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POSTED ON Jan 15, 2023 22:15:36 GMT
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“Well, I wouldnt complain,”
Kepler says, in a coy sort of half-tone suggesting the hint of a suggestion, “but don’t do it on my account.” They have already established, many times over, that Ash is more than capable of carrying and lifting Kepler, in a multitude of ways.

They pause there, on the dance floor, as Ash presses Kepler’s palm over the former’s heart, and Kepler flexes his hand, presses against it ever so lightly. He can feel it speaking in Ash’s chest, a steady, constant, slightly fast thump.

He remembers feeling it when they were skin-to-skin, Kepler almost perched on Ash’s collarbones. Remembers asking if he made Ash nervous, but knew it to be something different, now. If he could trap this moment and keep it forever he would. Flexing his fingers, he presses the pads of them around the general shape of Ash’s heart. Mine, he thinks, leaning into him as the song ends.

Then ash hiccups and laughs.

“Oh, right, food. You should eat!” He forgot that Ash was on painkillers and also alcohol. He forgot a lot of things until right now.

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something strange [m, c]
POSTED ON Jan 15, 2023 22:08:40 GMT
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Kepler? Her voice echoed back through the hallways, sounding somehow impossibly close but also very far away. He didn’t know where she was-- he didn’t know where he was, which meant he didn’t know where he was going.

Where are you?

“I don’t know!”
he yells, fear bursting in his throat like a balloon and, oh, boy, this isn’t good for his heart. He rounds a nondescript corner and bolts down another equally nondescript hallway. “Idon’tknowIdon’tknowIdon’tknow!”

The dual tube-shaped fluorescent lights crack off of Ruby’s protective bubble, fracturing in the center and spitting sparks and shards of glass and filaments as they go out. The wires snap and crack as they whip down from the ceiling, one pulling taught and slicing up as it does so-- only the protect stops it from garroting Ruby right then and there.

The Sunny Day filled the room with a bright and unforgiving gleam, reflecting off the tile and metal tables; something made a horrible groaning noise, as though the sunlight really was hurting it. From a corner of the room, the shadows began to bubble and hiss, like sugar bubbling in a pan; as the darkness receded, Deimos popped out with a triumphant shriek, speeding towards Ruby with her little tendrils flowing out behind her. She circled around Ruby and then, with a scream of utmost impudence, fired off a hex in the direction of the bubbling shadow.

It struck the darkness and gave it shape, the Dusknoir forming out of the receding ichor, crying in pain and grasping at where the hex struck through it like a spear, pinning it to the wall.

Kepler, meanwhile, was running chaotically around, freaking out the entire time. He rounded another corner and-- bomf!

Ran smack-face-first into Phobos, the sudden stop of his forward motion throwing him backward to crack his head on the floor and black out.


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environs [dw]
POSTED ON Jan 15, 2023 21:46:33 GMT
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[attr="class","thadmain"]He was more embarrassed than anything, and while the cold made the injury sting all that much more it also numbed it quite quickly.

“Yeah, yeah, I’m fine,” he rubbed at the faintly reddening spot between his eyes, scowling.

Venus made an apologetic mooing sound, touching her hand to her face in a did I do that? gesture. She reached for him and accidentally bumped a tree, droping a big, fluffy pile of snow down from a branch above. Kepler yelped and jumped out of the way, realizing mid-cringe that an apparently slumbering Sneasler was ensconced within the white stuff. As the snoozing Pokemon lifted her head and blinked blearily at him, he managed to get his brain in gear and threw a Pokeball before it could wake up fully.

“I don’t need anything, I’m okay. And you!” He pointed at Venus. “Watch where you’re going, dammit.” But there wasn’t a lot of heat in his voice and it was just mildly irritated more than mad.

"I hate the winter." Which was a weird and horrible thing to fucking say in a tropical region.

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oh my god, we're back again [dw]
POSTED ON Jan 15, 2023 21:40:38 GMT
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“Hope is a logical fallacy,” Kepler says, unhelpfully.

