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POSTED ON Dec 26, 2022 4:07:34 GMT
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There is an excitement that builds in Fern Delaney’s chest the closer it draws to the turn of midnight. The silent, unspoken page flip of the calendar. Fern is usually the sort of person to revel in holiday spirit, though this year it has felt a bit difficult at times to conjure up the enthusiasm.[break][break]

The emotional tumult of Mt. Pyre weighs on him, the uncertainty of new adminship does as well. Though steadily on the mend, his injuries and general recuperation have been a tedious, achy process.[break][break]

But that does not mean he neglects it altogether.[break][break]

There are fewer decorations in his home than usual, and even fewer in Jayden’s, but now there are at least twinkly lights and a tree. Also smaller, and a bit hastily decorated between meetings and work. More importantly, there is someone to spend it with.[break][break]

Somehow, Fern convinced to retire early with him (with some..distraction,) and for what felt like ages afterward, he laid there pretending to sleep. All until he watched the blinking light of his alarm clock turn from 11:59 to 12:00.[break][break]

There is a gift hidden in the nightstand drawer on their side (intentionally stowed there earlier,) but Fern ignores it for now and opts to roll closer to his paramour, fingers drifting along the lines of his face as he attempts to draw him up out of sleep. Watching with wide and bright seafoam eyes, and a hushed voice laden with elation, much like a child’s might be.[break][break]

Hey, it’s Christmas.”

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POSTED ON Dec 31, 2022 10:08:09 GMT
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[attr="class","postbody"] the last several years, his birthday has always been quiet. it's only last year that he had someone actually gift him something that wasn't his family, and it was a gift that he treasured greatly. 's serrated dagger sits in a locked chest deep in jayden's apartment, hidden away with the rest of his knife collection.

[break][break] in the past few years that he'd been on hoenn, however, jayden had slowly but steadily collected people that he could almost consider his friends. they were like the charm that had once given him, on a sweet autumn evening. but instead of an umbreon charm that could be attached to his phone, they were friendships that he could treasure. keep close to his chest.

[break][break] the craters that were left by the likes of or were slowly being healed, slowly but surely. patched over with paper-tape and bandaids.

[break][break] in the dark of the night, jayden snoozes soundly until the clock strikes twelve. the first year that it's passed by without event, the first year that he has someone else in his bed, with the vaguely sweet smell of a peppermint candle and thyme twisted through the air. he had let decorate his apartment ("what? you have to let me decorate it!") — half because it would've been troublesome to argue, but also half because there was something warm and fuzzy about watching the other dash through his apartment, setting up decoration after decoration, as he baked another set of treats in the oven.

[break][break] it's a better birthday than jayden could've asked for and yet... there's more. the feeling of something feather-light against his face draws him from his slumber and his violet eyes blink confusingly in the dark, tense at first, before realizing the wide sea-foam eyes that belong to none other than .

[break][break] "mm?" he murmurs, rubbing one of his eyes with his hand. his voice is still thick with sleep, low and gravelly in the dark of the room. "what did you say?"

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POSTED ON Jan 3, 2023 2:24:49 GMT
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Maybe Fern should’ve waited until the actual morning for this. But they were a fanciful creature, and thought that this felt far sweeter. Not to mention the sleepy eyes and heavy voice were adorable on Jayden as violet eyes blinked open to look at them with confusion.[break][break]

“I said, it’s Christmas.” They repeated, fingers still carding through the other’s hair. Their other arm was propped under their head as Fern watched them, smile stretching wider.[break][break]

“Also, someone told me it was your birthday today.” Thank for that important little nugget of information. “So more than that, happy birthday.”

