she/her
37
june 8
pansexual
scientist
grunt
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Dream Journal
POSTED ON May 17, 2024 20:05:22 GMT
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The ocean is encompassing. Its waves lap at shores, give life, and stress-test navigation systems on the regular. There is something undeniably powerful about it. It has been the item of praise and adoration and even the source of mythology for longer in human history than Ameena is even familiar with. She has always loved the different moods of the sea, the storms it alone can temper, and the variety of life it can host. [break][break]
The ultra deep sea has not earned its namesake. [break][break]
It is not so encompassing as it is abyssal. Ameena's seen darkness, has been in caves so far beneath the surface that even a flame seems to get swallowed, but this is next-level. The ultra deep sea is not filled with sounds of wingull and children playing and boat horns. It swallows sound, like light; the trench she visited with the head scientist is a gaping mouth that consumes them with an insatiable appetite. His armor is unfeeling, unyielding, but when she asks him how he's holding up, he sounds cool as a cucumber. [break][break]
Ameena sees things. She knows people invent things out of boredom and that the mind will reconstruct reality in a way that makes sense and that the psychological state of mind is heavily impacted by a lack of stimuli even more than an abundance of it. The knowledge cannot save her. She sees images in the darkness, hears voices in the silence so silent she can listen to her heartbeat and not her own thoughts. [break][break]
Hands grab at her from the trench. She twists and shakes, but they are bone-breaking in their grip. She screams. The abyss eats it whole. She turns around to see her partner, but there's no one there. It's just blackness. The red flare she had been holding is gone. She gasps in surprise, looking down, almost swearing she can see the faintest red spot in the great distance as the flare is lost, but she knows, somehow, that it is absolutely not there. [break][break]
Her gasp lets the abyss in. Cold saltwater pours into her mouth, seems to fill into her lungs immediately; she can feel the pressure of their expansion against her ribs, the inky black of the abyss painting her with its sickness. She can't break free of the hands, can't spit out the abyss. She can see nothing, know nothing, but somehow she is aware she is sinking. She can't even reach out a hand for a snowball's chance... [break][break]
When she wakes, she is drenched in the result of her fear. Fear has no place in her mind. As much as the animal part of her brain begs her not to, she knows she must go again, must explore the depths of the deep sea to know what is there and no longer fear what might be.
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