He zooms in on the little squid and has flashbacks to Mars’ attacking his fucking face. Almost as though they’re going off of his vitriol, Phobos and Deimos zoom in on the cephalopod, terrorizing it with a smattering of ghost-type attacks and leaving it dazed and confused as Kepler throws a Pokeball.

“How do we start? Go back out to the ocean? Make a whirlpool? Maybe that can conjure up the doorway again.”

The word conjure comes out as a half-snorted laugh, a hint of wry humor in the otherwise insistent nature.


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all i want is you [m]
POSTED ON Jan 15, 2023 21:37:08 GMT
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[attr="class","thadmain"]Ash doesn’t laugh at him but Kepler catches the weight of it hidden behind his smile, and he supposes it is pretty fair. He’s not usually so vocal-- or, rather, no one is around to hear him be vocal (if a tree falls in the forest et-fucking-cetera)-- and he’s sure he looks fucking hilarious. But the nerves need an output.

Still, you did it, baby is fucking electrifying and in that moment Kepler thinks he can take on the world. Promethean metaphysics take a fucking seat, Kepler’s just cracked the code to the meaning of fucking life. Ash pulls him in for a hug and Kepler has no choice but to go (he wouldn’t have fought it, anyway) and crashes up against his chest with a laugh, though his legs are still stiff.

“I can’t believe I’ve done this,”
he says, muffled into the fabric of Ash’s coat.

His boyfriend steals a kiss and then moves damnably far away (which in reality is just within arms length) and he’s holding Kepler like the latter is about to fly away, gentle in his fingers. Kepler makes a pained noise of assent and does as he’s told, T-pose activated, and he’s so distracted on not falling that he doesn’t get to look at Ash’s ass, which is a disappointment. He makes a mental note to pay extra attention to it later as he takes a big inhale-- the entire time he’s been slowly moving forward on momentum and glide alone).

He pins his navel to his ribs (that’s how you keep your core strong, right?) and flexes his ass cheeks and-- realizes he doesn’t know how to do that and move. “Okay, uh. Okay. Shit.”

He still didn’t move. He was afraid to lift his leg to do so. His balance was so precarious as it was.

“Okay. I can do this. I made it to METENO without a scratch. I can fucking. Ice skate.”

But his brain short circuits and instead of lifting a leg and marching as Ash as shown him his foot just goes forward and he does a little half-splits on the ice with a squawk and a rapid windmilling of arms. “Ohmygodohymgodohymgod.”

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Another Way to Feel [S][C]
POSTED ON Jan 15, 2023 21:24:15 GMT
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Of course it would turn out that as soon as Kepler has Real People to Interact With (friends?) he would spend his time giggling like a little girl. How embarrassing. Was this why no one liked him?

His shame was quickly washed away by Isaac’s very passionate spiel about Why Trainers Were Good, Actually.

“Are you sure the League didn’t try and recruit you?”
he asks, in the brief silence that follows while both he and Ash are too busy being stunned by the sheer charisma power to say anything. “You’d make a great public speaker.”

He did have one thing dead on.

“That’s all Sinnoh is-- legends and dusty books. That’s why I got out.” And because Rocket was paying him money that Alamos U Research and Development could only dream of offering, but they didn’t need to know that.

Ash mentions Bongo is his other brain cell and Kepler giggles at that, too, before he can stop himself.

“But only one of the braincells has hand-eye coordination?”



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THE BORDER: ITAK
POSTED ON Jan 15, 2023 21:03:39 GMT
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[attr="class","thadmain"]Maternal specters and flying ships notwithstanding, Kepler managed to roll over on his back. The pain in his chest was-- it felt like breathing fire. This had happened before (usually when he was running for his life) but this was something else. Maybe because he was really leaning into it, focusing on it, forcing it to bloom throughout his body, an internal form of cleansing fury to burn the possessive spirit out of his frame. An immune response towards an invader.

He hears Isaac speak and squeezes his eyes shut. No, he wants to say, it isn’t you I don’t trust. But he’d rather die than be useless, rather die than hurt Ash, and that, he thinks, says a lot about him as a person in a more positive light than he’d ever thought about himself before.

