Lisa Bortiforte
She/Her
31
August 30
Camphrier Town, Kalos
Bi/Heteroromantic
Bioterrorist
Underboss
Bury me in the roses and rot; I'll come back thorned.
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"I don't like to dwell on my own past," she said, eyes flitting away from his again. He seemed so intent on circling back to this same well of conversation, and she could only dance away from it for so long before he dragged her back to it. "I'm not proud of it. I don't... I made sacrifices I'd prefer not to, and I..."[break][break]
How to explain this to a man who never doubted himself? How to justify her discomfort in a way he understood?[break][break]
"I mourn the version of myself I had to give up, to become who I am now," she said finally, and there was a smallness in her voice as she did so. "I mourn that there is no way of returning to her. In many ways, she was a better person than I am."[break][break]
Did he mourn the boy he'd been in Kanto, too? The one who had never known the Silphs, the one who couldn't read a book he'd found in a dumpster and had to beg a stranger to explain to him?[break][break]
Had he ever grieved his past, the way she grieved hers?[break][break]
"You'll laugh at me for it, but I pretended to be that person in Hoenn for a little while." He'd met that version of her in her flower shop, feigning a polite and mild-mannered persona. Pretending she was like everyone else in the region, instead of the imposter she felt she was. "It didn't last, though. It never does, because the sting of resentment for the unfairness of it all never goes away."[break][break]
It was why Wo-chien had chosen her. She could never smother out that anger at her own suffering in its entirety.[break][break]
She couldn't be content with the freedom she'd earned, because she'd paid too dearly for it.
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