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i hate sand. [m]
POSTED ON Oct 22, 2024 21:24:55 GMT
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His actions clearly had an effect, one he didn't know how to handle without making things exponentially worse off for the both of them. Shinra was supposed to know people, how to read people, but he felt hopeless in this situation. Floundering, even.

The both of them were somewhat useless at this. Whatever this was. He didn't even have a name for it, besides being something of a mess. But typically, he didn't like messes. No matter how he looked at it, he liked this mess.

Shinra regarded Blue in silence at such a profound and terrifying question. "This was your idea." he laughed. "What do you usually do at the beach?" He didn't go to the beach, for obvious reasons. Half his pokemon would melt. Just when he was about to say something again, he got pelted in The face with a volleyball.

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how i learned to love the bomb
POSTED ON Aug 16, 2024 17:51:16 GMT
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There were many nights of fulfillment, but also of silent resentment. Shinra caged himself behind walls of bleached bone and sterile quiet. It was an image that, to him, rivaled godliness in its exalted indifference. For who, could rival such aloofness besides god? Who could look upon death and pain and suffering with a smile and say it wasn't personal, if not himself? He had done it countless times before and felt nothing. Of course, he was no longer in a war.

He was no longer a devil of retribution, he was just excess and glutton. Redundancy. Yet, he was also not a liar, Shinra enjoyed his job. He was good at it, at the way he could peel them open without touching them. That was a trait that hadn't died on any battlefield or eroded with time after Kanto fell. It was an unnecessary skill, he was unnecessary.

Yet, that night, he had gotten them to talk through frustrating level of effort. It was international infestation, like raticates in a nest. There was blood beneath his nails, dirtying the hem of his shirt and the ironed and pristine edges of his suit sleeves. It was less the filth of it and more the way his mind couldn't ignore the way it revealed him for the ugliness beneath.

It would have been better if what he felt was guilt, but it wasn't. It was messier than that.

Every inch of his skin shivered, seeming to come undone from the stitches. It felt too tight on his body, skeletal sharp against the places it clung to him. There were methods he could take to control this response, practices in place from too many therapists and counselors to count. He ignored them all, shutting the door roughly behind him. The safety of his home didn't fold across him with the comfort of a weighted blanket. All of it was wrong. Out of order. The sheer tidiness of it felt hollow and constricting.

His ears rung with tinnitus and pumping blood. He didn't see the blur of movement from a snowy fox-pokemon on the couch or the sound of the television. His feet carried him back to the bedroom, to the bathroom. As the water turned on, steam heating from the warmth. Even as he scrubbed until the skin was red and raw and he tossed his jacket aside. His hair unkempt and his eyes shadowed. The creep of white noise in his ears harmonized with the memories of a war he'd told himself had never affected him. How could it? Nothing affected him.

He muttered beneath his breath. Unclean, fucking filthy.

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moro / shin
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i hate sand. [m]
POSTED ON Aug 16, 2024 17:16:20 GMT
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It would not have surprised him in Blue decided to take a crack at kicking him. Violence was simply in her nature, but he'd also come to know her through such unexpected softness too. He couldn't forget the part of her, panicking on his doorstep about two decades lost between them. Shinra still didn't know entirely what had happened to her, but he knew enough of the pain in her expression not to question it.

A quick smile at the mention of affirmation, he added. "I'll keep that in mind." Admittedly, it as difficult not to read too much into Blue. It was Shinra's nature to analyze, to pick apart the layers of one's psyche and see what lie beneath. He knew what Blue wanted and what she needed because it was his nature to know those things, or at least made a professional estimation. It wasn't right though, it was cold and impersonal. At the very least, she had proven herself an exception in his book because he refused to use it against her.

Quietly, he watched the way that color bloomed across her body, starting at her ears. It wasn't like he wasn't affected, but he'd become somewhat too talented in the art of hiding himself. Like the serpent he was claimed to be by so many that he had harmed in the past.

Her skin was warm, heated beneath the sun and the swell of blush beneath. As with all things, it took a moment to process. He froze for a moment upon initial contact. He'd felt fine initially, of course. What was the big deal? It wasn't like he'd not initiated more intimacy than some sun lotion. Except that had been fleeting, it had been sprung by uncharacteristic need. There and then gone. This was purposeful, it couldn't be mistaken for fleeting or trepidatious.