The Lucarios heal pulse slapped him directly in the chest, the first ring going around him, a halo of healing light; Kepler inhaled a ragged gasp of air, spine arching off the wet ground. The second stabilized his heart fluctuations, descending the beat into something more tolerable-- a rapid atrial fibrillation that still hurt but not as bad.

He reaches for Ash, who is beside him now, trembling fingers falling lightly against his cheek, falling to graze his neck.

The third-- she placed her paws directly on his chest for this one-- slammed into him like a defib paddle, an electric current sluicing through the mechanisms of his ticker in order to get them to tick in time again. By the fourth, his heartbeat was fast but stable, and the pain began to fade into an echo, a memory.

“Of course,” he wheezed, before the ghost in his bones could get back in the driver’s seat, “trust… you guys.” His smile is a little bit deranged. “Knew you’d… save me.” There’s a terrifying moment where he thinks he’s dying because a mist begins to coalesce on the surface of his skin-- but compared to what he’s just felt, it’s nothing, a paper cut.

“I win,” he tells the ghost, his grin gleeful and the shit-eatingest of shit-eatery.

Detached through Kepler’s attempted suicide, the spirit makes a horrendous noise as Isaac’s exorcism draws it upwards. Tendrils of fog scrabble and scratch harmlessly at Kepler’s clothing before it is suctioned up into the rings of infernal parade, and Kepler can finally breathe again.

“Hi.” He beams, corny and beautiful and alive, blinking as Ash’s tears fall on his cheeks. “‘M okay. Sorry-- scared you. But… you don’t understand. It wanted… horrible things. To you. Using me. Couldn’t let that happen.”

He gives Ash the briefest of kisses.

“Help me… stand? Go investigate the-- funky tree?” His arm, numb from possession, lifts off the ground and points at the dark brown trunk that has, till now, been occluded by sepia fog. "Didn't just... appear for no reason."

It seems to move and grow even as they watch, branches expanding and writhing, creaking ominously in the wind, blood-red leaves rustling.

Warning or beckoning, Kepler can’t tell.



+ knuckles stabilizes kepler so his heart isn't trying to kill him anymore

+ the ghost is successfully exorcised

+ the fog parts & reveals a strange tree...

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POSTED ON Jan 15, 2023 2:02:04 GMT
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Kepler’s face colors visibly at the suggestion of hottest couple there. It’s astounding, to him, because he never imagined himself having a significant other let alone being part of an attractive couple. Oh, how the world has changed.

“It… might be fun,”
he says, and instead of his voice being full of his usual trepidation, it’s burgeoning with excitement. Suddenly the future doesn’t seem so frightening, and the things that usually fill set his brain abubble with anxiety just… don’t.

“You don’t need to work out!”
Kepler says, though he does almost start drooling at the thought of jacked Ash in neon paint under a blacklight. Wow, that’s a very specific image that he didn’t realize did it for him until right now.

“I love you just as you are.”


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bell's eccentric night
POSTED ON Jan 15, 2023 1:56:37 GMT
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[attr="class","thadmain"]Ash’s fallen face makes Kepler feel bad.

“I-- wow, I ruined the mood. Um, I was born with a weird heart. My ventricles-- the lower chambers--,” he cups over his left pectoral, to show, “were too large in comparison to the atriums so it doesn’t pump blood very well. It’s called dilated cardiomyopathy. Or, at least, it will, when I get older. Right now it's just having a weird heart.”

But he waves it away with a flick of his wrist, hoping he hasn’t worried his boyfriend too much.

“It’s fine, really. I just have to avoid stressing it-- no strenuous activity, like running for my life. I really shouldn’t have anything that affects my circulatory system, in all honesty, but I’ve been chugging caffeine my entire life and have suffered no side effects.” This is supposed to soothe.

Ash’s winter kiss had him snorting into the palm of his hand.

“Oh, my god. Yes. and yes.” His nose crinkles. “You are so cute.”

