six
she/her
twenty-five
march 21
mauville
gay
debt collector
grunt
chaotic stupid, i'll get used to feeling useless
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POSTED ON Aug 6, 2024 4:52:11 GMT
gideon doesn't listen. well, he doesn't not listen, but he shuts out the wrong thing. shuts her out and goes to peek behind the curtain, which is more than parker's ever done. she watches the pokeball roll on his desk.
it has the vivillon she caught all those months ago. the vivillon she caught and thought, wouldn't he like this? without knowing who he was, and thinking, that's fuckin' weird, but at the same time holding onto it, knowing that at the right moment, at the right time, it'd make itself clear.
and then she read up on him, this museum director who has a fascination with creepy crawlies on the side. and she'd known, just like that.
she doesn't need to look back there. she just needs to trust her instincts. trust her gut.
she stands and she shuffles closer, heart in her chest. her teeth sink into her lower lip. pages flit by, scenes come to life that feel nostalgic and heavy with grief. half of her is telling her to walk away, to close her eyes, to turn the other cheek.
the other half already knows what's waiting with that final turn of the page.
"yeah," she says softly, "i think we 'ad a strawberry weddin' cake."
her fingers twitch. a hand comes up, as though to rest on his shoulder, but then she thinks better of it. those people in his pictures - they're figments. part of a dream. and dreams are made to be shattered, best left forgotten.
"i dunno that we'll get our happy ending 'n all this go around. but i thought, 'ey, why not make the in between better in the meantime?" she looks away, shrugs off. "i dunno that she'd put ya in danger talkin' to ya directly, but...y'ever need anythin', lemme know, 'kay?" she lingers.
"anythin' you want me to tell 'er?"
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