He let his hand ghost down shoulder blade, up the nape of a delicate neck. Every part of her tensed like a wild animal and his own discomfort was probably apparent. Not out of disgust, not like usual. He touched her like he could break her, but he knew that wasn't possible. "There, much better. Can't have you burning up."


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moro / shin
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thirty-six
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i hate sand. [m]
POSTED ON Aug 13, 2024 19:50:18 GMT
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"Pasty? Wow, why don't you kick me while you're at it?" He scoffed, a smile snaking past the mock-offense. As if he wasn't aware of his lacking pigmentation, pasty was the least of many insults that could have been launched against him. Especially from a natural fighter like Blue, then again her word game somewhat lacked in comparison to the brutality of her punches.

Shinra had seen the result of too many fights to think her lacking for her size. Military training aside, she could have kicked his ass too. Not only due to the fact that he was always more of a specialist and doctor than an actual military official. He saw less of war and more of the confidential back rooms and the confined prison spaces where the war criminals were kept.

"Pretty pint-sized, yeah." He snorted, despite her obvious threat.

He watched the way the circular shadow crossed along the sand as Blue hefted it over her head. He withdrew the more obvious teases from his voice. "Would you like me to praise you?" Okay, nevermind, the sharpness of his voice was evident of his tease. Though he never minded the red-tint to her face.

His hands were practiced with sunscreen, having been dependent on in with his unfortunate leucism. "Do you want me to...?" He held the bottle up, falling silent. What was he asking her, exactly? To touch her? That felt both like an overstep and uncertainty. He had certainly done things in the past where the intimacy of something may be warranted but, for him, it always felt like a knife to the throat. Even then, he didn't withdraw.

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moro / shin
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thirty-six
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fuchsia city, kanto
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i hate sand. [m]
POSTED ON Aug 13, 2024 16:28:02 GMT
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A crooked smile teased at the edge of his lips, the kind that might have been lethal in an interrogation, but he had forced it to soften. It didn't come naturally, but it was still something he wanted to try. "Yes, Blue, I'm sure." Her uncertainty felt like a new light, a different person. Far from the girl who talked through her fists and smelled of blood and sweat and fire. Yet she was still one and the same, just... different. He wasn't sure what to call this version of her, but he couldn't help but expect her to spring into attack mode at any second.

The version of her in the game wasn't the same person. It had been... surprising, to say the least. It baited a part of him that was both human and weak, but it wasn't her. Despite his baser weakness, he preferred her like this, still volatile as a hand-grenade but also vulnerable.

For a brief second, he wondered if she would punch him in the nose if he told her she was beautiful.

Instead, his eyes followed the milotic and mightyena, which were an unusual pair if he thought about it long enough. "Have you looked at me? Of course, I burn." He laughed, shaking his head. "That'd be nice, but only if you can manage it. I don't know, might have to stand on your tip-toes." He teased, handing it over. "Do you need any?"
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moro / shin
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i hate sand. [m]
POSTED ON Jul 3, 2024 17:04:19 GMT
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Sand was not Shinra's favorite thing.

It was a crawling sort of feeling, across his skin. It shivered and swept, flinty sharp across his sandaled feet. The sun was bulbous, burning eye. He didn't tan in the sun, he burned. Thus the very enthusiastic umbrella hoisted above his head and full bottle of sunscreen tucked along with the rest of his beach belongings. He wasn't at all prepared for this, but Blue had invited him.

Somehow, she was the exception to his everything. The things he loathed under normal circumstances became tolerated, maybe even special in a somewhat love-hate way. He snorted at her question. "Stupid? No." Was he lying? Not exactly. "We'll make it worth it." There was also the case of awkwardness when he was reminded of a certain game. Blue had looked very... err different in that game.

He tried not to think about it, but it was a failing restraint. "First, I need sunscreen or I may actually set on fire like a vampire."

