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turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 19, 2019 3:05:20 GMT
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time had passed them by far too quickly. 

on this particular day — alex couldn't help but feel slightly restless for what was to come. the stretch of endless blue, both above and swarming on the brink of the earth, was a quiet and reticent setting. 

the sun was center in the skies, signifying its humidity that was most apparent for the region of hoenn. he felt it clearly by the beads of sweat, forming across his forehead, and the nearby townsfolk enjoying dewford's shallow waters.

obviously, it had been a hot day, but given his usual time spent in a freezer—like gym, he'd dressed far to warm in face of the brilliance of the sun. a stupid misconception.

however — it wasn't the weather that had him standing aimlessly by the docks. awaiting the boat that would come, barreling through the blue was supposed to be accompanied by stormy.

his sister.

it'd been some time since he'd last seen her. compared to the few visits with fernando, his letters never reached the girl nor' did they with eve. feeling dubious of the other wasn't worth ruining the mood. not that it would last. he was certain the hot—headed nature, that he was in for a treat. or in this case, a scolding. 

    
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POSTED ON Feb 19, 2019 16:32:17 GMT
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Traveling by sea was not something Stormy was particularly fond of. For the better part of her trip she was holding back tears and seasickness in her little cabin. It was a godsend when they finally reached Dewford.[break][break]

The woman had never been here before, and probably due to the water. However, she was here for a particularly important reason that involved reuniting with her brother. And she didn't mean Fernando.[break][break]

Alexander Silph had finally reached out to her after many months of radio silence. She had a bone to pick with him in much the same way she had with Fernando when she had first arrived in Hoenn. Alex hadn't shown himself at their parents funeral, and he had left her behind without any contact. [break][break]

The boat comes to a lurching halt as several men race outside to help tether it to the dock. It takes a painstakingly long time for the ramp to open up to allow people to get off. When she finally does manage to reach the wooden dock she stumbles out of the boat, taking deep breaths to calm her stomach.[break][break]

When she finally stands up and brushes sweaty hair out of her face, she sees Alex standing at the end of the dock waiting for her.[break][break]

There's a moment of intense emotion, and she nearly sobs at the sight of him. It's been so long, too long, since she'd seen Alex. Although they had never really been close, not nearly as close as she had been with Evelyn, he meant a lot to her too.[break][break]

In fact, she's so overwhelmed that she disregards her intent to berate him with questions. She simply charges down the dock and wraps her arms around him aggressively and suddenly in a warm hug. [break][break]

"Where have you been, Alex? I've tried calling you and sending letters. I've been so worried."[break][break]

Perhaps it's unfair for her to have reacted so kindly to Alex when she had been so untrusting and cold to Fernando. Oh well.







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twenty—six.
august 9th.
saffron, kanto.
graysexual.
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rising star.
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30 height
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alexander silph
turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 20, 2019 1:10:33 GMT
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there is an urgency to smile. happiness that teases the corner of his lips. he sees her immediately.

although the figure had grown the last he saw her, it is undoubtedly his vehemented little sister. the warmth that washes over every qualm lingering in his mind is the distraction that crushes the air from his lungs.

alex teeters backwards, wrapping his arms around the girl in a gentle yet firm embrace. the laughter is just an excuse to catch his breath.

however it is not nearly as forced or faux as their older brother; an individual struggling to open up.

”storm,” he says, looking down at her, ”i’ve missed you so much.” as true as always. perhaps he is a refresher from the rest. ”come, let’s talk somewhere a bit quieter. i know you have many questions, yeah?” there is a tease underlined in his velvety tone. just halfly, he is absolute in the downpour bound to come his way.

moving from the docks he is convinced she will follow. lead along the brink of the eventually shoreline they would pass by the few townsfolk bathing in the sun, or the children floundering within the shallow water. he expects stormy to talk but, even if she chooses not, they’d reach the rugged side of dewford’s beach.

isolated by the bustle.

”was the ride alright here?” he asks finally, his warm gaze facing her.

