jayden
he/him
28
december 25
ballonlea, galar
bisexual
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we'll never get free, lamb to the slaughter
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jayden cross
under my skin
POSTED ON Feb 3, 2024 7:18:26 GMT
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He shut his eyes.
[break][break] jayden cross didn't have panic attacks often. In fact, it had been on Hoenn that he had his first one — on those sandy beaches of Slateport City, right in the middle of the Hoenn Star Tournament. He still remembered the way his heart had shattered at the sight of Chu-e Choi and Leon Vercetti, the way that they had laughed, the way that Chu-e Choi's mouth had curved into a smile and lit up in a way that he had never been able to —
[break][break] But that had been a lifetime ago.
[break][break] Jayden didn't feel that way about him anymore, hadn't for a long time now, and yet —
[break][break] He drops down, fingers clutching winter-white around his knees.
[break][break] Psychic pink energy flowed around him like a blanket, surrounding it in it's soothing embrace. As her small hands rubbed down his spine in a reassuring gesture, he could only think about the way that Cillian Quinn had comforted him back then.
[break][break] Neither he or Cillian had ever been good at speaking. It was one of the many things that Naomi Sato were better at than them.
[break][break] He took a deep, shuddering breath. The admin tried to listen to her as best as he could, fists pressed hard against bone. He trembled still, though her soothing touch aided him in his recovery.
[break][break] "I - I - " He swallowed thickly. "I saw him. I saw Chu-E. He was in Evergrande. Alive, but he - "
[break][break] He said he didn't want to come home, just like illeana reyes.
[break][break] He said it wasn't where he belonged, like CIAN MAHER.
[break][break] He said that he wanted to die, just like Jayden had, once upon a time.
[break][break] His voice was a quiet whisper, as if it was a treasonous thing to say.
[break][break] "He said he loved me."
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