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[attr="class","parigidw"]
Was it pride? He'd be more likely, in public, to call it stupidity. To say he was too stupid, forever haunted by having a jock brain, too much of a moron who doesn't care enough to try and hide from the dangerous mafia he worked for. In truth, it probably was pride. It was easy for Pace to laugh and play the loveable idiot extrovert, but he was well aware of his fatal flaw. Maybe that's why he pretended it didn't exist.[break][break]
Too damn proud to hide.[break][break]
"What did you want me to do? To jump in front of her myself? You know well enough that if I'd have tried anything, they'd have killed her and me either way. And if I told you..."[break][break]
...and what if he had told Mars? He would have tried to stop it and failed and blamed himself, or he might have succeeded and ended up being killed or punished for the transgression. The Marzáns always got what they wanted, and they wanted Cosima dead.[break][break]
And despite everything, Pace could live with Mars hating him. It hurt and dug inside him like maggots, tore at his skin - for so many years, Mars was his everything. But he could live with it in comparison to making Mars hate himself - and perhaps he did, knowing he couldn't save her. But if Pace had told Mars of the plan and they were still unable to save her... the pain would be unbearable.[break][break]
Yet now, Pace was stuck quietly killing himself. He'd never expected to see Mars again, so he had resigned himself to sleepless nights and the guilt of a dead woman and child on his soul, a woman who was once his dear friend, a child who shared the genes of the two closest people to him. But now he was forced to explore these things in a greater detail after two years of pushing it away. And now he was leaving again.[break][break]
Pace couldn't watch him leave. There was a reason he'd left in darkness - he'd always been awful at goodbyes.[break][break]
As the pokémon at his old friend's side glare at him, Pace accepts the fact that they may well jump at him or snap, and reaches forward to grab Mars' arm. Whether it was the Glaceon, the Sylveon, or Mars himself who bit back at him, Pace couldn't let him leave like this.[break][break]
"Please don't go. Please."[attr="class","parigidpokes"]
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