Sera
Feminine
26
November 16th
Jubilife City
Bisexual
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Serena Malcolm
Ice Ice Baby [WW]
POSTED ON Dec 21, 2021 6:34:25 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","sidelongcreditssera"] [attr="class","sidelongs"] [attr="class","bodyboxsera"] [attr="class","border-box"] [attr="class","image-space"] [attr="class","text-space"] The sooner this could all be beyond her the better. she truly believed that. These past few weeks have been torture and that was saying nothing for what she had to endure ever since the Sootopolis takeover. But her grief over losing her best friend and coming to terms with her near death experience at the hands of some stuck up and arrogant elite four member aside, the taste of bitter betrayal from someone that was supposed to care for her and love her had almost threatened to take her out of here. [break][break] Just how much would she be forced to endure? When would enough be enough? She didn't have the answer but she knew she had long sense reached the end of her rope. She was on the verge of breaking down and disappearing from her core if things continued at this pace. Surely this must be the price she has to pay for her sins, but even so it was too much for her to bear. [break][break] For as long as she could remember she never really had luck when it came to love. Perhaps this was the Universe's way of telling her she was meant to be alone. That she wasn't allowed to have happiness because she was a filthy sinner. Danny was supposed to be the one that was different, not the one that left her a damaged broken mess way worse than when she had met him. [break][break] "I don’t blame you for choosing to tell him, Serena. When you’re with someone and when you love them, you want them to know the truth about you and accept you for who you are.” His words sounded sincere and Serena truly appreciated them. While he might not blame her she blamed herself and was unable to bring to forgive herself. [break][break] She'd kept away from this very thing to prevent something like this from happening. And like a fool she allowed herself to be taken advantage of once more. She had no one to blame but herself at this point. "I’m guessing that this officer hasn’t been dealt with because it’s too risky, yes? And since you’re coming to me, options like bribing him into silence are probably off the table…”[break][break] She nodded slowly. He was, of course, right in his assumptions. Serena couldn't effectively touch Greyson and his pride would never allow him to take a bribe from the enemy. Especially after how things had ended between them at the night of the Soiree. The defeat was clearly written in Serena's eyes. But it was in that moment that Mars pulled her towards him, quickly closing the gap between them.[break][break] His smile was radiant, so much so that she thought she might end up blind if she stared long enough. But beyond that it was forgiving and understanding. "Do you think you could handle having the world know who you really are? That you’re ready for that?” Serena's brows knitted together as she frowned slightly. "It's not like I have much of a choice." she said softly. [break][break] That choice had been taken from her the moment her identity had been revealed without her consent. Hell, even before then, after Rocket stepped in and saved her career it no longer belonged to her. So when they said go she had to comply, that's just what it meant to sell your soul away. [break][break] He gently guided her into a spin which she allowed. It was easier to follow his lead than to do her own, especially with her mind as muddied as it was right now. "One option would be to pull the trigger first. Spin it all in a way that makes them look bad for threatening you with your secrets. Play victim cards, even if it still comes with inevitable backlash.” [break][break] She'd already thought of that. "But doing so would reveal I had secrets that I wanted to keep in the first place. If my goal is to place distrust in the league I have to be someone who's reliable not someone untrustworthy right off the bat." she responded coolly. "What about your boyfriend? Won't he fix his own mistakes?"[break][break] This sentence caught her off guard. She felt herself freeze as her jaw became taut. Empty promises came back to her memory as in addition to the recent bitter betrayal she had the unfortunate pleasure of witnessing via Serenity. Danny had apologized, said he never meant to hurt her and promised to never do so again only for her to learn later that he met with the one person on this earth that was her true sworn enemy. [break][break] In a instant she felt like she could burst into a rage before it all melted away and she felt helpless once more. "I think that's impossible for him." She admitted with a mildly bitter expression. "I can't even trust that he'd want to." It's true, after all he knew exactly how hurt Serena had been and he knew who was responsible. [break][break] She never hid that knowledge from him and it was common knowledge to all Rocket members why Katherine was on the top of their shit list. Still, unsatisfied with hurting her in other ways he had to go for the one that would utterly break her. "I just....don't understand what I did." she said as her voice broke softly. Her head was lowered so those prying eyes wouldn't be able to see just how much pain she was in. Pain that even the best actress would have trouble masking. [break][break]
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