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POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 18:04:38 GMT
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of course he has. [break][break]

but that doesn't stop her from suggesting it. h's probably tried to do everything that he could, everything that he could think of, after he's lost his memories. still, "it's good that there are people who still want you in their lives." she hums. it makes things less lonely, gives some sort of guidance in a world that he essentially has no knowledge of. [break][break]

to some degree, she can understand it. [break][break]

it's jarring how familiar it all sounds, but she won't let it show. her cheek nuzzles against his arm a little bit more, she revels in the contact. "that just proves you were a wonderful person." she chimes, a bright smile to her lips. "and i'm certain you're just as wonderful, now~."





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POSTED ON Jul 20, 2022 20:41:13 GMT
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it's not too far.[break][break]

which is good, it means less time that he needs to carry the boxes. so when she arrives, she lets out a soft grunt as the containers are set down. an arm raises and wipes the sweat off her brow - (specific types of) physical activity is not her forte.[break][break]

mielle perks up, reaching to try and keep her hands in range of the boxes as they're brought over by her unexpected helper. "oh! you mean the pastries?" the chime raises, though her eyes are kept on the boxes to make sure that everything was okay. it's not that she doesn't trust him, she's just careful. [break][break]

"thank you! i made them myself, yes~" there's some pride. she should be proud "i'm a honey gatherer, see, and i usually end up with too much honey~"







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POSTED ON Jul 17, 2022 8:02:11 GMT
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doesn't that sound familiar, mielle? [break][break]

frighteningly so, with enough silence to fill in the gaps of her own thought. he's similar, to her. two people who've no where else to go; where the man can no longer remember what paths would be open to who he is, - who he was, - and the woman is caught doing what's familiar, and secure to her. yes, mielle is kind, and dumb, and not the smartest or sharpest knife on the drawer - but with age does come some degree of wisdom. [break][break]

the wisdom to understand and sympathize, and the patience that comes with it. [break][break]

"i see~.." the hum and chime dull near the end of her words, and there was a time where she knew that she'd be disgusted with the deeds of rocket (and maybe, somewhere deep in her heart, she is). how surprised would sweet, innocent mielle be if she knew that this is where she would end up?[break][break]

amnesia, perhaps? it's the inkling that she has when he speaks, even if it's vaguely. what she lacks in awareness and intelligence she makes up for in cues, and noticing the minute details of someone she focuses on. the vagueness won't save him from her prying, but her sympathy will restrain her. [break][break]

instead, she hums, softly, her hold loosening but never leaving "perhaps i'm in no position to say this," mielle's gaze lowers, and her grip upon his arm loosens but never falls. she can't judge him for what he's done, or what he will do. it'll make her a hypocrite "but if you love them, and don't remember why you love them," she starts again, taking in a deep breath of air ".. then you can develop a new love for them.





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rollout, but...not? [m]
POSTED ON Jul 17, 2022 7:35:21 GMT
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"ah yes, of course." there's a smile on the woman's lips when the breeze blows through viridian locks. "we have plenty of time to set a date," golden-green eyes narrow, glancing out at the wooloo, then up to a large, steel dragon who waddled and stomped to leave footprints in the ground. [break][break]

".. oh, i see~" her arms push her away from the fence, gaze fixated on the dragon for a short amount of time before whistling to call her own, small pokemon over to her side. she crouches down to pick up all three in her arms, the small pokemon chirping in unison. [break][break]

"hush, hush now~" her voice lowers as she cradles the three pokemon "lead the way~.. hopefully there's nothing amiss~." there will be.