Rather than bring Onna, who would have frozen him to death, his milotic was sliding through the sand like a beach worm, eager for the ocean.
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moro / shin
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thirty-six
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POSTED ON May 2, 2024 15:06:03 GMT
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Shinra tried to imagine everything that Blue was telling him, but it was difficult to imagine. He had always been an analyst, believing only the numbers and the facts presented to him. Even then, he'd been a natural skeptic. He might not have completely understood what Blue was telling him, but a softer part of him wanted to give her the comfort of seeming to understand. He would accept her words because that was what made her happy.
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Such a sentiment was unheard of.
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He was the cold, cruel, tactical hand of justice. He didn't believe in anything but the cutting down evil things in the world. A version of him, only months ago, would have believed Blue guilty of evil. That version of himself would have cut her down like a frigid and unfeeling blade and he wouldn't have thought twice about it.
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Admittedly, he wasn't really sure who he was or what he believed in when he was around Blue.
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Everything changed when she was involved. He was the thing he feared most, a hypocrite.
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"Leave Hoenn..." It wasn't poised as a question, he was still processing. Like an old computer, struggling to consume new data that contradicted current programming. He couldn't just leave Hoenn. He was posted there. His job was there. Even then, he said nothing. He leaned into the contact and, for once, it didn't make his skin crawl. This was new and frightening, but he liked it.
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Shin. He smiled at that. "I'm glad you're here."


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moro / shin
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thirty-six
february 1
fuchsia city, kanto
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POSTED ON Feb 6, 2024 14:35:54 GMT
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"Yeah, I do." Even as the words left his mouth, he felt a sense of wonder. Shinra was a man of skepticism. He didn't believe anything unless he could see it with his own two eyes. He didn't care, under normal circumstances, to give anyone the benefit of the doubt. Then again, Blue was not just anyone. She was someone. She'd snuck her way into his life, and not even subtly. She'd done so with two middle fingers to the air. Unapologetic and mean. He liked that about her.
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He liked this version of her too though, but it frightened him. She was soft and vulnerable. Admittedly, he was terrified that he would break her on all of his sharp edges and blunt ends. Anything he said right then could inflict damage on its own.
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We'd have to go. Something ached right then, sharp in the chest like a serrated blade. What did that mean? We, who? Her friend or him? As much as he hated it, he couldn't help the bite of toxicity that followed. Jealousy, that wasn't an unusual feeling for him but never in relation to a person before. Had she been with this person all that time? Twenty years, he was still trying to wrap his head around what that meant. How had she changed during that time? It was a long time. Yet she was still there, reaching out to him.
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"What do you mean? Go where?" Was he allowed to follow? Could he even? He didn't ask those questions aloud and he didn't dare answer them. "No, you're fine. That doesn't matter." He swept his hand through her hair, bare hand. He didn't shiver, the contact didn't burn or make him flinch. It almost felt natural. "Of course, you can."


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moro / shin
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thirty-six
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fuchsia city, kanto
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POSTED ON Oct 24, 2023 14:55:57 GMT
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It wasn't like Blue to bend under comfort. She was far more the person to break herself in attempt to flee from it. They were alike in that, only Shinra firmly believed himself incapable of responding or appreciating such softness. It had never affected him before, so how could this possibly change things? Well changed things. She changed everything. To a point that it was frankly terrifying.
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Shinra frowned at that, still not understanding. How could she possibly have gone for so long? He assumed she was being hyperbolic. It wouldn't be the first time, especially in expressing her irritation. Though this was not that, clearly. She did not expose her vulnerability with such ease or grace. It hardly came natural for either of them, which meant this had to be painful for her.
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"Yeah," He whispered, running fingers through her hair as she continued to cling to him. "But... I believe you, okay?" It wasn't said with complete certainty because he couldn't fathom that reality. He understood that clearly it was painful for her regardless of his ability to understand it.
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He smiled at that, with softness he wasn't familiar with. "Yeah, it's me."
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Rocket. It wasn't as if he had no idea. It was easy to discern that Blue was in rocket. He'd known the first time he met her, which had devolved into an attempt to prove it. He had been planning, at the time, to arrest her. Things hadn't worked out that way, obviously.
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That failure should have reflected on him with severity, it always did, but he didn't care about that. Not anymore. "Okay, you don't have to. You can be whoever you want to be, Blue. Just tell me how I can help."

