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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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matias
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november 14th
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straight...unless?
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their house in lilycove is now nothing more than a place for him to sleep. even as the door opens, it feels cold, empty, and void of the life and spirit that once existed. it had left with her but it still has not returned.[break][break]

maybe with time it will.[break][break]

a push of a button draws the curtains open, allowing sunlight to shine through the large glass windows of their house. the space around them is as she left it.[break][break]

"welcome home."

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The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
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It feels strange to step back into the house. It shouldn’t, but the newest memories bound within these walls involve deceit, anger, and frustration. She’s hesitant to cross the threshold, but with an easy breath, she does.

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Despite the anxiety, it feels good to be home, especially as the curtains draw back and she’s bathed in the Hoenn sunset and a beautiful view of the beach and crashing waves.

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“It’s good to be home,” she smiles, staring through the windows and off into the setting sun, almost forgetting why she’s here.

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Almost.

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“Do you mind if I make some coffee?” She feels awkward asking permission, but it also feels strange just doing it, “I . . . haven’t been sleeping well,” Really, she hasn’t been sleeping much. Between leaving home, fighting with Matias, and dealing with all the League’s demands, she’s found even less time for her own well-being.

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matias
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thirty-two
november 14th
saffron
straight...unless?
elite four
champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
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it's definitely weird and awkward that she asks but matias understands why. so he nods, dismissing any form of judgment.[break][break]

"no, go for it."[break][break]

he steps after her, following her into the kitchen before taking residence at the marble counter. he's briefly reminded of the time they had over for food. it was a good day.[break][break]

"i haven't been sleeping well either."[break][break]

not like he usually does, anyway.

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The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
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“Thanks,” As they make their way to the kitchen, he’s reminded of dinner with his sister, and Eva’s reminded of her last moment here, pressing a bag of frozen peas against her cheek while he was forced to divulge his darkest secrets. Would this just be a repeat of last time? Now she wishes she didn’t want coffee.

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But, she’s made the commitment, so without another thought she naturally moves towards the coffee maker to begin preparing it. Everything is as she left it, seemingly untouched.

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“I’m sorry to hear that,” though she’s not surprised. She hopes it’s because of his actions but likely it has nothing to do with them. He’s made it clear he doesn’t regret what he’s done, “Do you want any?”

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matias
he/him
thirty-two
november 14th
saffron
straight...unless?
elite four
champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
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oh, right. he's reminded of their fight as well as he takes up the same position against the counter. he leans, peering over to watch eva move around the familiar space.[break][break]

"yes, please."[break][break]

so formal. polite.[break][break]

"there isn't much else you don't know, by the way. just one or two more things that might be important."

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The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
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3,901 posts
Eva Morales DOLLARS
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TAG WITH @dreva
Eva Morales
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POSTED ON May 4, 2022 3:46:59 GMT
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Alright, two coffees. She pulls another mug out from the cabinet above her head. As the coffee maker bubbles to life, the kitchen is soon bathed in the sweet smell of fresh roasted coffee. As the comforting beverage brews, she turns to lean her elbows against the counter and face Matias.

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“Oh, well, uh, that’s good I guess,” there shouldn’t be anything she doesn’t know, but here they are. She reminds herself to be open-minded and listen. Judgment sometimes comes too swift. She knows Matias is good, she’s seen it and experienced it. It’s part of why she loves him. There had to be a good explanation for his actions.

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Before they continue, she does have to ask a question that’s plagued her. She’s raked her brain to reasons why he wouldn’t have been honest, and it always came back to one simple conclusion. He asked her the same question not that long ago, “Matias, do you trust me?”

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matias
he/him
thirty-two
november 14th
saffron
straight...unless?
elite four
champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
awards
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the way his answer isn't immediate should be telling enough. he has to think about it. to consider his response carefully.[break][break]

"not fully."[break][break]

despite the admittance, he still tries to keep the conversation light-hearted enough to avoid falling into the same pit that they were once in a few weeks ago.[break][break]

"i don't think i'm capable of that. of trusting anyone to that level, i mean."

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The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
awards
3,901 posts
Eva Morales DOLLARS
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TAG WITH @dreva
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Yes, the way he hesitates is very telling, and it doesn’t feel good to hear. She always thought she struck some chord deep enough to open him up. She was living a fantasy. If he can’t trust her, does that make her just like everyone else?

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“Oh – I see,” she can’t really think of much else to say, “If you can’t trust me then . . . why would you want to be with me?”

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It’s a double-edged sword at this point. She regrets asking as soon as she says it. She already admitted to not trusting him, but she knows why she still loves him. Perhaps the difference is that she did trust him, fully, and she desperately wants to trust him again.