Scooting closer, they pressed a lazy kiss to his lips, though Fern themself was still buzzing with energy. Lowlight seeped into the bedroom from down the hall—a remnant of the lights they’d hung earlier. They pushed up to sit, blankets pooling down to their waist as they twisted reach for the bedside drawer.[break][break]

“I got you something, okay? And I know there’s gonna be like, all sorts of things to do later. So I wanted to give this to you now, while it’s just us. In case, you know, people visit or whatever.” It was a social holiday, and as much as they’d like, there was no guarantee they’d be able to hog all to themself.[break][break]

They weren’t able to get it quite right, but they did their best with it in the limited time they had now that their schedule had grown significantly busier. Plus, the Pokémon inside the ball had proven amicable. They had practiced together and everything.[break][break]

Once the other seemed alert enough, Fern pulled a pokeball from the drawer—a cherish ball, more specifically. Then, as an unexpected flutter of nerves burst in their stomach, they presented it to Jayden, held out in the flat of their palm.

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POSTED ON Jan 8, 2023 23:23:14 GMT
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[attr="class","postbody"] 'christmas?'

[break][break] the mention of the holiday crawls through the fuzzy recesses of his just-woken memory, and jayden blinks sleepily at them as he registers awake. it must have been something that fern put in his tea that afternoon that make him feel so comfortable, or maybe it's just being in their presence — safe and secure — that makes his mind reluctant to tangle from sleep.

[break][break] it's only when they lean in for a kiss and jayden reflexively kisses back that his body truly begins to awaken, mouth opening to allow them entry. a thumb reaches out to brush against the side of their mouth.

[break][break] "mm, my birthday?"

[break][break] he blinks.

[break][break] "wait."

[break][break] before he can follow that line of questioning, however, fern leaves him. the warmth disappates and his mouth parts in protest, before realizing that fern has already come back. jayden blinks again, pulling himself upright as he looks at the pokeball that's deposited into his palm. blinking with a little bit of awe, he presses the pokeball in his hand. bright light echoes the center of the darkened room as the shiny flapple flutters to life, it's sour-apple texture standing out against the monochrome backdrop. moonlight filters into the
windows, lighting it's wings with stardust, as it flies across the corner of the room in a buzz of excitement.

[break][break] jayden can only stare, before it snaps over to fern.

[break][break] "fern."

[break][break] a soft smile stretches across his cheeks, unbidden, as he looks at the other.

[break][break] "thank you."

[break][break] his eyes are brighter than they have ever been.

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POSTED ON Jan 9, 2023 1:11:57 GMT
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For a moment, they consider letting the moment be– it is sweet to see him wake from peaceful slumber, after all. He stirs slow and lazy, something more peaceful in his movements than Fern is accustomed to seeing in the other’s waking moments.[break][break]

So of course they have to indulge him a bit longer than they initially intend, warmth filtering through them as he folds to them with ease. Their tongue swiping into his mouth briefly, and leaning against the touch of his hand before they drift away. “Mhm. Birthday.”[break][break]

But their excitement ultimately gets the better of them and they can’t help but hold the gift out and wait with a near bounce to their posture as their fingers curl in the blanket and the flapple flutters out. It flits around the room, likely looking for their own flapple who they’ve acquainted it with. Eventually, it flutters back and settles on the edge of the bed–watching curiously.[break][break]

“I tried really hard to find an applin,” they say hastily, even as they note the width of his smile and their own begins to creep wider. “So this is a symbolic applin, okay?” They pause then, both hands reaching to find his. “Wait- you remember what Galar’s old tale about applin is, yes?”[break][break]

Even if he doesn’t, and the brightness in the violet of his eyes is purely because of delight over the flapple itself, Fern feels thrilled to have evoked that look. All on their own.[break][break]

Still, Fern chose the flapple very specifically.[break][break]

“You’re welcome. Happy birthday, Michail.” One hand raises and slides across his face, then slips through his hair. Brushing it back with care, heart still in their throat even then.

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POSTED ON Jan 25, 2023 7:59:53 GMT
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[attr="class","postbody"] though the sleepiness still clings to him, the kiss from the other stirs something within him. it's enough to remind jayden of his surroundings, as fern confirms it.

[break][break] that's right. it was his birthday.

[break][break] normally, jayden wasn't the kind of person to reveal such private information about him. he simply didn't think it was necessary or practical. it was only because of his friendship with and the boy's incessant nature that he'd been able to pull it out of him.

[break][break] and for that same, incessant nature that mint and fern had banded together to throw that party.

