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Cami kept picking at the seam of her slip until Nikolaj came and sat next to her on the bed. He was right, this certainly wasn’t how she imagined her life would be going. A few hours prior she was just suffering from feeling unwell. Before then she was just living day to day with her boyfriend. They had their own share of difficulties and things weren’t perfect by any means but Cami had the privilege of staying by his side and that’s all that mattered to her.[break][break]
She got to fall asleep and wake up next to the man she loved more than life itself at this point. She’d felt strongly about Kolya for a while. But back when she had her clinic she just had too many responsibilities on her plate. Not to mention she was used to isolating herself. She could never really afford to waste time on any sort of relationship while she was grinding through school. Romance was out of the question back then. [break][break]
Not that she didn’t have plenty of opportunities, but rather she just shoved them all away. How could she have time to love someone when she didn’t even have time for herself? She was living paycheck to paycheck, and even though the work was grueling and she hardly ever got real rest, it was still her first priority. She loved what she was doing and she didn’t want to compromise that. At least that was her headspace prior to meeting Kolya. He had a way of stumbling into her life and changing everything. [break][break]
Kolya was many of her firsts. He was incredibly special to her. He made her laugh, he talked sense into her on numerous occasions. He was one of the only people on the planet that could handle her smart-ass mouth and attitude. Before she knew it she’d fallen for him. It was extremely scary at the time too. Falling in love and realizing that put Cami in such a sensitive and vulnerable spot. Recognizing that, Kolya was so gentle with her. He listened to how she felt, listened to her fears, and then tried to accommodate. Much like now. Camila was in such a new position. Being pregnant was a big fucking deal. She was sure she’ll have more moments when the anxiety will threaten to consume her just like it did. But whenever that happened Kolya was always so good at supporting her and easing her burdens. [break][break]
“I don’t have a ring to put on your finger yet, but will you marry me anyway, Camila?” Nikolaj asked as his blue eye peered into her own. She could tell just from how he was looking at her that he really loved her. That was never a doubt that Cami had. He always made sure to share his affection for her in numerous ways.
(And positions) Camila felt her heart flutter at the question, but who would she be if not a tease? A mischievous smirk formed on her lips as she turned and placed her hands on Kolya’s shoulders, getting up to straddle him before sitting in his lap.
“Hmmm. I don’t know. You know, that’s kind of a big decision.” She said in a clear playful tone before resting her forehead against his. [break][break]
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Of course I’ll marry you.” She said with a smile as she lifted her hand to caress his face.
“I love you. And I always intended to spend the rest of my life with you.”[break][break]
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