Amber "Berry" (Former Stagename)
She/Her
21
October 27
Goldenrod City, JOHTO
Bisexual
Model/Actress
Civilian
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Amber Lenoir
A Heart's Desire [WW]
POSTED ON Mar 29, 2022 17:12:18 GMT
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[attr="class","really"] [attr="class","exhausted"]The higher the stakes, the more fun the game. [attr="class","rhythm"] ❝ If prosperity makes monsters, I'll claw my way to glory. | Why did walking outside with this alternate yoshiro shioda make Amber so nervous? Her hand fiddled with the ornate cuirass that had been left in her hands, its weight a welcome distraction from the knight's piercing gaze.
"You are not my princess, are you?" The question came out softly as the knight removed her visor, more a statement than anything else. "You are... Different than her. Harder, in some ways."
Even though the woman speaking was not her Junya, the words stole the breath from Amber's lungs as she swallowed, attempting to find an answer. Was it strange to be jealous of another version of yourself? "I, uh. I don't know what the 'me' here is like," she said at last, feeling embarrassed to be something different than what this Yoshi wanted. "I get told I'm a lot to handle, honestly. I get it."
At the admission, a faint smile found itself on Yoshiro's lips. "You mistake me. The way you spoke to the queen is a way that I have imagined my Princess Amber doing, many times over, but never thought it more than idle dreams." Another silence fell, this one heavy with consideration. "My princess is... very alone. Queen Berry has taught her that she must rely on her in all matters, and this makes her meek and fearful. Even though underneath it all, I can sense she desires something more." A glance, surreptitious and wary, met Amber's. "She wants what you have, in your world. Freedom."
How impossibly hard winning that freedom had been. That year had exhausted her, in all senses of the word. If she hadn't met Athanasios Valentine and been dangled in front of him like a shiny toy, would he have offered to help her start the paperwork to emancipate from her mother? If she hadn't found unexpected allies in unexpected places, could she have truly escaped the horrors of being tied to such an awful, self-absorbed narcissist?
"It was hard for me, too," Amber said quietly. "To be honest, I made... a lot of mistakes. I still do, kind of? Freedom is hard, when you aren't used to it. You do, uh, a lot of dumb shit." She laughed, this time the embarrassment tinged with shame. "She's lucky, though. She still has you in this world. I didn't have that, back then."
The admission evoked a thousand different expressions on Yoshiro's face, impossible to read in their quick transition from one to the other. "I... What are we to one another, in your mirror world?"
Was that hope? Uncertainty? Fear? Amber couldn't tell, not here and not even through whatever wormhole that led to her own beloved Junya. A thousand answers came forward: her best friend, her bodyguard, her confidante, her sanctuary, her beloved.
But before all of them, the memory of their kiss on New Year's flashed through Amber's mind, a flush of heat returning with it, as she said at last, "Everything. We are everything to each other."
Whatever answer this Yoshiro had expected, it had not been this one.
The stoic figure's posture shifted, the open surprise in her gaze veering on astonishment. "Is that so?" she asked, disbelieving, almost dizzy with shock. Her next action towards Amber was equally unexpected by its recipient, as Yoshi's hand rested firmly on her shoulder, her words steady and resolute: "Then I am sorry, that I was not there for you, in that world. When the time came that you became free, at last. I am certain, without a doubt, that I wished to be there with you."
Fuck, Amber didn't mean to start crying.
The droplets kept falling one by one, like that of a child finally forgiven for some sin that had eaten them up inside with guilt. Utterly unsure how to react to this change between them, yoshiro shioda retracted her hand from Amber's shoulder, instead drawing forth a small handkerchief and handing it to the blonde to dry her tears. Stitched upon it was a series of berries and Eevees, the name 'Amber' embroidered in the corner. Amber sniffled, then looked quizzically at the pretty stitchwork, her curiosity overtaking her relief.
"It is, ah, a token of the princess's favour," Yoshi said evasively in answer to the question in Amber's eyes, the knight's line of sight turning towards the ground. At last, an uncertain admission came forth: "We... We are close here, as well, she and I. In truth, I know where she is. That is why I brought you out here."
A pause, hesitant and uncertain.
"The Gyarados is ours, you see. We raised it as one of the Magikarp in the pond outside. We thought... I thought... The power of a Gyarados might be enough to allow her to overcome her mother's reign, and challenge her rule."
"But like, it went out of control instead?" Shit.
"Yes," Yoshi agreed quietly. "Amber was too sweet and gentle with it. She could not get it to obey her, and so it began a rampage in the harbor. She forbid me from killing it, however. She said it was her fault that it was acting in such a manner, and she insisted on making matters right."
A gauntleted hand tightened into a fist. "I did not want her to go. She left anyway."
This time, Amber was the one who reached for Yoshi, placing her cuirass upon the ground as she took the knight's hand in her own. "I'll bring her back," she promised. Then Amber remembered what 'back' meant, and she frowned. "No, I... I promise she'll be safe. I won't let either dragon get her, the Gyarados or my mother."
Relief, gratitude, and confusion all reflected themselves in Yoshi's reply: "But you and your companion need to go home?"
"Oh yeah, uh." Amber bit her lip, then shrugged. "I'll figure something out." Probably. Hopefully.
By the time that Amber returned to Georgette Bluebottle, her mind was swimming with conflicting thoughts. Could she protect this princess-version of her, while also seeing through their mission as promised and returning home with their spoils? Or was that some childish fantasy?
So absorbed in her own thoughts, Amber didn't notice her companion's distraught state until their eyes met. "Oh, god, Gigi," Amber said, the words tumbling out before the blonde could think them through. "You look like hell."
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