[break][break] "i still can't believe you did that," he murmurs. there is something soft and fuzzy at the edges of his memory as he recalls that day — the shock, the surprise, and eventually - after some strife - the appreciation.

[break][break] gifts are shared and even the ever-stoic jayden can't stop the glow in his eyes as he watches the applin flit around the room. he's distracted for a moment, only to be pulled back by the sweet nature of his partner's voice.

[break][break] "the old tale?" he repeats, confusion filtering through his violet gaze. as much as jayden prided himself on having an endless display of knowledge and information at his disposal, it was only ever in relation to his job. their work. their connection to rocket.

[break][break] "what do you mean?" he asks softly, feeling a flutter in his chest as their hand slides against his cheek. it's the effect has on him, even in the dark light of the room, the soft blush that dots his cheeks.

[break][break] hearing the words happy birthday from fern of all people draws something impossibly fond into his gaze as he searches the other's for an explanation.

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POSTED ON Jan 29, 2023 6:39:17 GMT
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t’s a wonder they were able to find out that it was his birthday. At first, it almost stung that he didn’t go out of his way to say as much, but Fern has slowly, slowly begun to accept that even with them, he holds some cards close to his chest.[break][break]

And trying to pry them loose will get them nowhere.[break][break]

An amused scoff follows the groggy comment, and they lean forward to smooth a hand through his hair again. “It all worked out in the end though, no?”[break][break]

Distraction comes in the form of Jayden’s confusion. Fern, however, brightens—always a lover and collector of odd little stories and traditions.[break][break]

“Oh, so you never heard about it?” It’s probably just a silly thing— an out of date old wives tale. But he remembers the phase in his youth when all of his peers were desperate to find one, and then gift it in turn.[break][break]

They’ve never given one away, though. Personally.[break][break]

Fern can feel the warmth in his face where their palm is pressed to skin, and they smile as that hand slides away to beckon the flapple. In spite of themself, their own face heats with color and there is a twist of nerves that kicks up in their stomach.[break][break]

The little flapple lands delicately on their open hand, tail curling up around their arm for stability. “Like we practiced?” they ask it, and it quickly snaps itself together— pulling its sour apple shell together to at least somewhat resemble its pre-evolved stage.[break][break]

“An applin, when given to someone you care for, is meant to bring good fortune, and…longevity,” they explain carefully, almost awkwardly as a nervous laugh slips free.[break][break]

Their smile still stretches a tough wider, though, as they look back up at Jayden, finding that glint of violet in the lowlight. “Simply put- It’s a love token, Michail.”[break][break]

Whether the tale itself is true or not, the symbolism is the same.

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jayden
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POSTED ON Mar 1, 2023 2:55:40 GMT
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[attr="class","postbody"] birthdays were important and precious to jayden, but also not something that he openly talked about. it wasn't exactly because it was something that he wanted to hide as much as it was something that he didn't think it was important to express. especially to the likes of other rockets, many of whom he was sure already knew it.

[break][break] the look he gives to fern just then is particularly tender, as they sweep his bangs away.

[break][break] "it did."

[break][break] violet eyes shift towards the flapple as it lands down on fern's palm, curiosity shifting in his gaze.

[break][break] as he hears their words, his heart catches at the words that spill from their lips.

[break][break] 'a love token?'

[break][break] "fern. come here."

[break][break] he reaches for them, this time, pulling them close by the lapels of their pajamas.

[break][break] pressing an open-mouthed kiss to convey all the feeling that he had in that very moment for them, all the feelings that he could not put into words.

