The Liberator
he/him/his
24
April 10
Lavaridge Town
Figuring it Out
Penitent
Renegade
Turned on my friends and brought them pain. I have no right to show I can change. But I gotta try!
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Isaac Merlo
Familiar Faces [DW]
POSTED ON Jan 7, 2023 0:53:00 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]導通抵抗 [attr="class","skulloverlap"]BUT HOLD YOUR BREATH, GUESS WHO'S RUNNING THE SHOW? [attr="class","skullbody"]What would Isaac do, were he too late to save someone he loved?[break][break] In many ways, love was the source of his strength. Before he started letting people into his life, he was . . . well, in all honesty, he was kinda pathetic. He spent four long years of life wandering the region with no plans, no preparation, no connections, no resources, no goals, and no backup. If he kept going like that, he would've never even made it to this point. He would've wasted away before the end of the year.[break][break] Then he ended up in Rocket, where he couldn't hide from people anymore. He remembered what it was like to be loved. He remembered what it was like to love. He reclaimed what had been taken from him since his early childhood, and in its presence he flourished. He fought for the Pokemon that supported him along the way. He fought for the friends that filled his life and gave him purpose. He fought for ana fell.[break][break] Yet it wasn't just love. He also fought to spite those who told him he would never find or deserve this. He fought to spite those who forced the world to bend the knee for a cruel, unyielding status quo. He fought because, to him, love and spite were two sides of the same coin. His capacity for love was deeper than he ever knew, and therefore, he'd fight forever.[break][break] If that love was to be torn from him, so violently and so suddenly, he had no idea what he'd be capable of.[break][break] The possibility scared him. The idea of ending a life scared him. The idea of letting someone end a life and just keep on kicking scared him just as much. But he was no stranger to being hurt before, and he was no stranger to the urge to return that hurt sevenfold. He wasn't going to snap and turn into some unhinged mass murderer. But if someone well and truly special was put in such agony . . .[break][break] He wondered if even his darkest thoughts would be enough. Seraphim didn't seem to think so. For everyone pushed over their line in a moment of grief, there were people who dove headfirst into it to get their sick kicks. Isaac might end a life out of desperation or vengeance. Zev Harcourt would have ended that life hours ago, just because he could. And only one of them would be feeling the weight of it after. As much as Isaac considered him one of a kind, there were a lot of Zevs out there. Not all of them went to Rocket. Some may very well become his enemies, and so long as he held to his scruples against them, he'd be at an inherent disadvantage.[break][break] He was contemplative. But he wasn't unreactive. The second Seraphim rushed him, cold steel laying across his throat, Isaac's instincts snapped into action. He thrust a rising knee right for Seraphim's yambag-[break][break] Clonk.[break][break] Oof. Isaac was gonna be feeling that one in the morning. In retrospect, it would've been weirder if the heavily armed cyborg just left his nuts dangling free. But in a fight or flight situation, Isaac wasn't expecting the Iron Cup. He looked even shorter compared to Seraphim now, looking up and shooting the cyborg a sheepish smile. "Heh . . . sorry. Force of habit."[break][break] As embarrassed as Isaac was, it was quite the educational sequence. For one, it showed that for all his hesitation, Isaac had some fighting spirit when the chips were down. It also showed that his scruples were more about morals that honor; at least to a limited degree, he had the ability to do whatever it took for a win. It also showed fearlessness and defiance, going on the offensive instead of cowering or begging for mercy.[break][break] And then, when all ways said and done, he apologized. Despite being so intimidated, he knew the value of the teacher he had before him.[break][break] "There'll always be people like that. Rocket has them. The League has them. Even when this war ends, they'll still be lurking under the rotten surface." Did that mean improvement wasn't even possible? They could never be beaten, so everyone better join them? The thought sat uncomfortably in Isaac's stomach. "I'm not going to let them ruin my life. But I'm not going to become one of them. If I do, then what's the point of fighting for a better world?"[break][break] "I'm not gonna ever let myself lose sight of who I am. But if someone's out to ruin my world, I'm not just gonna let them walk all over me. The thing about holding back? It means you've still got something for them to fear." After all, it wouldn't be "holding back" if there was nothing to hold back in the first place. 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