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Gavin Merlino
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Cillian Quinn
avalanche [c]
POSTED ON Aug 1, 2020 5:09:58 GMT
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Gavin returns from Shoal Cave empty-handed, with the words of a legendary being echoing through his thoughts: 'I know of many others who will be entertained by such ferocity.' He is emboldened, his nerves humming like live wires. 'There are many others that are more suited to you than I am.'[break][break]

Just words, perhaps, but Gavin hears them as prophecy: he will find those others. Seek them out, if he must.[break][break]

Warm Hoenn air thaws the chill from his bones; he had walked back through Shoal Cave alone and shivering. Corviknight's metal wings, while usually uncomfortably warm in such heat, are a comfort to which he clings as the bird bears them home. There had been a ferocity in his avian companion as it squared off against its would-be foe — a trust in its trainer not to lead it astray. It would have fought for him, might've died for him, without hesitation. Their bond, Gavin feels, has only been strengthened by the experience.[break][break]

There's a tenderness in the way he strokes the bird's beak after dismounting in the back garden of his Fallarbor residence. Corviknight lets out a muffled quark, nips him gently with its beak, and vanishes into its pokeball.[break][break]

Entering the home via the sliding glass door into the sunroom, he ditches his too-warm winter clothing in a laundry hamper and goes to find Emma. She had not approved of this venture, had expressed as much — perhaps she thought it dangerous, even foolish — but he is brimming with energy and oblivious to the gravity of the situation. Like a child seeking validation from a parent, he is giddy and grinning when he seeks her out.[break][break]

"Em, I actually did it — I found it!"

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POSTED ON Aug 1, 2020 5:30:46 GMT
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There are subtleties that Emma picks up on that wordlessly announce Gavin's return. The way Hades' fur rises along his neck, bristling just slightly as the wind changes outside the door, the shadow stretching through the gap under the sun room door. [break][break]

Emma lingers, heart beating uncomfortably loud in her chest. She'd had half a mind to have not been here when he returned. She'd made herself as clear as she could when he'd spoken of leaving in the first place. She'd voiced her concerns and he'd blatantly looked past it, too absorbed in his own ambition and excitement to care.[break][break]

It had been exactly what she was afraid of.[break][break]

Her face is severe when he breaches the room, excitement bubbling on his surface. His eyes are wide, cheeks flushed, face bright. The way he addresses her is indicative of his obliviousness to her own tumultuous emotion. She's agitated, angry, afraid, and he just doesn't see it. [break][break]

And because of this, Emma does not approach him in return. In fact, she takes a step back from him, expression cold - colder even than she's ever given him.

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Gavin Merlino
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Cillian Quinn
avalanche [c]
POSTED ON Aug 1, 2020 5:43:24 GMT
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The warmth and heat of Gavin's excitement slams into a wall of ice, colder than anything he'd faced in Shoal Cave. It registers slow: her expression, her mood, the way she steps back to put physical distance between them.[break][break]

Something was wrong.[break][break]

Something was wrong, and he'd been too blinded by his own ambition to see it until it slapped him in the face.[break][break]

Excitement drowns beneath a fading expression, lips parting as his brows knit together in concern. The room feels wrong, suddenly, the brightness of their living space mocking him. His neck prickles discomfort.[break][break]

"Emma?"

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avalanche [c]
POSTED ON Aug 1, 2020 5:53:12 GMT
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The woman releases a slow exhale, her strength impeccable as she measures her anger, her disappointment. She doesn't shake, doesn't dare to let on how truly she feels pain. And yet she's sure he knows anyway, given the way his expression falls short. The warmth of his smile fizzles out against her cold front.[break][break]

He speaks her name but she feels hollow, detached. [break][break]

"I knew you had ambition, Gavin, but I didn't realize just how blind and foolish it made you," she speaks evenly, but even she can't mask the strain. It pains her to speak to him this way.[break][break]

"I shouldn't be so surprised."[break][break]

But she is.

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Gavin Merlino
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october 28th
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avalanche [c]
POSTED ON Aug 1, 2020 6:16:34 GMT
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He is cold again, ice settling deep in his veins. When Emma speaks, it is the voice of his father that Gavin hears: 'I shouldn't be surprised.'[break][break]

Sixteen years old, laid up in a hospital bed with a cast on his arm and the cold eyes of his father staring straight through him. Memories made fuzzy by alcohol — it had dulled his reflexes and he'd moved too slow. Shattered glass strewn across the living room, carpet stained dark with his blood, his father standing over him with triumph and disgust. 'I shouldn't be surprised. You've always been weak.'[break][break]

Weak, so he strives to be strong, claws his way up from the bottom with the ghost of his father dogging at his heels.[break][break]

Articuno's rejection, insignificant at the time in the thrill of his own excitement, now feels targeted.[break][break]

He has never been enough. Not for his father, not for Articuno, and not for Emma.[break][break]

His throat closes around words, justifications, and it's as if the shutters have closed over his expression. She will have had time to see the hurt, the betrayal that flashed plain across his face before it's replaced by an eerie blankness.[break][break]

He turns on his heel and leaves the same way he'd came in.[break][break]

'I shouldn't be surprised.'

