it back on the rack. Flustered and frantic, she knocked her own water bottle off the bench which elicited another, “Sorryyy,” while she grabbed for it with one hand while the other still held the bar. No, wait, she needed both hands.

Her wide eyes scanned everyone in a minor, embarrassed panic until they landed on . . . .

And she dropped the bar again.








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POSTED ON Nov 7, 2024 4:44:54 GMT
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she winces. there aren't many others in the gym, but every single head turns in eva's direction when the professor's bar clangs noisily to the ground. she's mortified for her, frozen to the spot, golds sliding back towards her to watch her struggle to make sense of it. 

she's going to get herself hurt. 

her hips turn of their own volition, but she grinds to a halt when a phantom sting crawls up the side of her cheek. the torn expression on her face dissuades anyone else from helping the object of freya's pain, so with little recourse left, she snaps out of it and stalks up to eva. 

thinning lips, brows creased with worry and frustration (but at herself, of course) don't help ease the blunt edges around her words - "are you trying to break your collarbone?"

she scoops, steadying the bar, and moseys behind eva properly until she's looking at her upside down. 

"what are you even doing here?"
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POSTED ON Nov 7, 2024 5:09:11 GMT
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oh shit, she’s coming over here

Give her .

Giver her .

Give her herself.

Hell, give her who would never let her live this down and hang it over her head in that obnoxious manner unique to his stupidity.

Don’t give her .

Of all the people in this League building, it had to be Freya that watched her struggle and make a fool of herself. In the already overcrowded and overworked mind of the Professor, Freya hated her. Eva struck her, abandoned her, and the thoughtful birthday gift didn’t seem to coax any sort of reaction. Eva waited expectantly for at least a note back, a gentle knock on her door, a thank you. Anything. When she went to sleep disappointed, she could only come to one conclusion: She blew it. The one person’s opinion she valued most.

The sharpness of her words didn’t steady the frantic beating of her heart. Adrenaline folded a dash of anxiety into the embarrassment and she found herself stumbling over her words.

“No I- Uh. I’m fine it’s just -” No, she didn’t ask if Eva was ok so she cut herself off there. She sighed once the bar wass steady, cheri berry red and sweating for reasons other than physical exertion.

The inverted vision of Freya appeared above her; flushed from her own work out, a beautiful pink painted across pale cheeks. Eva sucked in a breath, lips drawing a tight line while she gathered her thoughts, “I’m working out,” she waved vaguely at the facility around them, “Doctor’s orders,” she quickly added in case there was any speculation she just so happened to be in the same place at the same time as Freya on purpose.








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POSTED ON Nov 7, 2024 5:25:25 GMT
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eva's hands aren't meant to hurt. they give life, those hands. they protect. they lift others. and freya had sullied them. by the time eva had gone, when freya finally, almost dreamily, lifted her hand to her cheek, her fingers had come away with a hint of copper, slippery on her scales. 

she can't tell, with her fingers wrapped around the bar, if those little cuts have healed yet. 

when it steadies, freya guides it back onto the rack until it clinks quietly, but she does not move off. i'm working out. she's not, really. she's looking like a damn fool and is about to land her ass right back in an exam room. freya can't say that to her - eva might not be draconid, but she's stubborn as a dragon too. 

she purses her lips. blows a strand of hair from her face. 

"you need a spotter if you're going to do this one. did your...doctor not give you instructions?" she shifts her weight, staring. then hovers her hands. 

"look, grab it firmly with both hands. spread them apart a bit. aim for five reps."
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POSTED ON Nov 7, 2024 6:13:47 GMT
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Eva knew she looked like an idiot. She’s not naive enough to believe she actually knows what she’s doing. She’s athletic to a degree, mostly just doing things like hiking or swimming or climbing. But equipment in a gym? Totally foreign concept.

She frowned up at Freya, shrugging her shoulders in agreement, “They probably could have done a better job with that,” they most likely assumed, being a doctor and all, that she would be smart enough to determine what she needed on her own to be successful. What they should have assumed was that Eva’s priorities lie elsewhere and this was mostly an inconvenience, “I just looked some up though,” she waved to her phone, “It did say to have a spotter but I-” she bit her lip, realizing how stupid and pathetic she sounded. She didn’t have a spotter because she had no one to ask.

