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POSTED ON Aug 30, 2023 19:39:17 GMT
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PURCHASING/REDEEMING


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1X type 2 evo (25 PD)


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just deserts [josh/wilds]
POSTED ON Aug 30, 2023 16:48:43 GMT
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the arcanine licking their face doesn't bother nikola at all. they laugh and ruffle the large pokemon's chest fur, then give it a pat on the nose. "we were just doing some exploring," nikola explains as an answer to josh's question. "i've never been in a desert before... i was certain there must be unique wildlife here. but we didn't make it very far before it became clear it's a dangerous journey." if they're going to continue "researching" the pokemon in hoenn, they should probably train their cyndaquil a little more. they've never seriously battled before, and the idea is a little daunting.

almost as if on cue, the "unique wildlife" in the desert makes itself known to them. the latest gust of wind brings with it a cottonee, floating along on the breeze, trilling in panic as it's unable to correct its course. a larvitar chases after it; a friend, or a foe? it's difficult to say. nikola turns, and flammula turns with them. without thinking, nikola's striding across the sand, intercepting the cottonee and grabbing it so that it stops blowing away.

they look back at josh, holding the cottonee in their arms. "nikola catellus," they say, remembering to introduce themself. "wonderful to meet you!"
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POSTED ON Aug 29, 2023 17:54:30 GMT
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they'd gone through a lot of job searching and interviews before finally landing this gig. it's probably because they'd completely forgotten how to actually speak properly at an interview, and had treated it more like a casual discussion than anything. after doing some more research, they'd concluded that lying about your skillset and expertise was likely the only way to actually get a job (which they couldn't even begin to understand, but so be it). thankfully, with this position, they hadn't had to fudge the truth too much. they were rather good at filling out forms and entering data into spreadsheets; the rest could come later.

unfortunately, that research had not included how to properly address your boss.

"hello!" they greet him cheerily, flopping down in the chair he just gestured at. they sink into the chair, looking around the office with wonder. they've never actually been somewhere like this (or so they think, anyway). it's... classy? is that the right word? maybe one day they can have a fancy office of their own.

at least the reports should all be in order. "i appreciate you hiring me," nikola says sincerely. "it's a lot harder to find a decent job in a new region than i thought." but the professor must have thought i could handle it, or else she'd have helped me, they tell themself.
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POSTED ON Aug 28, 2023 16:36:22 GMT
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nikola pauses, brows furrowed. "it's back? are you sure? that seems awfully intimate."

then they focus, shaking their head. "...right! well, it was actually right before i ended up here." it had been very distant, but it had intrigued them enough that they'd tried to follow it. their tendency to get distracted has led them into a number of unpleasant situations, but this one certainly takes the cake for the strangest incident. "i thought it was very odd, because i am very familiar with pokemon cries. typically i can tell exactly what pokemon is making them. but this time, i really had no clue." they shrug. "the odds of finding it by now are disastrously low, unfortunately. surely it would hear us coming, even if we managed to track it down."

flammula is currently trying to avoid making eye contact with camellia's runerigus all while staring in shock at it.
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just deserts [josh/wilds]
POSTED ON Aug 28, 2023 16:25:04 GMT
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the approach of the jolteon puts flammula on edge: he flares up from his position snug in nikola's arms, the flames licking at their chin. "whoa--!" they yelp, though they don't drop him. instead, they deposit him safely on the sand, where he bristles and hides behind their leg. he's not nearly so trusting as his trainer, who's openly admiring the ride pokemon. they get a good look at all of them, especially the arcanine. "that--" they say, voice shaking with excitement. "i've never seen an arcanine like that before! where is it from!?"

flammula is not quite so ecstatic. having come from hisui himself (not that he can explain this to his trainer, who remains clueless), he's seen plenty of growlithe and arcanine before, having shared a preferred climate with them. he glares at the group, trying and failing to shield his eyes from the sand with his stubby front legs.

nikola approaches josh. "this is fascinating! i've never seen this many large pokemon together like this!" they reach out to the arcanine, offering their hand to sniff. they learned this behavior the hard way, having been bitten by a houndour they got too friendly with some time ago.
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POSTED ON Aug 28, 2023 2:04:38 GMT
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just deserts [josh/wilds]
POSTED ON Aug 25, 2023 3:16:42 GMT
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they were warned about the desert's harsh climate, but it's one thing to hear about it and an entirely different thing to experience it for yourself. they've got flammula bundled up in their jacket, his long snout poking out, keeping him protected from the sand and wind. nikola, on the other hand, has made the mistake of trying to say "fascinating!" to themself and gotten a mouthful of sand for their trouble. flammula winces from the safety of nikola's arms.

raising  one of said arms to block the worst of the sand, nikola peers into the distance. this might be where they have to stop for today... they heave a sigh. maybe if they had a stronger team of pokemon, they'd be able to brave it. unfortunately, their only pokemon is weak to the many ground and rock types that can be found here, and even nikola has to admit it's not a very sound strategy to go charging into a place where everything can very nearly one-shot them. that, and there's sand going up their nose every time they breathe.

before they can leave, flammula perks up as if he hears something. nikola turns as well, squinting. "huh...?"
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POSTED ON Aug 25, 2023 2:41:34 GMT
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they get to their feet, brushing the seat of their pants off. "i see, i see," nikola says, nodding thoughtfully. "you're having better luck than me, then. i'm not sure how to get back home from here." good thing they didn't have any appointments to keep... "i heard a pokemon cry i've never heard before. i followed it here..." they sigh. "and, well, here i am. it's quite a conundrum... i'm a scientist, not a cartographer." as if cartography would have any application in whatever alternate dimension they'd landed themself in.

for a scientist, they seem a little... air-headed. but many scientists were a little odd in the head, weren't they? something about being locked up with all those fumes and chemicals made people lose sight of reality.