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THE BORDER: ITAK
POSTED ON Jan 15, 2023 1:31:08 GMT
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[attr="class","thadmain"]The Moltres’ cleansing flame continues to arc off of Pluto’s protective bubble. The little alien’s arms tremble as she continues to hold it up.

Kepler, on his knees in the dirt, is finally coming to realize how wrong he is when he calls himself a parasite. He belongs in his body. This-- this thing-- does not. He feels like he’s gargled glass, hands going up to grip at his throat as he makes little gasping hiccups, body heaving with the effort of whatever it is writhing in between the gaps in his skin, his bones.

A new screech fills the air as Ash’s Noibat-- no, Noivern-- launches itself at Moltres’ specter, the two of them tangling together, truly like two dragons fighting. Pluto drops the protect bubble once it’s safe, falling to the ground with the clink of tumbling stones, exhausted.

Kepler is strong of mind and weak of body, which he realizes in excess as whatever is taking shape in him begins to move him of its own accord, and there’s little he can do but go along. Fighting feels like ripping the very skin off his own body. He stands, turns, stiff-legged and awkward, to face Ash.

Distantly he registers Ash’s words: I just had the best year of my life.

Was that-- was that because of him?

It’s going to be okay.

His heart does something funky.

His heart.

His heart!

“Oh, how brave you sound,” this thing in Kepler’s body makes him say, in a voice so eerily like his own, but harsh, ragged, like every word is being punched out of him, “even when your opponent isn’t tied up.” Kepler makes a show of fighting for control, but only manages to cock his head at an odd angle, almost as though his neck is broken, bangs falling messily over his eyes.

“You know what I think? I think you’re a fucking coward. I think you wouldn’t risk hurting this body.”

Ha-ha, Kepler thinks, receding back into his own brain. The spirit in his bones is too busy gloating to pay him any mind-- a little parasite seeking to get back his own form. He might not, but I sure will.

And he pours every ounce of fear, every ounce of struggle, every metric ton of stress straight into his chest; fights against his breathing, fights until his bones ache, fights and fights and fights and fights and--

The specter makes a gasping noise, clutches at his chest-- Kepler’s chest.

“What you’re feeling right now,” Kepler explains, using his own voice, his own lungs, even though the pain is immense, like his lungs are on fire, “is a symptom of dilated cardiomyopathy.” His inhale is a wail, a scream, something awful, and there are tears streaming down his face. Leave it to Kepler to use his last breaths to lecture. “You are having a stress-induced heart attack. Enjoy dying twice, motherfucker.”

And he buckles.




+ kepler makes his own kokoro go doki doki

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HAUNTING [dw]
POSTED ON Jan 15, 2023 1:00:15 GMT
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“Ah, but that’s the magic of Pinterest,” Kepler says, voice taking on an airy, salesman like quality. “Sometimes you find things you didn’t even know you were interested in.” He flattens his hand and draws a little arc in the air in front of him. “A thousand cultivated images thrown at you slightly off-center that updates every time you scroll. Each one their own aesthetic. Think of the possibilities!”

He laughed a little before he could finish talking, realizing how ridiculous he sounded.

“It’s just a thought.” He tipped back the rest of his Bang and squeezed the can, crumpling it. “Anyway. I just needed to get some air. I’ll let you get back to your ghost hunting.”

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THE BORDER: ITAK
POSTED ON Dec 30, 2022 13:27:50 GMT
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[attr="class","thadmain"]He leans into Isaac’s touch the slightest bit, going when instructed and sitting where indicated. The boat rocks, gently, under his feet, and he immediately begins to feel seasick… or something.

A strange feeling akin to dizziness sets over him, like his eyes are sliding closed, his vision is moving, but he isn’t moving at all. Maybe, his rational brain suggests, maybe it’s just the movement of the boat. The motion of the ocean, as they row down the river?

Ash’s hold on his hand is concrete and should be grounding. Instead, it sends shivers up his arm, like the physical embodiment of nails on a chalkboard.

