REALITY? [POSTDORMITUM]

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January 25

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Eva Morales

REALITY? [POSTDORMITUM]

POSTED ON Apr 23, 2023 19:03:39 GMT

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She hides the inkling of pain that creeps up into her chest. She should be used to it by now. Her body should have built an impenetrable wall that concealed her from the pain he would inevitably bring her. True to history, he always finds a way around it.

He didn’t fear losing her, just losing. She wonders briefly to herself if he would have sacrificed her for the coveted win. Something in her guts tells her he would have.

“I see,” is all she says in response. It's a vague answer that both validates his feelings but dismisses them at the same time to protect her own.

“I’m afraid to die alone,” she answers his previous question truthfully, “But perhaps it’s inevitable now.”

MATIAS SILPH

+50 for participation in mission/battle
+10 incorporating realm’s paranoia
+10 per IC post (31)
+10 aiding another character

= 380 MP

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MATIAS SILPH

REALITY? [POSTDORMITUM]

POSTED ON Apr 27, 2023 11:13:07 GMT

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he would have.[break][break]

"you won't die alone."[break][break]

the words are said with certainty that stem from nothing. assurances made with no base, no foundations to support it. what might have been enough in the past won't be this time.[break][break]

not after trust is broken.[break][break]

"you won't."[break][break]

Eva Morales[break]

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50 MP for participation in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission.[break]
100 MP for completing a Postdormitum Mission.[break]
10 MP for assisting another character and/or their Pokemon. x2[break]
10 MP per IC post in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission. x31[break][break]

TOTAL: 480 MP

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Eva Morales

REALITY? [POSTDORMITUM]

POSTED ON Apr 27, 2023 20:27:25 GMT

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He said it before already, adding just the right ingredients to the planted seed to make it grow: ’you’re too good for any of us,’.

So when he says she won’t die alone, she doesn’t believe him. It’s hard when he’s lied so many times, “You’re good at lying when you need to be,” she chuckles softly, shaking her head, “But you’re not very good at it right now.”

MATIAS SILPH

+50 for participation in mission/battle
+10 incorporating realm’s paranoia
+10 per IC post (32)
+10 aiding another character

= 390 MP

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MATIAS SILPH

REALITY? [POSTDORMITUM]

POSTED ON Apr 29, 2023 11:24:43 GMT

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eventually, he sighs.[break][break]

"some of us are meant to die alone. like me, for example, but i never thought that of you."[break][break]

whether she believes him is out of his hands.[break][break]

"i hope you're able to believe in yourself again."[break][break]

Eva Morales[break]

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She / Her

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Heterosexual...?

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Eva Morales

REALITY? [POSTDORMITUM]

POSTED ON Apr 30, 2023 19:15:07 GMT

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“You don’t have to die alone, Matias,” all he had to do was let someone love him, and not push them away. He didn’t need to be isolated like he feels he is. Truly, genuinely, with all her heart, she hoped he would find that peace one day - even if it wasn’t with her.

She turns to wade her way back through the pink mist, casting her voice over her shoulder as she leaves him to tenderly reach for someone else, “See you around,” Or not, “Goodbye, Matias.”

MATIAS SILPH

+50 for participation in mission/battle
+10 incorporating realm’s paranoia
+10 per IC post (33)
+10 aiding another character
+100 for completing a mission
+300 for 'losing'

= 800 MP

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MATIAS SILPH

REALITY? [POSTDORMITUM]

POSTED ON May 1, 2023 6:13:27 GMT

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"..."[break][break]

only when she has disappeared into the mist does he finally speak.[break][break]

"goodbye, eva."[break][break]

Eva Morales[break]

SPOILER: Click to show

50 MP for participation in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission.[break]
100 MP for completing a Postdormitum Mission.[break]
300 MP for "losing" a Postdormitum Battle/Mission.[break]
100 MP for completing a Postdormitum Mission.[break]
10 MP for assisting another character and/or their Pokemon. x2[break]
10 MP per IC post in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission. x33[break][break]

TOTAL: 900 MP

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