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POSTED ON Aug 1, 2020 6:28:42 GMT
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She isn't sure what she's expecting - but to see his expression morph into pain, into betrayal is not it. Her expression does not change because she stayed to argue. She could have left - should have left - but she hadn't. She stayed because she had been worried, because her attachment to him was worth more than an unspoken goodbye.[break][break]

But instead, that is what she's receiving. Gavin says nothing in response before turning around and walking out the door. It leaves her stunned for only a moment, agitated that he would so blatantly ignore her.[break][break]

And her own need for justification is greater than her desire to let him leave. She follows him.[break][break]

"You could have been killed, and for what? For power? For glory? What were you thinking?"

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Gavin Merlino
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Cillian Quinn
avalanche [c]
POSTED ON Aug 1, 2020 7:22:37 GMT
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Gavin fumbles with the sliding door in his haste to exit the suffocating presence of the house. He is shaking, a bone-deep tremble that he can't seem to stop. Desperation drives him to the small trash bin by the back steps, the unopened pack of cigarettes within. There had been a moment of weakness in the aftermath of their return from Galar, Emma in the hospital and stress eating Gavin alive from the inside. He'd overcome it then, but he doesn't overcome it now. He doesn't have a light, curses under his breath.[break][break]

Then Emma's there, and he's caught red-handed with the plastic wrapping half off the carton.[break][break]

He can't meet her eyes. He's afraid he'll look up and see someone else.[break][break]

His breath is coming too fast, almost frantic. He vaguely registers that he's panicking, that the tightness in his muscles is a repressed urge to flee.[break][break]

'What were you thinking?'[break][break]

His mother, this time, arms folded and expression severe. 'Are you out of your mind?' She's not angry at his father, she's angry at him, looming over him like a vulture. He'd been trapped, then. He's not trapped now — the back garden opens outward, beckons freedom, and yet he does not run. He can't stop shaking.[break][break]

His mouth opens, closes. He doesn't know.

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POSTED ON Aug 1, 2020 7:30:40 GMT
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It doesn't take much to chase him - he's barely left the room. She can hear him fumble the door, an object he uses on the regular. He isn't thinking, isn't processing, he's just reacting, and failing at that. Confusion paints a picture on her face as she pursues him, desperate to get a response from him. But he refuses, unwilling, perhaps unable.[break][break]

And then she finds him, fussing the wrapper of a pack of cigarettes. She had been aware of his struggle with the substance, his addiction to the relief it'd bring. He needs it now and that speaks to her more than his silence does.[break][break]

For a moment, she simply watches, uncomfortable, uncertain. She had wanted a fight, a confrontation, something. But this isn't it. This is a side of Gavin she's never seen, had never expected to see. He's shaking, his hands can't hold the box in his hands.[break][break]

"Gavin."[break][break]

This time she's pleading, not advancing. She doesn't want to, afraid all of a sudden that if she drew closer he might flee. The roles were reversed now - where she had the intent to leave, she's now finding herself desperate to hold onto him. Her anger is misdirected - she was concerned, worried. The severity in her tone melts away because it isn't eliciting the response she expected. The situation is out of her control.

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Gavin Merlino
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avalanche [c]
POSTED ON Aug 1, 2020 7:51:06 GMT
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The carton of cigarettes slips from his shaky grip, and Gavin does not move to pick them up. He doesn't move at all beyond the involuntary tremor in his limbs. His past is a thing not confronted, a collection of memories justified under the banner of his mother's words: 'We're doing this because we care.'[break][break]

He'd never thought to question what caring meant.[break][break]

Emma cares. There is care even in her anger, her coldness — it screams at him in the uncomfortable span of silence. She had wanted him to stay home because she cared about what might happen if he didn't.[break][break]

'You could have been killed, and for what?'[break][break]

He sits down in the grass, weak knees failing to hold him upright any longer. The air smells of dust and heat. He can feel blades of dead grass beneath his splayed fingers; he maintained a lawn in spite of Fallarbor's weather, but the heat wave had proved too much even for him. He closes his eyes, focuses on the indignant chatter of birds. He is not sixteen. He is not in the hospital with its sterile, unnatural smells. His jaw trembles with the intake of breath through his mouth, and his breathing slows.[break][break]

He is home. He is safe.[break][break]

"I'm sorry." It's quiet, eyes still closed. "I didn't mean to scare you."[break][break]

Not with his emotional state, and certainly not with Articuno.

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Emma's attention catches the box as it falls. It twists in mid-air but she's already refocused on Gavin, eyes wide, confused, pleading.[break][break]

But she doesn't move until he falls, too. The moment he does, however, her body moves without thought. In the moment, her anger is forgotten because she's afraid and its all crashing to the surface. She had been afraid, afraid that he wouldn't come home. Afraid that he would and he would be different.[break][break]

His fingers brush dead grass but hers reach around to hold him, to press her body against his hard and firm. [break][break]

"Well you did."[break][break]

Her voice is strained and quiet as she whispers against his chest. Her arms stiffen as she draws herself closer, pulling herself into his lap, into him. She isn't letting go and has no intention of doing so. The ferocity of her embrace carries her passion, her anger, but also her fear.

