[attr="class","star2tsu4"]The dream dies and begins to rot. [break][break]
Walls, pavement, buildings all seem to sigh, exhausted. Their forms fall in on themselves as death takes them, pungent scent assailing her senses. She watches the scene warp before her eyes, some seeming-parody of exaggerated cyclical decay, watching the city disappear into the dark created by Galar's Black Knight.[break][break]
Then, a momentary silence, broken only by a crude bout of laughter. [break][break]
It feels like a joke, that laughter-- pointed not at any particular thing but rather the subject of the joke itself, humor that begets itself as a serpent devouring its tail. Whatever the cause, whatever the end, it shall remain a mystery lost to the dark.[break][break]
She immerses herself in that echoing laughter for what feels like an eternity. She loses herself. Everything is lost to it, til she forgets how to... breathe? She needs to breathe to live, doesn't she?[break][break]
Hand reaches to her neck. Eyes open, chest heaving. [break][break]
She hits the floor of her cell, and the impact forces air into her lungs. The laughter, she realizes, was her own wheezing as she struggles to breathe against the toxic chain round her neck. She feels the stone floor of her cell against her cheek, cold and soothing, something to abate her fever... then, she turns to the panopticon. The room swirls. Dazzling sight of a gorgeous bird burns her eyes, and a distorted vision of
Michael Navidson laughing through his tears.[break][break]
A clattering of metal on metal, and the twisted form of a megalopolan looks down at her.[break][break]
She stares at it for a moment.[break][break]
"The angel..."[break][break]
She doesn't speak of her own Nihilego. Instead, she speaks of the angel
Eris Halla taught her about in the midst of a scarlet simulation. Not that the megalopolan would know the difference, even if it wasn't enthralled by the same chain that binds her now.[break][break]
"What're you doin' with... that... thing..."[break][break]
She spends the rest of her energy on that, and trails off. The megalopolan dumps mochi into the cell and moves on, leaving her to languish in the post-dream exhaustion, still giggling to herself. She stares at the mochi on the ground. It looks appetizing, but... she can't quite reach it. [break][break]
She tries to focus. [break][break]
What was her last thought before the dream...? [break][break]
It takes her a moment, but she reaches up and clutches her throat in hand, feeling the pulse of the chain beneath her fingers. Where it connects feels like a poorly-attached limb, an extension of herself. Like a lycanroc caught in a trap, she snarls at whatever the chain is caught on, keeping her on this cold floor, mochi just out of reach... [break][break]
It reminds her of the captivity of her youth, bound in chains of a much more metaphorical nature but nonetheless just as stifling. No matter what, she longed to leave that place. To escape. And then...[break][break]
"... I'm... not your slave... won't end up like the angel... "[break][break]
What she saw as she gazed into the mask - a peaceful life, the life she always wanted, a place she could enjoy her life while not embroiled in war for a single week - suddenly comes into stark relief. She gasps, forcibly drawing in breath to keep on laughing. It hurts now, laughing like this. It's torture, breathing in til she feels a stitch in her side, feeling the chain tighten round her neck with each sharp intake of breath. [break][break]
A sudden rush of endorphins. She feels the toxins bubbling up, filling her head as she mutters under her breath...[break][break]
"Fezandipiti is... the prettiest! Fezandipiti is the prettiest! Fezandipiti is..."[break][break]
The taste of those words in her mouth make her sick. Words she doesn't mean. Words she'd never say. She swore she'd never compromise herself again, to say things she didn't mean to appease others.
freya morningstar and
FERNANDO SILPH know well, these past few months working for the council just how prone she is to saying exactly what she has on her mind. [break][break]
"Fezand... ipiti is the... prettiest...!"[break][break]
She silently curses, still giggling under her breath, and bites down on that false limb, trying to tear through it with her teeth. [break][break]
"F-Fez... and... ip... it.. i... i-is... the... p-pretti..."[break][break]
The pain is excruciating, as would be tearing through her own flesh. But she doesn't stop. Not until the laughing hour comes to an end. [break][break]
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+ idk who to ping here but ur all lovely <3[break]
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+ tl;dr - 2baki awakens disoriented from the dream, starts laughing, but she remembers what she saw in the mask -- FREEDOM -- and starts chewing through the toxic chain attached to her like a wolf chewing through its own limb caught in a trap. She laughs thru the pain.