While Isaac, Ash, and Temp become focused on the flames, Kepler feels something slimy and bitter sliding down his throat. His head cranes up in jerky motions, like gears in a clockwork shifting teeth, and pain-- the worst pain he’s ever felt-- blossoms beneath the skin of his face.

“The fire,” he says to Ash, in a voice that isn’t his own, “is what you deserve.”

Once it’s out he realizes how horrible and wrong it sounds and claps his hands over his mouth, but his limbs feel heavy, like he’s sedated, and he can’t help but stare in abject horror because why would he say something like that? “I didn’t. I-- Ash, I--,”

The overwhelming urge to draw back and punch Ash in the face, hard and repeatedly, simmers through him like fire, and he gets so far as to cock his arm and makes a fist before he wrests some modicum of control back. The proximity to Ashley is driving him insane, and he’s at war with himself, beset by feelings of anger and hatred that are so counterintuitive to what he truly knows he feels that it’s making him nauseous.

He needs to get out before he hurts his boyfriend.

With a wail of something halfway between sadness and rage, Kepler stands, the boat rocking beneath him. He puts one foot on the side of the boat and with an entirely un-Kepler-like agility, he launches himself over the side of the boat towards the shore. One boot crashes down into the acidic river, sizzling with a splash, but his protective gear keeps him mostly safe as he pitches onto the opposite bank-- right into the waiting wings of the angry, dead god.

His hands are still over his mouth, which tastes sour; thin, pale filaments of something faintly glowy escape his lips and cling to his palms. Vertigo overtakes him and he falls to his knees.

Moltres, surprised by the gall and sudden appearance of such a frail and tiny thing, cocks its head, before aiming to wipe Kepler off the face of the earth-- or the face of the afterlife-- with a furious blast of fire.

Pluto jumps in front of her trainer, throwing up a protect and holding it. The flames arc off the shielding bubble, creating a rainbow aura in the air.



+ kepler is possessed by the spirit of someone ash killed (prompt 10)

+ while warring with the ghost, who wants him to beat the shit out of ash, he is so greatly affected that he needs to get away. he jumps out of the boat to the opposite shoreline straight into the waiting wings of angry moltres.

+ pluto the beheeyem throws up a protect to stop kepler from getting barbecued and is holding it (lil creative interpretation i hope that's okay)

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THE BORDER: ITAK
POSTED ON Dec 29, 2022 0:30:15 GMT
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[attr="class","thadmain"]Temp’s hand clapping down on his shoulder makes him physically jump and yelp. He is so incredibly lucky he peed before they left.

He clutches his Geiger counter to his chest and freezes, eyes whale-white and wide, as the rest of the boys pass him, the fear in him making his pulse spike and everything sound far away for a moment.

If he’d been walking with them, he’d have run up and cautioned them about touching the strange, glowing water; Temp may have still done it, anyway, but luckily the protective gear Kepler doled out stops him from losing fingers.

He feels… well, if he’s being honest with himself, he’s terrified-- frozen to the spot, like a rabbit, hoping to evade the eye of a predator. And Kepler isn’t brave by any stretch of the word, but he’s also more curious than he is cautious, at least at first, so this strange stillness, like he’s growing roots and merging with the ground, strikes him as incredibly odd.

Like something is holding him here. Swears he feels something drag along the back of his neck. Feels something pulling at the corners of his mouth.

He writes it off as cowardice. Walk, Brueshaber.

Something hits him square in the back, between his shoulder blades, feeling like the bottom of a boot. It knocks the breath from his lungs but also kicks him into motion.

The other boys are gathered around something in the water. Kepler doesn’t want to see it. He has this horrible image of bodies floating in the water. Like Ophelia, or the soul pits in Disney’s version of Hercules.

…Hercules?

“Maybe he needs a ticket. Or a... a toll." His voice is baby bird quiet in the sepia doom. "Anyone got a quarter? Or... spirit river EZ Pass?"



+ kepler is very scared

+ suggests a toll for the ferryman

+ beheeyem is out

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