"if you're here for a reason, maybe i can help." nikola suggests, pushing their glasses up again with two fingers. "and then maaaybe... you can help me get out of here? you scratch my dog, i'll scratch yours?" back. it's supposed to be back. they have a bad habit of mixing up sayings so they become malapropisms.
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POSTED ON Aug 24, 2023 17:17:17 GMT
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OR
a study in: losing oneself, a dog without a master, misplaced loyalty and affection
TAROT: the fool.

once the assistant to a bit of a mad scientist, nikola allowed the professor to experiment on them little by little. and little by little, after having their memories erased afterwards by a psychic pokemon, they lost their mind. now with only scattered memories of their life beforehand and a certainty the professor will return for them, nikola stumbles through the world trying to figure things out for themself. before the experiments they were cynical and untrusting; now they're pliable, gullible, kind-hearted and loyal.

looking for: people who will help them. people who will manipulate them. friends? enemies? guides? whoever.
(they/them)
OR
a study in: overcoming despair, shutting yourself off from the world, growing up
TAROT: justice.

sterling is a bit of an odd duck, preferring to stay inside and play as a trainer in games than to actually participate in real life. they're overcoming the tragic loss of a friend years ago and have only just started to poke their head out into reality again. they can be a little blunt, and shy, but they care about other people deep down. it might be difficult to get them to open up, and the best method is usually to engage them on their interests (video games, cartoons, and movies). one day they hope to become a pokemon ranger.

looking for: fellow geeks, characters in their age group, role models
(she/her)
OR
a study in: family expectations, mafia ties, bitter cold & the fires of hell
TAROT: death.

maki is part of the famous yukimura family. anyone who owns even a tiny bit of technology knows the name, as they produce anything ranging from computers to cars. she's been destined to become a part of rocket from a young age. underneath her kinder, friendlier demeanor is a glacier of apathy and cruelty. the only thing that matters more than rocket to her is her family, who she seeks to please at every possible interval.

looking for: fellow diehard rockets, superiors to impress, people that will fall for her act
(he/they)
OR
a study in: the spotlight, fake friends, and avoidance
TAROT: the star.

reese is a former contest star fallen on hard times. his old friends all turned on him, spreading rumors about him and putting his personal info online after reese became more famous than them. not able to stand it any longer, he fled to hoenn, where he no longer participates in contests and is just barely scraping by. even though they want to return to doing what they leave, they can't stand having that many eyes on them anymore...

looking for: people who know them from the internet, fellow contest geeks, friends
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POSTED ON Aug 23, 2023 17:40:55 GMT
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nikola blinks up at the woman. they look around where they landed, then back at her, as if she's the stupid one. "lying here," they explain. well, she asked what they were doing, and that's exactly what they're doing, right? it doesn't occur to them that she's asking a less literal question.

they sit up with a 'hup', checking over themself for any sign of injury. aside from some pain in their back and neck, they seem to be fine. next they turn to flammula, who's staring at camellia. "you okay, little flame?" nikola asks their pokemon. the cyndaquil realizes it's being addressed and gives a careful nod, eyes now on camellia's runerigus. it's never seen that sort of pokemon before, and it's a little in awe and a little frightened.

nikola fixes the position of their glasses on their face. "are you lost as well? or are you here on purpose?" there's no deception to be seen on their face. either they're a very good liar, or they're as much of an open book as they seem to be.
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POSTED ON Aug 23, 2023 1:30:00 GMT
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is this normal? they've been wandering the mechanical wonderland for about ten minutes now, enthralled. anyone else might have shown fear, given the current circumstances, but instead of fear their eyes sparkle with wonder behind their pink frames. at their side trails a small cyndaquil, holding nervously onto their pants leg to avoid being separated. sometimes little flammula has to wonder if there's anything going on inside their trainer's head at all.

nikola vaguely remember something about rifts they'd heard on the news. if they've managed to stumble into one, then it's their duty as a citizen of the hoenn region to investigate it, right?

without looking, they've wandered out onto a massive gear that is slowly turning under their feet. they feel their center of gravity shifting, but before they can react, they find themself falling. their cyndaquil squeaks in shock as, due to the fact that he's holding onto their leg, he tumbles after them. thankfully, the ground is only a few feet away. they hit hard, the wind knocking out of them, and roll a few more feet where the ground is on a slight incline.

and when they open their eyes again, they realize they've rolled into the feet of a stranger.