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harper beck
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forger
rocket admin
in any universe
you are my dark star
6'0 (it's 5'8) height
6'0 (it's 5'8) height
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symphony of lights [m] [il]
POSTED ON Mar 2, 2023 6:35:45 GMT
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They are about to ask if it was perhaps too much. A step too far. But before they can even speak the worry into existence, they fall silent as he speaks. Then pulls them in.[break][break]

Fern, of course, does little to resist. Why would they ever want to?[break][break]

“Oh, hello there,” they barely manage to tease before the heat of his mouth is finding theirs. Their arms slip up to hang heavy around his neck as they drop backward against the bed again, dragging him down along with.[break][break]

Breath hitches in their throat and despite the depth of the kiss, they find themself smiling against his lips. It comes with the sort of happiness they don’t find just anywhere.[break][break]

It’s only found here, with him.[break][break]

It makes Fern want to say all sorts of things. Make all sorts of promises. Instead, they mutter his name. Breathe it out with the air pulled from their lungs. They let their hands wander—slipping through the strands of his hair. Trailing down the lines of his shoulders and spine.[break][break]

Anything to convey the fact that they understand what he means without a word. And that they meet him in response openly, in welcome of whatever he gives.


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jayden
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symphony of lights [m] [il]
POSTED ON Mar 2, 2023 7:16:02 GMT
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[attr="class","postbody"] there are few people in his life that jayden lets in so close, and in fact, may be the only person who's seen him so unfiltered.

[break][break] he can't explain with words how happy it makes him to think that not only would fern spend the time to celebrate their birthday with them, but even orchestrate the activity with all of jayden's close loved ones. it's something that no one else has ever done for him before, not in his whole life.

[break][break] in the absence of his parents, and the family in his life, there had always been a crater of loneliness that had filled him whenever he returned back to an empty apartment. though he had his ghost pokemon and lada to fill in some of the pieces, there was still something empty when he thought about how most other people in his life had someone to come home to.

[break][break] he pours everything into that he pulls them into, wanting nothing more to drown the other in all the tenderness and affection that he is feeling in that moment.

[break][break] fingertips sliding down his shoulders and spine elicit a spark of electricity; he shivers at their touch. he licks his way into their mouth, sliding his hands down their chest and even then some.

[break][break] he nips at their mouth, his breath hot. his gaze smouldering.

[break][break] "i -" his voice hitches.

[break][break] 'you mean the world to me.'

[break][break] "i don't deserve you," he murmurs.

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harper beck
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twenty-nine
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stow-on-side, galar
pansexual
forger
rocket admin
in any universe
you are my dark star
6'0 (it's 5'8) height
6'0 (it's 5'8) height
long black tulips, born in your blue tints. lemongrass eyelids, smoke in your slick lips.
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POSTED ON Mar 9, 2023 17:51:34 GMT
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Bit by bit, Fern thinks that they are managing. Peeling away the defensive layers to find the truer, lonelier parts of Jayden that they seek to soothe and tend to whenever they are offered the chance. It’s well met–they receive that given tenderness willingly. They’ll take whatever he has to give, whenever he gives it.[break][break]

Every kiss, every movement, every touch elicits a shiver under their skin. Soft, pleased sound muffled against his mouth as hands wander over them, downward. Fueling their own excited affection.[break][break]

And then he speaks.[break][break]

I don’t deserve you.[break][break]

They retreat slightly, frowning as they look up at him. A soft huff follows before Fern rolls them in a quick maneuver. Leaving them to stare down at him as they straddle his hips.[break][break]

“Don’t,” they rasp back. Almost furiously. “Don’t say that.” Bright blue glints in the lowlight as they hold his gaze. Their bottom lip almost wobbles before they bite down on it.[break][break]

“You are deserving of every single thing I give you. Every part that I have to offer.”[break][break]

Fern leans close, biting on other words that they could probably say with ease if they allowed themself to. Instead they dip in to travel the slope of his neck. Desperate to prove that they mean this.

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milky

jayden
he/him
28
december 25
ballonlea, galar
bisexual
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jayden cross
symphony of lights [m] [il]
POSTED ON Mar 9, 2023 18:45:35 GMT
jayden cross Avatar
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[attr="class","jaybirdy"]
[attr="class","luck"]
[attr="class","postbody"] the words tumble out of his mouth without meaning too, lost in the heat of the moment. normally hidden beneath layers of distrust and protectiveness, his feelings meet open air, his heart pried open by no one other than .

[break][break] i don't deserve you.

[break][break] you don't deserve this.

[break][break] you thought you were capable of love? ha!