    

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turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 20, 2019 23:25:14 GMT
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Stormy breaths a sigh as her body seems to fold into his arms. She's missed him, she just wasn't aware just how much until this moment.[break][break]

When she pulls away from him, he's looking down at her. Unlike Fernando's piercing blue eyes that bore into her with a callous threat, Alex's are sweet and kind. They've always reminded her of honey.[break][break]

"Yes, okay. I have a lot to talk to you about."[break][break]

There's a prickle of unease, and of sudden irritation. The way Alex responds to her, as if there's nothing wrong. He seems.. different almost, unaware of her confusion. His reaction to seeing her was not exactly the same as hers had been to see him. [break][break]

Alex leads the way and she follows behind. His strides are longer than hers, but they always have been. [break][break]

Until they reach the beach, Stormy has remained silent. Her thoughts seem to be arguing and fighting to come to the surface. What should she ask first? What was more important?[break][break]

It's he who breaks the silence first. She looks up from her feet, confusion washing across her face before she focuses. [break][break]

"You know how I feel about the water, brother. But it's worth the suffering to see you again. It's been too long, I almost feared you were dead or lost."







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alex & story—seeker.
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twenty—six.
august 9th.
saffron, kanto.
graysexual.
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rising star.
i couldn't
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30 height
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sooner or later the fire will die.
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alexander silph
turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 21, 2019 8:26:26 GMT
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did he? the obvious had him pondering seriously for some form of recognition. disruptive waves against the broken bed of stone have his backward reach stopped. every chance he pauses to think of the past — sharp unrelenting pain carves into his head like knives.

"i'll visit you next time then." the softness remains in his voice. it is so mellow that it presses like a whisper within the salty air. "come," leisure rather than their loitering against the cement path incites his gesture. alex invites his sister to join him against the bench still overlooking the blue.

"i'm sorry for worrying you," once the figure settles aside the tender yet, uncertain tone continues onward, "my accident put me in quite a bad place. i've had trouble remembering things though, i guess that's no excuse for staying quiet for four years." alex speaks lightheartedly as always or maybe opposite to how she remembered.

"besides that," curious as he is, he resists the temptation to blabber, "what do you wanna talk about? we've got all day so don't feel rushed." stormy may present a forthright bitterness in her expression but, alex decides that he is ready to take the full force of the heat. no matter how blazing it is.


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stormy, bronwen
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twenty-five
july 25
saffron city, kanto
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turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 22, 2019 4:46:48 GMT
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The fact that Alex seems to hesitate in some way after she implies he should know that she was afraid of water makes Stormy hesitate as well. There's something off about him.[break][break]

Alex leads them to a bench. The salty air clings to her hair, tugging it behind her. She twists it into a braid as she fastens it tight. She likes the wind in her hair but at the moment it's distracting and preventing her from speaking without getting hair in her mouth.[break][break]

"I look forward to it."[break][break]

She's looking out over the ocean and the general landscape, allowing a silence to hover between the two. It's nice to just sit and appreciate the company sometimes. She's working on containing her emotion and not blowing up in the same way she had Fernando.[break][break]

However, when her brother mentions an 'accident', she turns to look at him quizzically.[break][break]

"What accident? Did something happen to you? I didn't think you were in Kanto when.."[break][break]

She trails off, not wanting to say out loud the fate of their parents.[break][break]

"I wanted to ask where you were. You didn't show up for their funeral, and you didn't reach out to me. I was all alone the past few months, Alex. Fernando abandoned us for the Hoenn council and Evelyn.."[break][break]

She pauses again, but this time emotion fills her cheeks and her fists clench in anger. The last she had heard of dear Evelyn she had been told her sister had defected to Team Rocket. [break][break]

"She's betrayed us entirely."







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vy

alex & story—seeker.
he & they.
twenty—six.
august 9th.
saffron, kanto.
graysexual.
explorer.
rising star.
i couldn't
make it right.
30 height
30 height
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alexander silph
turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 22, 2019 7:58:34 GMT
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his heart drops with a near unbearable weight. confusion swallows it whole and leaves him dumbfounded by the words that ooze past her lips.

what is she talking about? rather — how did she not know? the whole incident was kept relatively quiet besides the importance left for family.

obviously that had not been the case.

"wait storm, hold on," he has to stop her before she endures such tormenting curiosities, "i was at their funeral...wasn't i?" certainty dwindles in the query directed mostly to himself. the pause has a hand tracing the temple of a throbbing head.