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matias
he/him
thirty-two
november 14th
saffron
straight...unless?
elite four
champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
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"i trust you more than i have anyone else before."[break][break]

he feels it necessary to point out even if it might not come off as good as intended. but it's the truth, and this is what they're all about now, isn't it?[break][break]

truths.[break][break]

"you make me happy, eva, and there's no one else i'd rather be with. no one who makes me feel as safe and secure as you do."[break][break]

his arms cross over his chest as he shrugs.[break][break]

"it's why i'm still here."

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The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
awards
3,901 posts
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POSTED ON May 4, 2022 6:24:48 GMT
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Eva doubts how far that trust stretches, but it does give her a sense of relief. At least she is different, and there is trust there. In typical Eva fashion, she’s naïve and hopeful. Maybe one day, if she’s lucky, he will trust her the way she trusted him, and in a sense, still does.

[break][break]

It’s hard to hide the small flush that rises in her cheeks. Standing up, she looks away, turning back towards the coffee and their mugs. A small, hidden smile peeks out from beneath her otherwise somber features.

[break][break]

She’s quick to fill the mugs and by the time she turns back around, the smile has faded. With both in tow, she moves around the counter to settle closer to Matias, “Here you go,” he’s presented with a piping hot cup of strong coffee, just the way she likes it. She perches up on a stool beside him, “Thank you,” For still being here. And for being honest.

[break][break]

“Alright,” she sighs, lifting the rim of the mug to her lips for a sip, “What is it you want to tell me?”

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matias
he/him
thirty-two
november 14th
saffron
straight...unless?
elite four
champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
awards
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maybe one day.[break][break]

"thank you."[break][break]

it's not often that matias drinks coffee but after the past few nights he's had? definitely called for and needed. he accepts the mug with a small smile, grateful.[break][break]

"right."[break][break]

and after a long sip comes another truth.[break][break]

"when was captured by rocket a few months ago, i offered them a deal for her release. a favor from me, essentially. i gave them a recording of me as collateral, and on that recording is proof that i knew about sootopolis before it happened."[break][break]

and should the recording ever be released, his standing in the league may very well be compromised.[break][break]

"melody doesn't know."

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BD

The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
awards
3,901 posts
Eva Morales DOLLARS
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POSTED ON May 4, 2022 16:20:13 GMT
Eva Morales Avatar
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As Matias tells his story, you can see the color drain from her face. Her eyes widen slightly as she comprehends what that could possibly mean. She always wondered how it was so easy for Matias to rescue Melody. Now she knows.

[break][break]

Well, easy isn’t the work she’d use. He had to risk his own neck to bring her back to safety. It was selfless, but foolish. But Rocket has concrete evidence of his betrayal to do with what they please. And all this was before he killed Eris’s “Pa”.

[break][break]

Worst of all, he owes them a “favor”. And there’s no telling when or what that favor will be, “Matias that’s . . . that’s dangerous,” she assumes he hasn’t returned the favor, considering they still have the recording.

[break][break]

Eva nervously strums her fingers against the warm glass, biting her bottom lip as she reflects on that information, “What are you going to do about it?” He had to have a plan.

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noodles

matias
he/him
thirty-two
november 14th
saffron
straight...unless?
elite four
champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
awards
8,524 posts
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it would be dangerous if matias keeps his word. but as many have come to learn, he is deceitful. a liar. a snake.[break][break]

"nothing."[break][break]

he scoffs, arrogant and toxic.[break][break]

"i've no idea why they went for it in the first place but fuck the favor. i was never going to go through with it."[break][break]

what of the recording, then?

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The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
awards
3,901 posts
Eva Morales DOLLARS
part of
TAG WITH @dreva
Eva Morales
SECRETS
POSTED ON May 5, 2022 2:54:02 GMT
Eva Morales Avatar
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His apathy towards the situation is just as dangerous. It makes her nervous. She shifts uncomfortably in her seat, bringing both hands to the warm mug to find some sense of comfort. Her posture is stiff and anxious.

[break][break]

“But what about the recording? Was it a fake?” surely Rocket wouldn’t be stupid enough to accept a false piece of information. She hated them but they had some smarts behind their operation if they were able to take over Kanto and sink their fangs into Hoenn.

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matias
he/him
thirty-two
november 14th
saffron
straight...unless?
elite four
champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
awards
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"it was real."[break][break]

he shrugs almost indifferently.[break][break]

"but it'll be fine. there's no timestamp on the recording so if anything, i can just claim it's from the day prior."[break][break]

it sounds like a horrible plan — something he quickly came up with to justify and quell whatever worries he might have. it's working so far.

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The Shula Region
Hogwarts AU
RPG Unlimited
MR
The Enroi Region
N:FB
Vyrehaven
Celestial Guardians, AU Sailor Moon RP
EO GENESIS
Code and Crown: An advanced literate warriors cats RP, set in medieval times
Swords Clashing