Josh Dragomir
He/Him/His
30
Feb 5
Lavaridge Town
Eyes For Izumi
Exec VP of RaiCorp
Senior Ranger
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Josh Dragomir
Breakeven (M)
POSTED ON Jun 21, 2023 17:21:21 GMT
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Perhaps Amor didn’t know it, but he had just made a massive mistake. [break][break] The Ranger’s expression darkened when he downplayed his situation because he “thought they were gone”. He stopped, then. “I’ll let that go because you’re not thinking rationally” he spoke with a calm sternness, but the slight edge behind his tone made it very clear that Amor had made a major error. The blonde’s grip on Amor’s shoulder became very firm. A reminder that, despite his consistently warm and friendly demeanor towards Amor, Ranger Dragomir was a hardened former International Police member, highly trained, deceptively physically strong, and more than capable of snapping the vital bones of most people with very little effort. [break][break] “Let me remind you. He didn’t just walk back in the next day like nothing happened. I spent YEARS Amor, YEARS, thinking that was it. No happy ending, I spent over four years thinking he was dead. There was no indication he’d survived whatsoever. I had to grieve, I had to LIVE with the knowledge that I could do nothing, that I was too weak to accompany him, that I couldn’t save him” Josh made very clear, calm laced with underlying traces of boiling anger being repressed under the surface. “I had to walk with that burden for a long, long time and even when he came back, that didn’t undo any of the damage. It was already long inflicted. So excuse me for having a miracle happen after years and years of pain and suffering, that while I am deeply grateful it happened, doesn’t erase what I went through.” [break][break] The Ranger took a deep breath as he allowed his grip to relax. He’d gotten it out of his system, at least. He sympathized with Amor’s plight, but he knew how foolish this was. And Amor’s next question was very much an unfair one. One that got him to just sigh. [break][break] “In my heart? I’d do anything. But…” he trailed off as he shook his head. “My mind knows that I have to do it right. I have to do my research, consider things rationally. If this was really feasible, if this was a reliable possibility… Then someone with more resources than you or I would have done it already. A place that can resurrect your loved ones? It’s just not something that would stay a secret for long, and I’m not arrogant enough to think that you or I could straight up discover something this huge, unfettered, no bullshit.” [break][break] His hand moved up so he could hook Amor by the shoulder and neck, pulling him into something of a one-armed hug. While he was angry at Amor for putting him in this situation and insulting what he had been through, he did want it to be clear he was on his side here. “And that’s the rub… How much obsessive, reckless forays into something I might not come back from, before I’m disgracing Izumi’s memory? Playing with forces that I shouldn’t control, potentially causing untold damage. That I’d be willing to risk throwing away the connections we made together, all the memories, or in my case, our kids… To bring her back because I can’t move on? She wouldn’t forgive me, even if I was successful in the end. If she were to die… As much as I would desperately want her back, she would want me to move forward and make a happy life for myself and the kids. And if one day a reliable option came up? Maybe that’s the day I’d see her again. Maybe I have to wait until it’s my time to go, I don’t know. But something like that… What I know for sure is that cheating death is never free. And she wouldn’t want someone to pay the price for her life either.” [break][break] But he knew Amor probably wouldn’t stop, even with that. He knew all too well that Amor wouldn’t let anything stop him. [break][break] “We’ll explore a bit more, see if we can gather intel” he brought up then, surprisingly offering to continue to help. “But as soon as things look dangerous, we need to turn back. Regroup. Put our heads together, do more research as a team, and actually get a plan together that doesn’t involve lying to me and rushing in.” [break][break] Izumi was going to kill Amor if she found out about that. [break][break] “I don’t know who this is for. But I know that they would never want you to risk yourself in the unknown like this for their sake. If there’s any chance that this will lead to your happiness, I’ll do my best to help. But I refuse to risk your life foolishly either. If things go wrong, I need your word that we’ll leave and return with a proper battle plan” Josh remarked, shooting Amor a pointed look. “You may refuse to believe it, but you have a family that loves you. And wants what’s best for you, and for you to be safe. You are my children’s godfather, Amor, and they look to you like you’re their own family. As do Izumi and I. My kids look up to you, and we depend on you. We don't want something to happen to you.” [break][break]
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