"—and eve...i didn't know." he isn't quite sure of the betrayal. alex can only assume it is closely tied to their enemy. since the start of it all.

"i almost died. they said i was caught up in a bad storm and i slipped off the edge of a steep cliff—side." furrowing brows don't express what should've been discontent. instead there is an underlined hopelessness in the memory. "fern was there at the hospital...i know he was but...i can't remember anything before that." the horrid result of amnesia.

that alone should be unmistakable.

"i don't get why he wouldn't say anything." — and it is just in the ache straining at his mind. he imagines his siblings well aware of the accident.

yet now, it seems a secret. was there more to this tale than what alex had been led on? fernando; a respectable older brother in his eyes now wavers in the hassle. instead he closes them.


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stormy, bronwen
she / her
twenty-five
july 25
saffron city, kanto
heterosexual
elite four
avatar of moltres
1350 height
1350 height
if you could only see the beast you've made of me
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Stormy Silph
turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 22, 2019 19:01:42 GMT
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Stormy continues to look at him through narrow, calculating eyes. She's trying to gauge his reaction, to pick through his expressions. All she sees is genuine confusion as he looks back at her. [break][break]

She sits back, equally confused.[break][break]

"No... you weren't. I was the only child present. You, Evelyn, Fernando, none of you were there."[break][break]

The woman reaches for Alex's hand in an attempt to squeeze it and comfort him. It's clear that he's confused and in some sort of pain. She's dumbfounded as to why.[break][break]

"You're telling me you don't remember?"[break][break]

Alex interrupts her, however, alluding to some 'accident' that he was involved in. She blinks in surprise and concern as he explains what happened to him, and the tables have turned. Now she's the one in the dark.[break][break]

"What are you talking about? Fernando made it sound like you were fine. He didn't tell me that you had been in an accident."[break][break]

Though, he hadn't told her much of anything regarding their siblings, to be fair.[break][break]

"Fernando isn't as trustworthy as we want to believe, Alex. He's.. different."[break][break]

There's sadness in the way she admits this, admits that she isn't sure she can trust him anymore.[break][break]

"How did you end up in Hoenn? Who found you after your accident? Why wouldn't Fernando have told us you were here?"[break][break]

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alex & story—seeker.
he & they.
twenty—six.
august 9th.
saffron, kanto.
graysexual.
explorer.
rising star.
i couldn't
make it right.
30 height
30 height
sooner or later the fire will die.
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alexander silph
turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 23, 2019 2:49:24 GMT
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confirmation to never being present. to the other pair swept up by the immediate cycle of time. a missing fragment torn alongside his own — alex grimaces. wishing furiously in his racing mind that what she had said wasn't true. there is no doubt that the candid nature of his sister has always been true.

she speaks honestly and sincere.

it stills grazes the mind in pain. as much as he tries to piece it all together. as much as he tries to make sense of it. their true reasoning or their true accidents. none of it truly makes sense. the comfort of her small hand departing elsewhere has his eyes lingering on his equally confused sister.

"this is a lot to take in...for both of us." he speaks slowly turning to face the wide—open view of the ocean. the current against his face is only marginally soothing. "i'm sorry...you were alone...honestly i can't remember anything...i wish i could." pressing upon blank spaces was like reaching for something that was there. a painful and hopeless attempt.

"what do you mean different?" deciding to inquire for it bothers him most, he continues, "i know he's always been a bit...distant...and he rarely speaks his mind but..." maybe there were many things he didn't know about his brother.

"i think my accident took place in hoenn...how i got here though..." he lets out a sigh, "i wish i knew. i'm still trying to make sense of it." the hassle it has taken upon him seems genuine. just as "always".