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Gavin Merlino
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POSTED ON Aug 1, 2020 9:40:01 GMT
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With eyes closed, Gavin hears the crunch of dead grass beneath her steps. It's the only heads up he receives before Emma has wrapped herself around him. She'll feel him shaking still, though weaker than before, as if his body itself was tired of the motion.[break][break]

"I know."[break][break]

He doesn't repeat the apology, wishes for it to retain the strength of its meaning. He does, however, melt into her touch, his breath leaving him in a shaky exhale. In spite of his past, or perhaps because of it, Gavin is tactile — the press of her weight against his offers an anchor to which he grounds himself. His eyes feel warm with the threat of tears he won't allow himself to shed.[break][break]

'You've always been weak.'[break][break]

The ghost of his father looms over them both, and Gavin clings to Emma with a grip that speaks of desperation.[break][break]

"There's always someone stronger," he breathes against her shoulder. "I wanted it to be me."

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POSTED ON Aug 1, 2020 16:46:11 GMT
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In this position, she is vulnerable. Coiled around him, breathing into his neck, hands clinging to the fabric of clothing, to the skin beneath - she is willingly putting herself into a position where she does not have power. She does this because she trusts him, because she cares for him.[break][break]

He's shaking still, trembling in her arms. But she can feel his body begin to relax, his breath exhale warm against her shoulder. And then he curls himself around her in return and she squeezes, desperate, anxious.[break][break]

The whisper he releases sends a shiver down her spine that goes unnoticed in the ferocity of his embrace. But she understands now, to some extent, what is going on. She doesn't break away from him but she does inhale in preparation for response.[break][break]

"You have nothing to prove, mon amour," she whispers, her voice fierce in delivery. She meant it, too, because otherwise she'd never have chosen him. The explanation is left unspoken, but the weight of her words hopefully deliver it's message.

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Gavin Merlino
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Cillian Quinn
avalanche [c]
POSTED ON Aug 2, 2020 6:22:09 GMT
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The way she says it, the fierce conviction in her voice, Gavin believes her.[break][break]

"Not to you, love," he agrees, holding her close. "You're different than everyone else, and I love you for that."[break][break]

The words slip out naturally, without thought, and Gavin's breath stalls with the realisation. It's not the way it's meant to be said, three words with unquestionable meaning: I love you. But there's a depth to the way he says it, an intensity that can only mean one thing. He doesn't take it back, lets it hang in the air between them like a promise.[break][break]

He draws back just enough to meet her gaze, should she look at him in turn. His own is soft, tinged red from the tears he'd refused to shed even in his panic.[break][break]

"I love you."

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POSTED ON Aug 2, 2020 6:36:24 GMT
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It isn't panic she feels, or maybe it is. But something happens when he presses her closer, when his voice whispers past her ear.[break][break]

"And I love you for that."[break][break]

The words catch in her throat despite them not belonging to her. Her reaction is something akin to paralysis, shock, perhaps fear. Silence hangs in the air between them for a heartbeat longer than anticipated, than might be comfortable. She catches the way his breath hitches on his own words, the way he hesitates and yet doesn't pull back.[break][break]

Until he does, but his gaze is focused, trained on her expression. She's overwhelmed, watching him watch her. Emma studies his face as if seeing him for the first time, taking in the aftermath of his panic, the rawness of his emotion. There's a tumultuous feeling in the pit of her stomach when he repeats himself.[break][break]

"Wh-- I--"[break][break]

Words fail her in the moment and she's left stunned, afraid, unsure what to make of what's been said. He's admitted something crucial to her, vulnerable, and she finds herself unable to respond. She's afraid to, afraid to acknowledge what she's already known. [break][break]

And it's because she believes he shouldn't, couldn't love her. That perhaps this is an illusion, a trick. [break][break]

Attachments are dangerous.

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Gavin Merlino
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october 28th
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Cillian Quinn
avalanche [c]
POSTED ON Aug 2, 2020 7:17:46 GMT
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Perhaps it should worry him, that she doesn't return the sentiment. It doesn't. He doesn't need the words. He's seen it in her eyes, heard it in her voice, even in the cold fury she'd expressed upon his return.[break][break]

He suspects there have been others, before him. 'Caring for me is a mistake.' She'd spoken those words with conviction. She'd believed them, and how would she know if not from experience? Love is a word, a feeling that is entirely new to him... but not to her. There is history in the words, and Gavin understands what it's like to run from one's past.[break][break]

He doesn't speak. His hand comes up to caress her jaw with tenderness not often expressed between two fiery, passionate lovers.[break][break]

Don't worry, says the gesture, I know.

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