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POSTED ON Jul 3, 2022 5:10:52 GMT
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there was a part of her that thought it would be; the possibility that he was a horrible man, the possibility that he was forced into rocket work, the possibility that he was here for his own, "nefarious" reasons. there were many people in rocket who came from different walks of life, although the one thing they shared (since the new and changed leadership in rocket) was their loyalty to the crime, to the organization, in order to rule hoenn to spread fear. [break][break]

the thought churned her heart, a little. [break][break]

when she's asked, she only hums, tilting her head back, though not without nestling the side of her face against his arm. it was warmer this way, after all "perhaps~" she responds, with a chime and a smile. "after all, people of all walks of life find their way into rocket, and crime." she's no different in that crowd, although she has to wonder what portion of the crowd is she to return to the place she desperately once wished to leave. [break][break]

but there's a nagging question in the back of her mind, something that she's always been curious, about criminals who do their work (she has to wonder where the compassion goes, what drives them, what makes it click). "it's just that.." she hums, quieting down. he's too kind, and too much of a sweetheart, from what she's seen. and there's something in the back of her mind that asks "... why do you stay with it?"





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POSTED ON Jul 3, 2022 4:58:21 GMT
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hookay, mielle, you can do this. [break][break]

put your back into it! and.. [break][break]

HEAAAAAVE--[break][break]

it was probably one, or two, or four boxes a bit much than she could handle, but it's better to make one trip, no? it's not like she was a stick, either! she's plenty of skin on her bones, and so carrying! this amount! was.. nothing! perhaps she's baked a few too many confectionaries, one or two or three dozen more than she should have, but when honey calls, she can't do such a disservice and not supply! especially when it's fresh honey. [break][break]

though, maybe it would have been a good idea to call someone to help her with these boxes. they're all of trays, and trays, and.. trays of honey pastries, and she wants to be careful before she inevitably drops them, and creates such a sticky mess. how dare she ruin the combees' hard work? the beedrill will have her head for this transgression. [break][break]

the mind says one thing, and the body unfortunately doesn't agree. and with the weight of the boxes, she feels a stumble, and the slightest misplaced pebble could spell disaster. five in total, actually, still towering as she's very carefully suffering from balance and weight. thankfully, there's someone kind enough to lift some of the load, and her arms are light again. [break][break]

"ah! thank you!" the woman chimes, giving a bright smile on her face "i think i may have.. brought out one or two more boxes than i could handle. i'm so sorry for the trouble~."







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goodbye thots [gift]
POSTED ON Jun 19, 2022 4:37:00 GMT
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they're in good hands i will definitely not sacrifice them
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PASSERBY ANALYTICS HQ
POSTED ON Jun 14, 2022 4:05:45 GMT
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PASSERBY ANALYTICS HQ

ANONYMOUS SURVEY ANSWERS (ANSWERED IC BY )



#1 Rumors say that the League is developing suits that match the style of a Pokemon a trainer has bonded with. Which Pokemon would you select as the style for your suit and what would it look like?
A roserade or a meganium style would look nice~
#2 All skilled trainers have a rival! Who's your rival and why?
Oh goodness, I hope I don't have one ;A;
#3 Do you agree with the League's plan to warp the incoming meteoroid into an alternate universe Hoenn? Why or why not?
Mmn.. It's a little too complicated for me to wrap my head around, but it sounds like an incredible feat, no? Dangerous, though.. what about the civilians in the other Hoenn?
#4 What do you think of Avatars, people who have been bestowed powers by legendary Pokemon? Do you believe it to be a blessing or a curse, or is it something humans should not meddle with?
A blessing, should be. But.. if legendary were really all powerful.. why do they need humans?
#5 Why does you support the League/Team Rocket? If you are a member of one of these formal organizations, what compelled you to join?
The league, of course! The officers work really hard to keep everyone safe, and I think it's admirable, and important~