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castaway

stormy, bronwen
she / her
twenty-five
july 25
saffron city, kanto
heterosexual
elite four
avatar of moltres
1350 height
1350 height
if you could only see the beast you've made of me
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Stormy Silph
turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 23, 2019 17:07:03 GMT
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A gasp leaves her mouth. Alex truly doesn't remember any of it.[break][break]

He looks away from her as he admits his own flaw, that none of this makes sense to him and that it's a lot to take in.[break][break]

Stormy falls silent as he apologizes. He's sincere, unlike Fernando. There's something strange about Alex, but it isn't malicious and cold as Fernando had been with her. Her older brother had insisted he had more important matters to attend to.[break][break]

"He's hiding secrets. Perhaps he always has been though and I was just too naive to notice. I.. I don't think I trust him."[break][break]

This admittance sends a pang of guilt into her chest. She had wanted, desperately, to trust Fernando. But something in her gut, the way he treated her and looked down on her, it made her nervous.[break][break]

She narrows her eyes curiously as Alex attempts to explain to her the circumstances of his accident.[break][break]

"You were here, in Hoenn? Fernando was here too, you said. I found him in Hoenn after I arrived. Were you with Fernando at all before your accident, or was he only around for hospital visits?"[break][break]

Her questions become a rapid-fire, and she quickly clears her throat and shakes her head.[break][break]

"I'm sorry. This is overwhelming. I shouldn't pry, this isn't my business."[break][break]

She pauses, staring out over the ocean again. The waves crash against the jutting rocks and shore of the island. Shells and driftwood splinter and smash as they are bullied against the land.[break][break]

"I'm glad you're safe, Alex."







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vy

alex & story—seeker.
he & they.
twenty—six.
august 9th.
saffron, kanto.
graysexual.
explorer.
rising star.
i couldn't
make it right.
30 height
30 height
sooner or later the fire will die.
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198 posts
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alexander silph
turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 24, 2019 12:20:22 GMT
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ill—minded in the thought of his only family does not settle comfortably. he wishes for some form of an argument in her dwindling trust. instead he finds his voice silenced by the secrecy.

it hurts him more than it does make him confused or bitter. not an ounce of elation could ever usher in confessing such distrust.

alex does not speak for awhile. though the intrusion floods over and his sister recognizes it, he is never unwilling to offer what he can.

"thank you," curling lips don't appear forced. the faint tone of cheerlessness shudders in his striking eyes is all that is perceived.

"really...i've been so worried about everyone and now...i don't know what to think." not that he was ever content on renouncing the utmost fondness he held over his siblings.

"don't feel that way." slender fingers reach to pat stormy atop the head. a fleeting yet kindhearted gesture. "even though we're family...it feels like there is so much we don't know about each other." the expression seems a bit more genuine.

the stretch of the endless sea tearing against the shoreline reflects within his gaze. "i imagine it had been some time since fernando and i last saw each other." an image paints itself as clearly as it does now. blinding and sharp.

"when i woke up...he was older... like time had passed us all by and i was left to watch aimlessly." he pauses, "just as now, my little sister who i haven't seen in forever has already grown up." turning back to face the other, there is a curious approach in the once troubling conversation.

"i'd love to hear what you've been up to!" there was truth behind the tender nature of alex.


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stormy, bronwen
she / her
twenty-five
july 25
saffron city, kanto
heterosexual
elite four
avatar of moltres
1350 height
1350 height
if you could only see the beast you've made of me
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Stormy Silph
turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 26, 2019 1:57:11 GMT
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She doesn't press him, doesn't bring herself to argue. Alex's excuses for not being around are not as pigheaded and arrogant as Fernando's had been. He isn't hiding anything, he truly suggests he doesn't know what happened.[break][break]

Not only that, but she has learned from her mistakes. Slowly but surely, Stormy Silph is learning to curb her sharp tongue and choose her words carefully, to make amends for her past actions and choose to be kinder. There's no reason for her to lash out at a man who doesn't understand her pain.[break][break]

"It's okay. Just.. focus on getting better, I guess. That's all anyone can really do."[break][break]

She's still a little bit suspicious, but not of him. Her suspicion dwells on the cause of his amnesia if it should be called that.[break][break]

Alex pats the top of her head affectionately, and she brushes his hand away with a scowl of embarrassment. She smiles a little bit nonetheless. His affection is well appreciated and well loved. She's known no dislike for Alexander.[break][break]

"Silph has always been full of secrets. I guess it runs in the family - even if it's not literally in our blood."[break][break]

She laughs, but it's forced. She doesn't hate her family, doesn't hate the posh life they gave her. She learned a lot from her adopted parents, from her siblings. But there are still days she wished she could have experienced real, genuine love from a family who wasn't power-obsessed and focused on their work.[break][break]

Stormy's eyes narrow in concern as he recites his last known memory of Fernando and herself. [break][break]

"What... what is the last thing you remember, brother? How long do you think it's been since mom and dad.. died?"[break][break]

He's making it seem as though she's grown exponentially, her and Fernando. She shakes her head, trying to rid herself of the mutinous thoughts.[break][break]

"I'm training for the position of Lavaridge gym leader. Actually - I just heard that you've taken up position as the Dewford leader! Congratulations, brother! I'm keen to spar with you someday, see which of us is the stronger adopted sibling."