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moro / shin
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elusion [m]
POSTED ON Sept 19, 2023 15:14:02 GMT
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There was something to be said about the peace that existed in absolute silence. Sometimes even the most desolate of places held a sort of petrified beauty, clinging to reality and yet deathly still. He almost liked it. Though, even then, there was still the keening cry of something still living in this place. He'd already come in contact with the decrepit megalopolans that still inhabited this world.
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He was not here on any job, despite Interpol's clear interest in this world and all of its many threats. In any instance, things could grow dramatically worse. In a second, reality could tear apart and let loose hell and they could do nothing to stop it. That was what places like this made him think. He was a man that both enjoyed control and understood the fickle nature of things. It was a nuisance at best.
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His attention paused, drawing ahead to the echoing click of heels. The only things that moved in this world were raving mad, but there was a rhythm in this step unlike the others.
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"I was not expecting to find anyone else here." He said simply, watching the woman emerged seemingly from the shadows. "You look... familiar."




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POSTED ON Sept 19, 2023 14:43:40 GMT
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The panic he felt right then was rivaled only by a venomous temper that he hadn't felt in a long time. Not since Kanto. Even then, that fury felt pale in comparison to the one stoked at the thought that something was horribly wrong. That something terrible had happened to Blue to make her behave this way. It wasn't like her to be like this. Things had changed between them, of course, the last time they'd been together. He'd be lying to say he hadn't been anxious all week, fearing that he'd ruined things by being so forward.
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Yet, right then, her prior silence was loud. He'd been sitting around fretting over her lack of response and something clearly wrong had occurred in his absence. "Blue, what happened?" He didn't like his tone, the nakedness of his own fear. It was abnormal, but nothing about their relationship was normal to him. "Blue—" His voice lightened, growing softer as he tried to coax the truth out of her. He didn't try to pry her away or pull answers from her. Instead, he simply held her.
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Yet, he'd not been expecting that. "Years? What are you talking about?" Okay, so he was confused. She had said years, right? She sounded so broken that he felt helpless, like he couldn't help her with whatever she was experiencing. "Hey, hey... it's okay. I understand. It's no big deal. I mean I was wondering, but it's only been like a week so..."
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Shinra felt clueless, but let her hold him anyways. The wetness seeped into his clothing, damp on his skin. He ran his fingers through stringy wet hair, pushing it out of her eyes. It was such blatant affection that he wasn't sure where it came from, but with Blue, it felt natural. It felt immediate and instinctual, like the something he had been missing all his life. "I missed you too."

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// m: post-goodbye galar


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moro / shin
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fuchsia city, kanto
gray-ace
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POSTED ON Sept 19, 2023 14:30:01 GMT
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How selfish. He smiled at that sentiment. It was so entirely Blue, of course. Normally, he never would have crossed this boundary. He wasn't sure what the hell had gotten into him. Yet, he felt happy. That was this feeling, right?
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Would it be so bad? To let go of that fine-tuned control?
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Maybe it was his silence that prompted her to pull away, but the distance felt monumental. What he wanted to do was draw her back, tell her not to go. Be selfish. To question everything he'd believed in about himself. This wasn't possible for him and it was foolish to beg for more out of life. He was unfeeling, cold, cruel. It had been a sentiment that followed him his whole life. Who was Blue to challenge that? She was something else, someone special. She was terrifying, but not for the reasons she wanted to be.
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"Okay," He smiled, forced that shared eye contact to break as he looked down to the ground. To the meal set out that was now cold. When he looked back up, her eyes were still searching his out. That connection was hungry, demanding. He couldn't look away, not again. Only to watch Blue nearly topple over a chair in her effort to get away. It was awkward and cute, it was weirdly her. Even if he'd never seen this side of her before.
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"Yeah, I'm counting on it." His smile lacked every cold edge, there was no reason behind it. There was no aloof analysis to it all. This was something else.