Living in fear is no way to live, after all~
#6 Select one of the following events and explain how it affected you. The Slateport Rocket Invasion, the Slateport Night Market Blacephalon Attack, the Ultra Beast Attacks on Mossdeep, The Ultra Beast War, the Sootopolis Takeover.
Mm.. I can't say much about any of thees events. I'm sorry~.
#7 TERAVOLT, a Hoennian Rock Band comprising of Guitarist CALLAN YOUNG and Lead Vocalist ADRIAN MALCOLM, from Slateport City, have been finding massive success in recent years. Out of their DISCOGRAPHY, which is your favourite song and why?
I don't have one, but I'll listen to all of them right now to show my support ;u;
#8 Do you believe in free will or fate/destiny? Why? If the latter, do you believe you know what your destiny is?
Fate? I think fate exists, and I don't know what my destiny is. I just.. hope it puts me somewhere happy.
#9 What is your greatest fear? If faced with said fear, how will you handle it?
I've already faced it, and I don't think it could get any worse. But because I said that, I'm prepared for things to take a horrible turn~.
#10 What is your love language? How do you express affection and how do you like to receive it? If you are adverse to intimacy, why?
A lot of quality time, butterfly kisses, hang holding, pecks and a lot of affection~ 
#11 If you could be a Pokemon or have a Pokemon represent who you are, which Pokemon would it be and why?
Combee, maybe? Is that a bit too on the nose?
#12 How do you feel about your own mortality (or immortality)? If you were to die tomorrow, what would you do today?
Ah, I'd be alright with it. Actually.. I am quite happy with where I am right now. I could die happy right at this moment.
#13 How do you carry yourself? How vocally expressive are you? How bodily expressive are you? Are there any catchphrases or verbal ticks that you find yourself repeating? Where do you think they come from?
Polite, supportive, and inclusive, just as my parents raised me. I've gotten complaints from others, however, about me being too physically affectionate? Does it make them uncomfortable, maybe?
#14 Are you in the process of learning a new skill or researching a curious topic? What are you studying and why?
Oh, I've been learning hw to crochet! It's a very fun time killer
#15 What do they need and want out of relationships (humans or Pokemon), and how do they go about getting it?
(it looks like the answer has been written and scratched out a few times)
SUGGESTION. Do you have a suggestion for a future survey question? Please submit it below.
No, this was fun!
R̵̖͎͐͐I̸͓͘ΙḒ̵̭͒D̷͈̀͌L̵̹͋̿Ȇ̶͕.I have rivers without Basculin and roads without cars, I have deserts without heat and snowlands without cold, I have mountains without height and canyons without depth. What am I?
Hmm.. Oh! I got it! Another world~

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collecting hearts [m][ac]
POSTED ON May 27, 2022 2:07:33 GMT
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she raises her arms up instinctively as the rocks from ancient power for, and slam themselves into the blockage. nothing is hurt in the process - thank god - and all the luvdisc are left flying into the water above. she keeps herself close to dante, ensuring that the currents don't wash her away. [break][break]

with the pokemon freed and swimming off, the two of them take off back to the surface, though she's not doing that without plucking a luvdisc scale from a nearby rock. just for herself.



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POSTED ON May 27, 2022 1:57:13 GMT
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they had a plan, time to put it into action. [break][break]

with the bamboo gathered after several minutes, and the cushions fluffed and such, and the pandas sitting, mielle was ready to run for it in the case they didn't click. surprisingly enough.. the two looked affectionate already, and after snacking on the bamboo (or rather, scarfing it down), it seemed like they had the energy to be more.. loving to one another. [break][break]

.. so the pandas were just.. hungry. mielle's at a bit of a loss of words, but that just makes the job easier, no? with their job done, she gently tugs at dante with her, leaving the daycare with a happy hum.



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POSTED ON May 27, 2022 1:54:08 GMT
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"i would never~" she feigns offence, poorly, with a mile on her lips and a giggle escaping her. still, she take his hand onto the boat and leans against his chest and arm immediately, and the space is so cozy, like it was made specifically for her. shameless as she is, she would never. probably. maybe. [break][break]

.. mm.. no, for her, she'd definitely try something in the dark. but for the time being, she'll be good, and keep her fingers twined with his as the boat begins to float down the body of water, into the darkness of the tunnel. and though he tells her not to do anything, that doesn't stop her from tugging his sleeve, slightly, to pull him closer to her level in the dark, to lock their lips in a warm, innocuous kiss. [break][break]

just a kiss will be fine, for now.