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alexander silph
turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Feb 27, 2019 4:18:28 GMT
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how the furrow projects an immediate simper in the gentle touch; slips laughter from the parted smile. his sister may find the gesture embarrassing in her usual ornery nature but the intent had not been as so. leaving them encircled by the banter of a long—lost bond and a fresh beginning.

"even if i never remember. i know the life that i lived was truly great." alex may be hovering on the side of good—will.

as things are now he is truly alright. the future is barren by a blank unpredictability. the spaces unable to be unraveled. with each layer taking root; what lays ahead is all the more mysterious. perhaps that is what also makes it so exciting.

just what would come for them?

"actually..." droning in on the memory, the soft voice rises through open lips, "...good question...i'm not sure." the light shove of the cool ocean air whirls into the bed of pale locks. for just a moment he settles against the calming element.

"i remember...you, eve and fernando...but only in chunks. like my memories have all been placed into a jar. everything shaken up and in disarray." trying to explain it to the best of his capability would prove difficult. none could truly understand till they experienced it themselves.

"t-thank you—" more bewildered by the plans, he continues, "i would love to battle you...in—fact if you do manage to surpass me i might even give you a badge." there is a prominence of jest in the way that he speaks. it is playful though nowhere near aggravating.

"two silph gym leaders, huh? does anyone else know you're aspiring for such a position?" he doesn't have the slightest of the distant situation. that much is obvious.


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Maybe she's reading too far into it, or projecting her own emotion into his words, but she detects a hint of sadness in the way he says 'the life he lived,' as if he had died. In a way, perhaps this is true. He's been reborn - living a new life even if it's under the same name.[break][break]

His recollection of memories seems strained, and the fact that he only gave her a part answer rather than what she had been looking for irritates her. She doesn't voice these concerns, however. Alex seems.. happy even despite not knowing.[break][break]

Stormy smiles at his response to her news. [break][break]

"Might? You're walking dangerous territory, trying to hold me back."[break][break]

She laughs too, leaning back against the bench. The wind had continued to play with her hair, the breeze washing away many of her worries. Just sitting there, spending time with Alex was relaxing. [break][break]

The only thing that disrupts this comforting moment is Alex's mention of who else knows about her aspirations.[break][break]

"Fernando knows. He doesn't approve. But.. he's never approved of anything I've ever done. He still sees me as the weak and incompetent child I used to be. I'll show him though. When has his disapproval ever stopped me?"[break][break]

It occurs to her that Alex may not know, but she doesn't care.






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alex & story—seeker.
he & they.
twenty—six.
august 9th.
saffron, kanto.
graysexual.
explorer.
rising star.
i couldn't
make it right.
30 height
30 height
sooner or later the fire will die.
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alexander silph
turmoil [ c ]
POSTED ON Mar 2, 2019 22:56:03 GMT
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alex finds it astonishing and then he finds it vexing. not the same weighty burden that takes hold of his heart. the fact that his brother never once fought against his own aspiration has him wondering why he'd done so to stormy.

maybe the pair had never gotten along or maybe it is simply tough love. he pieces together all the logical reasons but lets it go. he doesn't have that right.

"don't let one person stop you." he says, the same brave eyes looking towards his sister, "you've always been stubborn and a bit reckless but maybe we need that." the relationship between the others seems clear as day.

three people unable to come to accord while he watches beneath their shadows. maybe with the influence of his own. someday he can make a change. someday they can be a family.

"you're strong storm and i'm sure lavaridge would be glad to have you." distant gym leaders before them may have led an impression. dewford may have found alex a comforting presence yet, the rest, may have found it ridiculous. just as his sister, he would prove those wrong.

the silph name didn't mean nothing. then again the name was not his excuse nor his stepping stone. they were just themselves.


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