abby, lady taipan
she/her
32 years old
November 4th
slateport
bisexual
bar owner, drug manufacturer
scientist
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Absinthe Blackwood
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POSTED ON Oct 15, 2024 23:20:25 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","absinthe"] [attr="class","body"] absinthe relaxes just marginally into evelyn's embrace, tension deflating from her wiry muscles in a bitter, grinding sigh. still, even with the other woman's arms around her, the air of sorrow seems to press in on absinthe with a suffocating weight, relentless and unforgiving as her memories.[break][break] she blinks a few times, trying to gather herself, to focus on the sensation of evelyn's warmth and the steady thrum of her companion's heartbeat as it pounded softly against her chest. the shock of connection, of two scarred souls coming together, feels raw and vulnerable in this moment of shared pain, and absinthe knows she has never felt more exposed. she knows she has never dared share her past with anyone like this before.[break][break] "it was after university," she says after a moment's pause, voice sounding thick and unsteady even to her own ears. "cole was a cop. one night, there was a mugging that got violent quick. and when i say violent, i mean it. i almost got my head bashed in. cole had been the one to intervene, get the guy off of me. then he took me to the hospital. he saved my life."[break][break] a tear trails down her cheek as she recounts the story, her lips curving into a sad smile. the memories are bittersweet, every detail forever tinged with the knowledge of the tragic fate that would befall their love. despite the pain, there's a certain catharsis in sharing this part of her past with someone else.[break][break] "after that, he never really left. we started dating, and then a few months after that, we got married." her eyes glimmer with a mirthless chuckle, but there is nothing happy about her tone. "my family hated him. never gave him a chance. so we ran away. started our lives over here, where nobody knew us. we lived happily—"[break][break] she cuts off abruptly, throat constricting around the unspoken words. they didn't live happily ever after, not even close. maybe her family had been right to judge him so quickly. he was temperamental and hot-headed, manipulative, just like they had said. it made her the perfect target for him. maybe her family had seen it before she had. maybe she should have listened. even still, after everything he had done to her, absinthe can't help but to still, for whatever god forsaken reason, be in love with the man that drove her into hell.[break][break] something almost like self-loathing fills absinthe, and she hates that she is this person. if she could sever the tether between herself and the masochism that keeps her tied to cole, she would.[break][break] "i should have been better. i should have left him," she says, the fight going out of her. but she couldn't. in his death, he still haunts her. regardless, absinthe will find him justice, and hopefully, it'll bury him for good.[break][break] "he ruined me."[googlefont=Poppins] [newclass=".absinthe"]--accent:#D8AD43;font:12px Poppins;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe b"]color:var(--accent);font:bold 14px Roboto;letter-spacing:.1px;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe i"]color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe u"]text-underline-offset:3px;text-decoration-color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe a"]font:12px Poppins;color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe h1"]font:16px Poppins;color:var(--accent);font-weight:bold;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe h2"]font:14px Poppins;color:var(--accent);font-weight:bold;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe .body"]background-image:url("https://image.ibb.co/cpf8Wc/flower_patt.png");background-position:bottom;background-repeat:no-repeat;text-align:justify;letter-spacing:.2px;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe .pkmn img"]margin:-10px -7px 0px -7px;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe .credit"]width:100px;background-color:#232323;font-size:10px;margin-top:7px;padding:3px;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe .credit a"]font-size:10px;[/newclass]
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