illie, sap sipper
she/her
27
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist, alchemist
head professor
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
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illeana reyes
don't blame me [sd]
POSTED ON Feb 7, 2022 3:52:03 GMT
[attr="class","illie"] [attr="class","illie b"] [attr="class","illie i"]the air shifts into something not as hostile but still... wrong. it sets her on edge, fingers tapping a soft symphony against tablecloth. it's no longer the warmth she craved. no, it's written over and left to die. the feeling it leaves behind is ignored, if only to keep her from bolting. "i," she starts, stops, and shifts awkwardly in her seat. behind her, deus rumbles out another sound of disapproval. she's setting herself up for disappointment and the automaton knows it. if she understands, she doesn't offer more than a pointed glance behind her. the timer ticks away in front of them. time is running out but... is it wrong to want it to last longer? ha, stupid. stupidstupidstupid. she uncrosses her legs only to recross them, hoping the movement stops her mind from going down the wrong path. and then, the offer laid out has the air in her lungs escaping in a little gasp. "why?" comes before she can stop it and the look on her face shifts from cold to mortified. it's not him, not really. she just... should probably process before allowing words to come out. eventually, her features settle into something more curious than before. "i... didn't think you'd want to be friends," she murmurs. not after what's happened between them, after feelings were left to fester. it doesn't sound like a good idea, no matter which way she looks at it. and even then, she knows one thing all too well: she'll give into the urge anyway. the urge to see him again has a chokehold on her in a way she doesn't like or understand. even after witnessing his new relationship, it stays. and she hates it, perhaps as much as she loathes him.
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