nikola gives a cheerful little wave from the ground. "hello!"
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POSTED ON Aug 22, 2023 20:05:39 GMT
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nikola && madd

i could see a friendship of sorts here? nikola is, notably, not hard to get along with... they're just awkward, weird, and a little exuberant at times. there's definitely some similarities in having past actions they both regret; not that nikola remembers enough to regret it. if madd's willing to be patient with nikola, i think they'd get along fine. the rocket thing wouldn't be an issue to nikola because they're only vaguely aware of what's going on in the region at large.

nikola && calpurnia

erm... this is probably a bad idea on nikola's part, but their backstory makes it very obvious they're susceptible to mad scientist women who only seek to use them. i don't know how much use they'd be to calpurnia, but they're trusting enough that they'd be willing to do almost anything as long as it doesn't actively involve hurting other people. all calpurnia would have to do is spin it so nikola thinks they're helping, and voila, she'd have an unknowing henchman who doesn't realize what they're getting into.
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POSTED ON Aug 22, 2023 18:34:18 GMT
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up until meeting professor thorne, nikola (or rather, nika horvat) led a fairly ordinary, if unpleasant, life. their parents split when they were young, their father taking their younger sibling with him. nika was left with their mother, a harsh, overbearing woman who cared more for herself than she did anyone else. they struggled with money, and nika took up multiple jobs around the community in order to survive. their mother had no regard for their personal belongings, and often "borrowed" money she had no intention of giving back, giving nika a deep-seated distrust for human beings in general.[break][break]

they managed to squirrel away enough to save for university, where they were a quick study. they intended to become a pokemon professor, so they wouldn't have to work too much with people. it was here that they met professor thorne, a woman with the absurd idea that humans had latent powers just like pokemon did, and that all they needed to do was find out how to unlock them. she reasoned this because of the rumors of certain individuals with special powers, psychic powers, and though she had no evidence, she was so dead certain on her theory that she took out several loans to rent a laboratory and supplies for certain "experiments".[break][break]

nika was the only one crazy enough to work with her, more desperate for money and fame than anything else. they became her assistant, despite believing her ideas were nothing but the ramblings of a madwoman. at first, they took other volunteers. their experiments started small, and became more ambitious. each one failed, and the more failures there were, the fewer people were willing to work with them. soon, their loan money ran out. nika knew they should have cut and run there, but after several years of effort, they hated the idea of achieving nothing of value there.[break][break]

perhaps professor thorne's fervor had infected them. reluctantly, nika agreed to become a test subject... their only test subject. the experiments that followed were painful and humiliating. it wasn't long before nika took to asking the professor's beheeyem to manipulate their memories of their suffering so they could forget it ever happened. and the more beheeyem made them forget, the more nika's mind was fractured. a year later, the lab was still in the red, and nika had forgotten so much of their life they couldn't even be useful as an assistant anymore. they'd become slow, malleable, easily confused and clumsy, though they did not realize anything had changed about them at all. professor thorne placated them by calling them her genius assistant, the only one she could depend upon. "nika horvat" disappeared, and in their place came nikola catellus, a name and identity bestowed upon them by the professor.[break][break]

they made mistakes. a lot of mistakes. dropped beakers, bumbled experiments... eventually, professor thorne had enough. she told nikola that their "abilities" were needed elsewhere. still convinced they were some kind of genius, nikola agreed to take a trip to the hoenn region. they were told the professor would join them later, and off they went on their way, not realizing she never intended to follow. at some point, they stumbled upon an injured cyndaquil in the city and nursed it back to health, not realizing it came from a rift in time.[break][break]

nikola continued to wait for the professor. their previous distrust for humanity had been overwritten by dependence; it didn't even occur to them that they have been abandoned. they went about their daily life under the assumption that it would be just a little while longer until they are reunited with the person they care for most in this world.[break][break]

(meanwhile, professor thorne has submitted a thesis paper about the negative effects repeated mind-manipulation by pokemon can have on the psyche.)[break][break]

after some time, though, memories started to come back to them, unbidden. disturbed, yet curious, they finally took the plunge and sought a way to regain their lost memory; they resorted to submitting themself to ameena abadi's machine, re-experiencing their previous life through dreams. when they awoke, they were not themself, and yet they were more themself than they've been for years. [break][break]

they resolved to continue their research, this time under rocket's mantle, believing the organization would give them the funding they sought without having to worry about things such as "ethics" or "morals". nikola catellus disappeared just like nika did, and from that empty shell came nikola samsa, a shut-in scientist who rarely leaves their lab. when they do, they make sure it's under full disguise, so no one will recognize them. [break][break]

their cynicism has only grown since regaining the memories of their past life. they're disgusted with how they acted previously, and will do anything to distance themself from that fractured identity. sometimes they still feel a pang of concern, or curiosity, or simple interest in another human, but they do what they can to shove it deep, deep down.

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The Shula Region
Hogwarts AU
RPG Unlimited
MR
The Enroi Region
N:FB
Vyrehaven
Celestial Guardians, AU Sailor Moon RP
EO GENESIS
Code and Crown: An advanced literate warriors cats RP, set in medieval times
Swords Clashing