JoJo
She/Her
25
July 07
Ever Grande City
Homosexual
Theme Park Owner
Civilian
A Beacon of Safety during times of War
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Johanna Joy
Friendship (Mission)
POSTED ON May 18, 2022 7:02:08 GMT
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Blessed with suck, but I won't stop!
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Johanna listened to Megan’s wise words. Even if they were taken from a book, their usage was appropriate for the situation. She had to start looking at how people perceived her, and what sort of effect she had on them, rather than listen to the opinions of her inner critic. She noticed how Megan allowed her gaze to wander towards the sea, and she wondered if there was anything to be seen there. And so she allowed her gaze to wander as well, though it didn’t stay upon the sea for long, quickly returning to shore as Megan continued to talk. [break][break] Johanna never broke the rambling. She quite enjoyed the sound of Megan’s voice. It was nice, to have someone who could fill the air when she didn’t know how to. “Yeah, you are rambling. But I don’t mind that.” She started turning her gaze to the sea for the second time as she tried to formulate the words in her head. [break][break] “I suppose I just think it’d be unfair to dump my baggage on you like that,” Johanna spoke thoughtfully. “But I guess now is as good a time as any to elaborate.” A small sigh escaped her. Not one of defeat, but one made in preparation for talking about a touchy subject. “You know, thinking about it from an outside perspective, it seems fairly mild compared to some of the things other people go through.” And yet another paused, the words fought to stay in if only to make sure Megan’s perception of her wouldn’t change. But at last, she pushed the words out. “All my life I’ve been trained and tested to meet the expectations of my family.” She paused. “And so far, it doesn’t seem like I’ve met any of those expectations…” She gazed out towards the sea, for a brief moment, she wondered if it was worth sticking around. What would happen if she just set sail to another region, another life? [break][break] She melancholic snicker escaped her as she turned her attention to Megan. “I know, it doesn’t sound like much, but I’ve yet to find a way to throw away the weight of their disappointment” She felt better now that she had put words to the feelings she had bottled up for who knew how long. And yet, she still felt her family’s metaphorical ball and chain around her foot.
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