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POSTED ON May 27, 2022 1:44:06 GMT
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he's amused, which is good. honestly, she didn't know how he would take a date at a karaoke bar, especially considering that.. neither of them would be the type to go belting out in a room. still, there's some fun in listening to the other person sing, and even more fun when they can sing together - especially over a nice meal. [break][break]

"ah! just a moment!" the woman perks up, hastily tapping upon the screen to lock in their order before reaching to the other microphone, taking it in her hands, and looking up to the television as the lyrics began to count down.



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POSTED ON May 26, 2022 20:08:50 GMT
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"indeed~" she smiles more, awaiting for the bug pokemon to snap a picture as she nestles herself against a man's arm. the picture doesn't take too long, though the queen pokemon was trying her best not to float - rather doing what she could to remain perfectly still while hovering - lest the picture turn out blurry. [break][break]

with that done, she moves away, but not without twining her fingers between a man's with a soft smile to her lips. the torterra lowers himself and slowly withdraws his stubby legs into the shell, hoping to assist the couple on hopping onto him. "we can look at the picture during the picnic~"



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POSTED ON May 25, 2022 18:04:16 GMT
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if you told her years ago that she'd be here with someone else, she wouldn't believe it. [break]
if you told her that she'd become a criminal one day, she'd believe it even less. [break][break]

it's funny how it works, funny how the unexpected comes around, and how fiction distorts the view of reality when you grow up so closely with it. she remembers, vividly, when the last time she saw the stars so clearly was. she remembers the smoke from the barbecue, remembers the family that gathers around, remembers the arm she holds at a later time, and remembers how it was only ever one arm she hung on to despite her now nightly ventures. [break][break]

when did she become so promiscuous? to a point where she almost forgot what the cloudless night sky looked like? when she almost forgot what the clutter of city lights looked like? (ah, mielle, you truly are a lost cause.) she knows how straight forward he is, and knows he isn't lying to her when he says he doesn't mind her holding on, and doesn't mind the affection she gives so sparingly, as though it's something to be tossed and about. [break][break]

she'll close her eyes, reflecting on what he says, focusing on his voice (and away from the voice in her own head; the voice of her doubts) and hums in response. "you know, i've always wanted to ask~.." she starts, then lifting her head to keep a soft, green gaze ".. what brought you into rocket?~"




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walk me through it [m][ac]
POSTED ON Mar 26, 2022 4:12:11 GMT
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maybe it's a blessing that she doesn't pick up on how scandalous she can be. especially when he's going to eye her in such a manner, and when she's going to be idly minding her own business and carry on with her own work. and so when she raises her hand to give him some of the pastry, her eyes widen, slightly, feeling him lean in closer with a wrist to push away her hand. he.. always chose a surprising time to be more forward with her, that she's caught off guard with golden tinted, green eyes maintaining a fixated gaze. [break][break]

the gentle touch of his fingers upon her hand lingers - she'd ask why if she hadn't realized how much of her attention has been directed. it was the simple and smooth actions he needed to take that brought a tinge of pink to her cheeks when he leans in, and it's the way her eyes lower to absentmindedly gaze and admire his lips. ah, that's right. she's weak to him when he moves in with a smirk on his face. she's weak when he's so forward about his desires. [break][break]

so rather than fighting it, she lets out a feigned sigh of defeat, putting the fork down against the plate, gently. ".. i suppose we have time before the cake cools~" she responds with a hum and smile as the fork falls from her fingers, and her arms opt to wrap over the man's shoulders. then she leans in, taking the initiative to lock tender, honied sweet lips with his. [break][break]

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