Digging through dirt

i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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300 height

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POSTED ON Feb 28, 2024 8:05:46 GMT

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Paxton tilted his head, surprised by the answer. Groudon. A double edged sword. He thinks of the records of the previous Groudon user and the primal poisoning that killed them. "Yeah." he said with a small nod, sympathizing with whatever thought Matias didn't want to finish. He didn't pry it out of him. "I can get that for you, if you trust me." he said. "We have therapists on payroll. People that can help." he said before pausing. "Or, you can talk to me. You know where my office is and I'd always clear my schedule for you." He'd do the same for CALLISTA MOON and maybe even Eva Morales. He offered a small pat on the man's shoulder, hoping the slight touch would keep him from tumbling into his own thoughts. [break][break]

"Trust takes a lifetime to build, and a second to destroy it." he said, echoing a sentiment that has probably been said to Matias over and over since the council had their meeting on him. "I won't hesitate to trust you after what we've been through." hiss tone grew firmer as he transitioned. "But you know as well as I do, you have to be able to defend your choices. And you've yet to do that with dahlia goode." [break][break]

"I don't agree with your involvement with Elisabeth Fiorelli. But I want to trust you are doing what you think is best for Hoenn. Just like in Kanto." he said, though it's obvious there's a tension pulling his expression into a frown as he thought about the Rocket Underboss. He'd already had it out elsewhere about the whole thing with PENELOPE LIVY. "But if anybody should be informed of this, it's your Commissioner. Protect yourself, you're smarter than that." he said. [break][break]

"And if you have a reason to distrust people in the council, people like PENELOPE LIVY, I'd like to know. It's my job to investigate these things after all." he added, worrying plain as day on his face. He had been concerned over Chi-Yu's effects on the councilwoman. But he had yet to either notice a change or speak to her much about it.

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paxton concordas wouldn't ever realize it, but the small touch they offer matias is taken as a lifeline. it pulls him out of the depths of his unraveling conscience, strong enough to act as a tether to stop him from falling.[break][break]

but it won't be enough to stop him from drowning.[break][break]

"thanks, pax."[break][break]

matias is a man of little words when it comes to sentiments. the look he gives them should be telling enough.[break][break]

and at the mention of PENELOPE LIVY and the council, he shakes his head.[break][break]

"nah, no reason yet. i'm just being petty. they're fine."

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vermillion city, kanto

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Matias locks eyes with him and Paxton offer a smile of encouragement. It's small, but if he could offer any comfort to the man before him, he would. "Anytime, Matias." He doesn't push him for more, lets him settle in this moment of vulnerability. His hand drops and he gave a glance at the strange tera tunnel before wiping his dusty hands on his slacks and finishing up his notes. All of which are promptly shoved into the back pocket of his pants. [break][break]

"Alright, if that changes," he began, looking back at Matias. "or you just need someone to listen, don't hesitate to come find me." With that he turned to the sunken walls and began to climb his way out of the open air tunnel before turning to offer the man a hand out. [break][break]

"C'mon, I need lunch."

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not needing or particularly wanting to share more, matias is appreciative that this is the note they leave on. any more, however, and it might have been enough to make a lasting difference.[break][break]

"sure."[break][break]

just as paxton concordas had done in the trenches of kanto, they offer their hand, pulling matias out into the warm daylight and into the next battle.

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