Lisa Bortiforte
She/Her
31
August 30
Camphrier Town, Kalos
Bi/Heteroromantic
Bioterrorist
Underboss
Bury me in the roses and rot; I'll come back thorned.
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Elisabeth Fiorelli
Pomegranate Seeds [M]
POSTED ON Jul 13, 2022 20:23:54 GMT
[attr=class,elisafont] [googlefont=Meddon] Rendez-vous [break][break] [break] When was the last time she had allowed anyone to enter this room? Elisabeth genuinely couldn't recall. It was possible, perhaps, that this was the first time anyone besides her had crossed this threshold. This was the place where she called him most often. Candles lit for reading kept her company the late nights that nightmares took hold, while shelves of books on wide-ranging topics lined the walls, as many as it took to stave away her own insomnia. The fragrance of lily-of-the-valley wafted from the vase on her windowsill, sweet in its beguiling aroma as moonlight filtered in through the glass panes. Cloaked away in the shadows of night, watercolour paintings adorned this place, flourishing with flowers outside a cottage that looked, curiously, both like and unlike this one. If FERNANDO SILPH looked closely enough, he would see the inscription Georgiana F. in its corner. Though other things consumed their attention, here. Elisabeth had spent so much of her life shrouded in her own insignificance, finding solace and safety in being unnoticed and unobserved. Here, her sheer want was exposed before him in tangled bedsheets; in the muted glow of night, glimpses of the translucent scars that had been left by different, crueler hands could be seen or dismissed, depending on how perceptive a lover he might be. If he would worship Elisabeth here, for all that she was and she wasn't, she would let him. If he would let her command him, she would reign over him like the selfish monarch he had asked her to be, demanding whatever he had left to give. Was this its own submission, then? The very thing Elisabeth had denied and sworn against ever committing again, for any man, after burying her last? If the two men were compared, side by side, the distinctions became clearer. That Elisabeth had once been the one begging for scraps of attention on hand and knee; that her wants had been so tangled in another's that they could not break free, nor be seen for what they truly were. That had become love, because it was the only love she could wring from a bloodless stone. She had learned that to be doted upon, you had to be the one to withdraw. To stand aside, aloof and untouchable, until someone dared to approach you. The flies she had met cared little for honey; they wanted to drown in her vinegar. And she, in this moment, merely wanted to drown. [break] [break] [break] ✿[newclass=".elisafont b"]color: #7bb661;[/newclass]
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