BUT IT'S NOT WHAT I WAS HOPING FOR

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grunt

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POSTED ON Jul 24, 2021 20:26:25 GMT

most of them whisper these pleasantries. they are enamoured by his eyes, by the boyish quirk of his lips, about the way he refuses to be a tourist as life whips by him. it is only when they get to know him that their discomfort grows, that under the mask is a bitter smile and a masochistic need to self destruct. shockwave after shockwave and he still hasn't learned when to stop.

he smiles at sam - a heartfelt, real smile (but his eyes are still a bit far away, wandering amidst the lightning as it cackles and settles around him). he sits up, stretches. these are the minutes he avoids. they're the early morning conversations, the ones that beg to stave off a good-bye. he's used to waking up before the sun, padding carefully away from creaking beds.

"those are words reserved for people who never see each other again," he says.
samuel carter
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POSTED ON Jul 24, 2021 20:51:31 GMT

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knox' observation causes him to realize the way he'd said that, and that he hadn't meant it that way. so in his mind, it was time to reword it.

he does, however, find himself watching the way knox moves and stretches. the moonlight catches his pale skin and white hair, makes those blue eyes pop with color-- electric.

"how about..."

careful contemplation, but only seconds linger between the words. and when he's made up his mind, he sits up to meet knox' gaze.

"i'm happy you stumbled into my life this evening."
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POSTED ON Jul 25, 2021 3:06:18 GMT

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he'd been asking for an invitation without meaning it. that's what he tells himself. even though he's looking up at the stars but not really seeing them and he's waiting, waiting, waiting for an answer.

and he gets one. and he doesn't really know what to feel about that, because his heart is thump, thump, thumping away, and it's keening for more chemicals - synthetic or otherwise. after all, love's just another kind of addiction, isn't it? the second time, the thereafter, is never as magical, but it's the thrill in the falling, in suspense behind the silences.

"i'm happy you stayed," he says, with a sense of finality. with acceptance. with promise.
samuel carter
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