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POSTED ON Aug 19, 2021 20:00:35 GMT
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He was a fuck up.

At least, that’s what it all felt like it boiled down to at this point. He'd tried to make it right. He was still trying, but hope was a sun that set earlier and earlier every day. 

How’d he made it into the bar without getting his teeth knocked in? Connections he didn’t want anymore. Eyes he didn’t want hitting the back of his shoulders as he sat at the bar, waiting for his face to show...

Bo didn’t typically drink, but it looked natural to have a beer in his hand, and it didn’t feel so unnatural personally after the weeks that’d passed. He was exasperated. The buzz made him forget about his lack of sleep. The way it felt, it had been a brutal recipe for the waning of his very sanity.

He sipped the cheapest beer he could name. 



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POSTED ON Aug 19, 2021 22:38:08 GMT
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Familiar faces only proved to become more familiar since the takeover of Sootopolis. Though she had to admit that there was something far more relaxed about the atmosphere of the city since, it still left a cold, heavy weight in the pit of her stomach.

There were plenty of faces she expected to see in Sootopolis. His, however, was not one of them.

She notices Boruta immediately as he enters the bar. Heads turn, naturally, and eyes linger as the man crosses the bar floor to beckon for a beer. He is out of place, out of character. Emma regards him thoughtfully, but with no real intent to interact.

What is he doing here?

Emma rises from her seat slowly before approaching. The bartender slides another, identical drink next to Bo, unprompted. But it isn't for him, it's for Emma as she slides into the seat next to him.

"If I didn't know any better, I'd think you're following me."

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POSTED ON Aug 20, 2021 18:37:07 GMT
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Within the belly of the beast, he found a strange and polarized mix of feelings. There was some strange comfort here, but it was followed by the constant reminder that Sootopolis’s takeover placed Team Rocket at the top of the League’s concerns once again.

He was wandering down a thin line, wondering where and when it might give beneath the weight of his mistakes, and the mistakes of his father.

When a beer was set beside him, he expected a larger hand to wrap around the glass. The color of her skin was unmistakable as it took hold instead.

Briefly, there was a sense of relief. Maybe he hadn’t been ready for this inevitable altercation, after all.

The smile he gave washed over his features easily. It was fake, and it hid everything, mostly—but the look in his eyes remained. Whatever he was here for, it might be clear it hadn’t been good.

“No creepin’ up on you, huh?”

He tilted his beer towards hers and then took a swig, setting it back down on the counter.

“How's it goin’?”



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POSTED ON Aug 24, 2021 2:37:25 GMT
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She acts as a buffer, a blanket to disguise him amongst the rest. Realistically, there is a pretty good chance no one is really paying much attention. Most of the people in the bar this late at night are too drunk or too high to care. But those whose eyes do linger stray away, not keen on catching the ire of one of Rocket's beasts.

Emma observes him indirectly, more focused on the beer in front of her than the fake smile he presses to his lips. He makes it look easy, makes it look real, but she knows better. He'd almost certainly learned that trick from Rocket.

Unlike him, however, she doesn't smile. Her face is neutral, unreadable, purposely cold.

"You'd have to be the best to do that - and unfortunately, you're looking at her."

He tilts his drink toward her and she reciprocates, clinking the lip of her own against his glass. She follows his lead, taking a sip, and sets it back down against the countertop.

"Conquering cities through fear and manipulation. Just a day in the life, you know."

There is a thinly veiled note of bitterness in her tone.

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POSTED ON Aug 26, 2021 20:28:42 GMT
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He hadn’t learned the trick from Rocket. Not from anyone else, but from something within himself that helped him cope. Instinct, maybe, or the lingering soul of his mother—Arceus rest her soul.

His fake sun persisted in the face of her glacier. They lived on two nearly polarized coping mechanisms, meeting in the middle with cheap beer.

Bo gave a huff of a laugh at her response, knowing she was right. The glass in their hands met; a spectrally lingering comradery he felt he knew she regretted. This assumption was only bolstered by the tone of her summary.

These were awfully tough pills to swallow.

His lips parted for a moment to speak, before he figured he wasn’t ready, and he instead drowned it with a sip at first. Skipped a beat or two.

His had been a dumb question.

“You do what you gotta do, right?”

That was maybe too dismissive to leave on—but what else could he say? He wouldn’t have left if not for . Fatherhood was what he had to do, now.

They were all bad people.



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POSTED ON Sept 4, 2021 20:04:44 GMT
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They were far more alike than she gave him credit for- than she ever would, probably. Where she doesn't dare to let anything in, more dedicated to icing people out, icing the world out with her cold front, he offers warmth even if it is an artificial sun.

She watches him, surprisingly thoughtful, as their glasses clink together. The contents slosh back and forth before being raised to their lips in unison. It's bitter taste sits heavily in her belly, giving her something else to focus on.

"You don't have to."

But that wasn't true, or at least, it wasn't advice she took herself.

"What are you doing back here?"

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POSTED ON Sept 5, 2021 21:10:55 GMT
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In the vagueness of their conversation, he probably read between the lines wrong. It sounded like an accusation, even though she couldn’t have known, and surely didn’t mean it that way.

He didn’t have to leave Rocket. Words his family had been saying over and over, so no he heard the tone echo with the words from anyone’s lips.

“Yeah I do.” It was just as vague.

What was he doing there? Fair question.

“I was lookin’ for my dad.” He brought the mouth of the bottle to his lips and took a swig. “Seen him?”

The Maher patriarch was well-known enough. The man loved his family, but could be mean, and manipulative. He wasn’t quiet about wanting his oldest son back ‘where he belonged’. After Ma had died, the man had kept each of his sons as close as possible, despite their ages. At times, for Bo, it had been suffocating.



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POSTED ON Sept 23, 2021 5:22:38 GMT
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"Hm."

She doesn't argue because it isn't her place to. He's right, and she knows that, vague or no.

And, up until he asks her a question, Emma is staring down the bottom of her glass and swirling its contents, losing her thoughts in it's idle movement and probably putting too much thought into their simple conversation and whether either of them had to do anything.

But the mention of his dad as well as the glass raised to his lips brings her out of it. She frowns openly, staring at him for a long moment.

"Does he want something from you?"

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POSTED ON Sept 25, 2021 0:30:41 GMT
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He didn’t like to see her frown—not that Bo really liked the look on anyone. He definitely didn’t want her making this face on his account. His eyes averted again, idly trailing the bottle’s label as he swiveled it on the bar-top.

Bo didn’t talk about his family too much, typically, but this evening, he shared.

“Yeah.”

A swig. When has he not?

“Wants me to come back, for one.”



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