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Sable the Zorua (T) | ♀ | ILLUSION | Night Daze, Nasty Plot, Punishment, Torment, Copy Cat, Foul Play

they can be good too.

"but they aren't."

there's no redemption for people like them, much like how there isn't redemption for matias either.

but that's only for him to know and no one else.

unfazed by reiner, he continues:

"you could have everything you want with us, and you'd never have to lie, to hide, or to do anything you don't want to ever again."
Eris Halla
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[attr="class","inner-finally"]But they aren't.
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It's always the truth that stings the most.
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She wants to look him in the eye, tell him how she feels and leave no regrets behind. But how does she even begin when she doesn't even understand what she feels? How can she tell him when she's so scared of the look that he'll give her?
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Disappointment, hopelessness... and worst of all -
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Hate.

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Her fingers wrap tight around her bracelet, her breath caught within her throat as she falters. She wants to believe what he says, that she could have everything she wants if she goes with them.
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"What if I wanted them to be happy as well...?"
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But Matias promises her something that he most definitely can't keep.

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KAY OF PIXEL PERFECT
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POSTED ON Oct 1, 2021 18:24:11 GMT

"i'm sure they will be."

whatever happiness they could find in such an organization, anyway.

the expression he wears is gentle, kind, and compassionate, but it isn't understanding — how could it be? he barely understands what she's feeling. he just keeps taking shots in the dark.

"but it's not your responsibility. it never was."
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POSTED ON Oct 1, 2021 19:02:49 GMT

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[attr="class","inner-finally"]"Will they not miss me?"
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It's easy to misconstrue the words he holds, easier for her to simply lean into the world he paints.
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"Did they... not care for me?"
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It's cold, it's cruel, it manipulates her like a puppet on strings. Their laughter was forced, their smiles were faked, the kindness they'd shown was nothing but a honey trap.
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"Were they just using me?"
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To absolve their guilt? To gain the moral high grounds?
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He wears kindness, willingly surrounds her with a warm promise. The responsibility to love someone, to care for them as if they were of her own blood - Were those emotions ever meant to be considered a responsibility? Had she actually harboured love for them? Or were those emotions fabricated by a mind starved for intimate connections?
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In the same vein, does Matias actually care for her? Or is he only doing this because it's considered the right thing to do?
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Dark, darker, yet darker - She tries to swim but all she does is sink further.
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Further into the belly of the beast.

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POSTED ON Oct 1, 2021 19:17:36 GMT

this is wrong.

his words are misconstrued. they are not what he means and he can practically see her falling. but he offers her nothing, not even a hand.

if anything, he only further pushes her down.

were they just using me?

it'd be so easy to tell her the truth but in doing so he would only push her away.

and so, he tells a half-truth, a white lie, whatever it might be to keep her here with him.

"...they were."

he sighs, only now attempting to reach out to hug her.

"i'm sorry, eris."

after a pause, he continues.

"but i care about you, and so does eva, i promise."
Eris Halla
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[attr="class","inner-finally"][break][break]Do ~~you~~ b_elieve i^t?

Ev^erything.

Lies.

Do you ^want to ^believeit?

Is any of it _real?

^Hate.

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Spiralling. Screaming.
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Torment. Anguish. Pain.
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It eats her. Blood and flesh, heart still warm and beating.
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She sees nothing. Colour and sound have faded away.
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No.    n̢̛͞O̶̸͟͠.̵̴̷͠͝     no. _NO.[break]
n̡̛o̶͝          ^help          ou[break]
ou ~~^NO~~     no

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Lightning crackles through the air, electrified teeth lunging for skin and bone. His claws seek red, his patience runs dry. The voltage rises steadily, a constant hum on these unstable grounds.
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MATIAS SILPH has overstayed his welcome.

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POSTED ON Oct 2, 2021 15:39:08 GMT

ash (m) blaze, solar power - dragon pulse, inferno, hurricane, subtitute, rock slide, flamethrower

electrified teeth found skin and bone, just not his.

the zorua slipped out of the jacket in time, yelping as reiner's fangs sunk deep into it. it had been loud enough to draw attention, and it was what made matias tense out of instinct, anticipating what was to come.

his hand glided across his belt, both recalling and calling his pokemon in an instant. the charizard that appeared spread its wings out wide, baring its teeth at the luxray, protective of its trainer.

still, matias persisted.

"in kanto, you said you wanted to help. you said that i should stay alive until you'd be able to help."

he extended a hand out towards her.

"you can help me now, eris, by helping yourself. come home."
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[attr="class","inner-finally"]The blood he tastes is not the one that he wishes to spill, and though it is done with a degree of remorse, Reiner is quick to spit it right onto the earth. As if cowering behind his pokemon wasn't good enough, Matias continues to chip at Eris' stability, destroying her walls then offering her shelter in her time of need.
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She looks to him for answers, but he knows that he can't provide one that she'll be satisfied with. Nothing he does will be able to piece her together, not while the one responsible for this still remains before their very eyes.
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And yet, when Eris steps towards Matias, when she hesitantly reaches for the man's hand, he finds himself unable to move. Would he be stopping her from seeking happiness if he acts? What of the fragile heart that she bears? Would it be alright for her to leave without ever knowing the truth?
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^{Hasn't she been hurt enough already?}

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It simmers within him, then grows into a crazed yowl, echoing through the woods as he tugs the girl back into his reach. Electricity pours from him like a tidal wave, crackling with such anger and searing the edges of leaves and petals that surround. Eris screams his name but Reiner doesn't falter, his roar getting ever louder as the air begins to burn.

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they were so close.

he reached for her hand and found nothing. he snarled in response, glaring at the one who continued to pull her away from him. it was only then that he realized why she could never find happiness. why she could never truly be free.

he'd have to deal with the problem later.

a FLAMETHROWER threatened but his voice was resolute.

"STOP."

electricity coursed, dancing across charizard's scales as it roared in pain. he took a step back, snapping a hand onto charizard before the two of them lifted off the ground.

the air burned as a HURRICANE started to grow.

but his voice boomed through it all.

"we love you, eris. you can always come home when you're ready to."
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