[break][break] some people aren't suited for it.

[break][break] jayden's heart lurches, eyes widening with surprise as fern flips them without preamble. suddenly, his world is turned on it's hilt, and he is staring back at a tide of furious teal.

[break][break] oh.

[break][break] he opens his mouth to protest, but then fern is laying his lips on their neck, drawing a searing line down his collarbone. something hot and impatient curls in his chest, a monster threatening to be unleashed, and a pleasured groan follows suit.

[break][break] teeth graze his skin.

[break][break] "fern..."

[break][break] a low, heated rasp.

[break][break] he offers his neck, his body, his personhood.

[break][break] all for the taking.

[break]

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harper beck
they/he
twenty-nine
august 11
stow-on-side, galar
pansexual
forger
rocket admin
in any universe
you are my dark star
6'0 (it's 5'8) height
6'0 (it's 5'8) height
long black tulips, born in your blue tints. lemongrass eyelids, smoke in your slick lips.
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fern delaney
symphony of lights [m] [il]
POSTED ON Mar 10, 2023 5:51:16 GMT
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Jayden mutters their name, and Fern can feel the flare it kicks off in their chest. The desire to do more ramping up as they nip at his neck, his clavicle. Fingers slide up into his hair, tugging lightly though it’s unneeded. He exposes his neck to them freely. Offering up that vulnerability .[break][break]

And then they make what they believe is a misstep.[break][break]

“Mischa,” it slips out before they can bite down on it. Murmured against his skin, it lacks any of the teasing smugness that had been used the first time Fern had uttered the diminutive.[break][break]

Instead, now it is only full of desire, affection. Full and wholehearted adoration for the person beneath them.[break][break]

Even so, though, Fern stills as soon as they register what it is they’ve said. It isn’t fear that freezes them in place, but something guilty and immediately frantic to make amends for something should not have let slip.[break][break]

“I-“ They lift up, if only to look at him—eyes glinting with worry. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean…to.”[break][break]

Their voice is still raspy with want despite that, because of pulling themself so abruptly from their trailing.

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jayden
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december 25
ballonlea, galar
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jayden cross
symphony of lights [m] [il]
POSTED ON Apr 7, 2023 6:13:53 GMT
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[attr="class","jaybirdy"]
[attr="class","luck"]
[attr="class","postbody"] caught in the heat of the moment, his gaze flutters shut. desire thrums like a drum in his gut, stammering it's way up his throat.

[break][break] 'mischa.'

[break][break] a gasp.

[break][break] "fern - "

[break][break] but it's not a gasp born of fear or trauma. it isn't filled with the horror of a past that is forcibly dredged up. no - lost in the moment that was , jayden feels the spiral of heat and lust that burns a line of desire along his skin. his hips buck upwards, grinding against them, and so lost in the moment - he doesn't realize anything's wrong until there is the absence of heat as fern pulls back, an apology spilling from their lips.

[break][break] his head hazy with lust and affection, he's confused for a moment before his gaze snaps towards them. his hands cup their cheeks, pulling them back down with a fierceness.

[break][break] "don't. don't apologize," he says, pressing their foreheads together. breath lapping over theirs as he surges against them again, and claims their lips with his.

[break][break] "call me anything you want," he whispers, voice raspy with desire. he presses into them, fingers digging into the soft flesh at the juncture of their shoulders. "whenever you want."

[break][break] "take all of me, dusha moya."

[break][break] my soul. my heart.

[break]

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GONGAGER
he/him
25
October 13
GONGAGA
gongaga-romantic
gongager
gongago
me?
gongaga
808 height
808 height
WHERE ARE UNOVA REMAKES
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symphony of lights [m] [il]
POSTED ON May 5, 2023 0:55:35 GMT
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[attr="class","omacceptedtop"]MISSION COMPLETE!

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YOU RECEIVE THE REWARDS BELOW:[break]


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The Shula Region
Hogwarts AU
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Vyrehaven
Celestial Guardians, AU Sailor Moon RP
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Code and Crown: An advanced literate warriors cats RP, set in medieval times
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