Luckily, she didn’t have to finish that thought. Freya took it upon herself to fill the gap. Eva did what she’s told, like a good girl, and gripped the bar firmly with both hands. It felt more steady with the wider grip and she seemed to have more control this time around.

“Alright, five reps,” she repeated, sucking in a breath before lowering the bar and then pushing it back up with a small grunt. By five, her arms and chest had a light burn but the bar only wobbled a little bit when she went to place it back on the rack.

With a deep breath her face twisted into disdain, “This feels weird, I don’t like it. Is everyone staring at me?” she lifted her head slightly to take a look around, feeling self conscious and vulnerable . . . or maybe that was just because Freya still looked unamused and the distance between them felt like an impossible ocean that needed to be crossed.








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POSTED ON Nov 9, 2024 15:40:22 GMT
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if it were king, he'd have told her to stop being an idiot and ask for help. despite their similarities, though, freya isn't king, and she softens as eva pumps the bar. five isn't much, and it's not nearly enough, but she can't stomach the idea of pushing her past her limits. 

and yet, haven't i done the same to her? 

shame wells hot in her belly, crawling up the back of her neck. when eva remarks that others must be watching her, freya snaps her head up. most are minding their business, as gym goers are want to do, but for the two prying eyes, freya gives them her simmering glare. they're quick to return to what they were doing before.

"no," she says, glancing back down. "if anything, i'm the weirdo with the horns. keep on it. do another set, but make it ten this time."

a pause.

"i'll stay with you."
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POSTED ON Nov 26, 2024 4:18:31 GMT
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Of course no one was staring at her. Why would they aside from free entertainment? The reassurance from Freya still didn’t dull the painful self-consciousness that accompanied the embarrassment that still stained her cheeks red.

Eva lay back down beneath the bar, frowning up at it with obvious contempt, “Alright, ten this time,” her small hands reached up the grasp the cool metal firmly. Before she began, she looked past the bar at Freya and narrowed her emerald eyes, “You shouldn’t stay. I’m sure there’s a million more important things you should be doing,” she had apparently been too busy to say hi or write back or check in. Of course, it was easy to find out her schedule so Eva could have reached out too.








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POSTED ON Nov 26, 2024 5:19:30 GMT
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she looks for any bit of flinching, even the tiniest speck of discomfort from her hands grasping at the bar. and it's really the silliest thing. they were scratches. they would have healed. but every time she thinks about her, she thinks about that look on her face, the blood on her palms. 

"you're important," she says with a tilt of her head. she hovers her hands just in case. 

"unless you're trying to get rid of me." she swallows. "then i'll go, but only if i saddle you with a proper spotter."
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POSTED ON Nov 27, 2024 22:11:43 GMT
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Two words, and the flush in her cheeks spiked, growing so hot she felt the sudden need to hide them but her hands were already firmly around the cool metal of the bar. She’d just have to work through it.

Without a word, the professor’s frown disappeared as she started the reps, her lips eventually twisting with the effort as her muscles started to burn. The last two reps were shaky and slow but she managed to get the bar back up and racked with a loud clang and a forceful huff.

“Phew,” she sucked in a deep breath and wiped a little sweat from her brow. She didn’t get it. This wasn’t fun.

Now that she had Freya trapped and her inhibitions smothered by a spike in adrenaline, she could half joke and half be serious, “Important enough to spot but not important enough to check in on?” she glared up past the bar at Freya with a frown, “By the way, how was your birthday?’ If this didn't get Freya to talk, then it would at least get Eva out of lifting more weights.








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POSTED ON Nov 30, 2024 22:18:43 GMT
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eva's flushed cheeks are most definitely only because of the workout. it's what freya tells herself as she stares unblinking, downward, and if anyone still had the balls to glance over at them they'd swear the intensity of her stare could bore a simmering hole straight through solid rock. 

bewilderment stuns her momentarily and her lips part, mouth squirreling, as anger and embarrassment flushes through her. 

when eva puts the rack up to rest between reps, freya closes her hands over her and tries to pry back her fingers. "i hurt you," she says, while trying to look at her palms. "i watched you bleed."
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