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// m: bond bridge


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POSTED ON Aug 1, 2023 15:27:17 GMT
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Things had been quiet, but not in a way he usually preferred. Maybe he was being a bit neurotic. Wait— no maybe, he was definitely being neurotic. However, Blue was volatile and finicky at the best of times. She hadn't replied to him. Not to mention leaving in such a hurry. Before, he'd figured she'd ran out of coyness, but now he wasn't so certain. Shinra had never been eager to see anyone. Usually, his presence was a bad omen.
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Still, he hadn't expected her to be silent. Not even a gruff "kay" or "whatever", silence was even worse somehow. Blue wasn't silent even when she was mad. She couldn't help but make her irritation known, so this wasn't natural. He didn't know when he'd grown so self-conscious, but it was eating him alive. Not that it had been a lot of time, but it was enough to reconcile the many questions flitting around his head lately. Only to have it double over and rot with self-contempt and insecurity. He was a lot more dramatic about this than he thought he'd be.
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He hadn't heard the bang on the door at first, it was only half processed as he peeked around the corner of the couch to look at the front door. With a sigh, he shut the book he was reading with a defined clap. If it was one more door-to-door salesman, he'd snap their neck and make it look like an accident.
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"Look, I'm not—" He started as he opened the door, not anticipating the body that slammed into him and knocked him backwards. The sound of her voice was immediately recognizable, but the noise she made was not. The panic was uncomfortable, constricting up inside of him.
"Blue? What happened? Are you okay?"


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moro / shin
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POSTED ON Aug 1, 2023 14:27:32 GMT
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Woah. That little muttered word. That little laugh, so careless for someone so guarded. Suddenly, he realized he was dealing with a far different version of Blue. This was the version of her that he could actually hurt, maybe even break if he weren't careful. Shinra was rarely ever careful in matters of the heart. Many times in the past, he'd broken people just for the fun of it. So how could he ever be trusted to handle someone's heart in this way? It felt like a threat lying just under the surface.
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Yet it had to mean something, right? All of this. The way his skin buzzed and the heat that burned under the surface. The little subtle flickers of "what if?" that lingered there. It cultivated into something he didn't really recognize. What are you doing? The little sensible voice in the back of his head said with such clarity that it nearly caught him off guard. He felt like he'd been caught in the act of doing something wrong and, for once, he actually cared. He cared.
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That was a problem.
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She rested on his shoulder and he felt himself only melt further. This was nice though, so it couldn't be wrong. Maybe this was exactly what he'd been waiting on, for years now. All this time waiting for something or someone that mattered to him. Now, when he had that someone, he faltered.
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That’s okay. With you anyway, I guess. She trusted him, and Blue didn't trust anyone.
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"I'm not sure I deserve that." He sighed, hands running through her hair. "But it makes me happy."

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moro / shin
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POSTED ON Jul 5, 2023 15:00:22 GMT
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It felt intimate, more than that, vulnerable. The very thing that neither of them seemed particularly skilled at. Blue was a bloodied lip and bruised eyes, she was sharp knuckles and a wicked temper. Meanwhile, Shinra was cold, hollow, deathly. Nothing happened that wasn't according to plan, his plan. This was not according to plan though. This was something else. It felt like he was dangling over a precipice and was, at that moment, oh so tempted to let go. Yet, it was frightening.
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Blue was soft and awkward and entirely unlike herself (or the version of her that he knew too well). To abandon her in that moment out of fear, that would be too cruel. It would also be so contrary to what he wanted to do. It was why his hand moved up, slipping through her hair to brace the back of her head. His mouth fitted solidly into hers, aligned in a way that deepened the kiss. It relaxed some, less awkward and more natural. Still, it wasn't like either of them knew what to do with it.
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Whether or not this whole thing frightened her, he couldn't tell. She felt as drawn to it as he was. Even more so, she felt lighter. The aggression seemed to slip away and he was surprised to find that she was far softer than he expected her to be. Blue had always seemed so strong, but maybe she was more delicate than he at first assumed.
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She retreated away from him and then they were staring back at one another. A little breathless, entirely fixated. He felt warmer, like the ice had melted. This was unnatural. He smiled and it was soft, not the same severe and threatening smile that usually lingered on his lips. "That's okay, I'm not exactly an expert either." He laughed softly. True, he'd made do with what he had, but he'd never bothered to feel anything in the process.
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"Little scary, huh?"

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