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magia - kalafina
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In truth, Neon hadn't thought of the consequences of his capture. Acquiring Galarian Articuno for Rocket had been his mission and he'd been so enraptured in the chase of it all that he hadn't thought what might happen after. Maybe it was an avatars intuition, which Neon had no idea of. [break][break]
After all hadn't every avatar gone through a time of trial? Shown some sort of ideal or action that aligned with a pokemon? The Galarian birds, as far as he was concerned, had simply been born out of a book and fucked off. They had no alignment. And now they had shown themselves again, elusive and hungry for dynafruit. This talk of ideals doesn't apply to Neon. He's a Beast, one of Rocket's best. Of course he was chasing a bird. He was one of the few people qualified to wrangle it back for
declan walsh . Then again, maybe
Remiel Calcifet was underestimating him. The thought made him bristle. The realization brings forth cackles from his sisters, snorts from his brothers. [break][break]
"And the League isn't?! Isn't that why you're here?!" But he shouldn't fall to Remiel's goading, for it slows his already weakened body, detracts his attention from his real goal. [break][break]
Mist is blasted away revealing a dark expanse as Zekrom's lightning land and explodes the ground, pock marking the earth around the Dynatree. The explosions set his ears ringing, even with the helmet. His vision goes dark as he's suddenly thrown off balance, just barely kept from flying away by his Genesect. But its clear by now, both trainer and machine are on their last legs. Neon, shaking and coughing, nausea and chill settling as he grips tight on his stomach. His partner, moving and twitching erratically, spark flying off it and wires dangling haphazardly through the joints of its armor. [break][break]
Neon sputters, trying to figure out the easiest, fastest way through no man's land and the black dragon before jolting painfully as Remiel appeared behind him. A lone, tired eye stared up through the hole in his helmet. The other is busy reading thing his systems attempting to track the spike in infinity energy pouring off Remiel and his patron. [break][break]
"You don't HAVE ideals! You've fucked off on your duties more than once!" Neon snapped.
"Galar. Rocket. Our research-" His voice cracks, strained as he gasps for breath. The hand clutching at his side tensed, sticky with blood that was slowly seeping through his clothes. [break][break]
All around him, family and spectators alike clamor at the feet of Zekrom and Remiel like a fucked up coliseum of shadows. Hands touch and pet his opponents. Eyes narrow and mouth smirk and grin. It's all the shadowy jumble, oil slick. Voices layer over one another. [break][break]
"Thief." [break][break]
"Plagiarist." [break][break]
"Ù̷̦̖̖͑̔́̕͜͝s̴̺͈͇͌̅͝è̶̡̻̩̗̭̏̊̆̓̇̉̏̈́̓̃̀͒͗̚l̸̗͉͒͌̊̈̉͝ę̶̢͉̟͚̪͔͉̿̍̀̊̎͂̓̂̅̍̅͜͝ś̵̨̛̰̗͓͉̒̈̔͒͆̎̎͌̅̚͘͝ś̷̤͉̿̊̚" [break][break]
"W̷͎̻̜̼͉̦̝̥͔̓̌͗̍́́̏̕̕͝ȩ̴͙̲̥̺̐̀͊̐̋̇̅͐̐̕ą̷̞̬̹̟̖̘̫̩͈̺̈́̊̀̓̉̓̂͗͋̅͊͠k̷͓̽̎͗̈́̽͊.̶̨̻͚̭̼͔̮̦̞̓͋͑̊̿̏͐̑̿͂̚͘͜ͅ" [break][break]
"N̴̼̙͖͔̄͗̓̍̈͛̌a̵̦̟̺͑̽͊̑͐̂į̶̯̜̘̫͙̪͍͚͕̙͚̽̄̇̒͂̈́͗͜͝v̸̖̬͎̣̻͊̈̏̓̄͑̂͆̓͑̉͆̎̉̿̐͘͝͝e̶̤͙̜̫̝̱͙͇̲͔͌͐͂̎̽̆͒̈́̀͘͘͘͝.̶̨̡̫̻̥̳͍̱͇̙̗̝̗̗͓͓͌̒́̆̄̾͘" [break][break]
Despite trying to stay focused on Remiel, like with
annalise henderson , his eyes dart around. Angrily at first but after hours of enduring ever increasing abuse, weak and sleep deprived, Neon begins to crack. His defiance falters, his posture crumples under the weight of his world. [break][break]
"I'm sick of you!!" he snapped, though the glare he lands on Remiel lacks the usual bite.
"I'm sick of your condescesion! I'm sick your reminders! I'm so, so sick of your fucking elitism!" he shouts. The pressure mounts, years of internalized pain hidden and stashed away rising to the surface. He stumbles, but one lone, wide eye is on Remiel. [break][break]
"Perfection, beauty, optics- the TRUTH here, is it doesn't mean anything!" he screams, words accentuated by a strange static as his Genesect began to move once more. Here's a pounding in his head, and in his stomach. It sounds pathetic because it is. Lofty ideals had been his cage, his hell. Michaelis had done everything in his power to uphold them and look where it got him. [break][break]
"Of course I'd die. I'd kill myself all over again just to never have to think about your shitty IDEALS!" They weren't worth it. They never had been. Every tentative relationship he'd ever had with his family, his siblings:
luciano fisk ,
Ciprina Fisk ,
Violetta Fisk . Every single one of them hadn't truly helped him. They'd tried to break him into a mold he was destined to never fit into. Because this wasn't him. [break][break]
The eccentric painted wasn't him. The dreams landscapes and sunflowers had never been him. The joy out of painting had been stolen from him, and without that how was he supposed to uphold the Fisk ideals? So no. Whatever his ideals are, he definitely wouldn't abide by theirs. [break][break]
"Get the fuck away form me!!" His Genesect lunges for the avatar with an
X SCISSOR, and Neon pulls back.
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[attr="class","title"]TLDR;
Remiel Calcifet | and there's a madness that's just coursing right through me [break][break]