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Identity Crisis [M]
POSTED ON Jul 23, 2024 17:47:26 GMT
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[attr="class","aurelie_lyrics"]How well do we know ourselves, let alone each other?
[attr="class","aurelie_body"]It didn't occur to Aurelie until she was already impatiently waiting outside the door to Jack's apartment with gourmet pizza, a bottle of wine, and an apology on the tip of her tongue that perhaps she might be acting a bit...creepy. Maybe even a bit like a stalker. Certainly desperate.

But in a way, she was. She'd meant every word of the last text she'd sent to Jack, one of the many he'd never answered—and probably never read. "I need you," she'd told him. "I miss you. I want to see you."

So, here she was.

It's been so long... the redhead thought, watching alertly for a glimpse of his tall, slender frame and trying to ignore the curious stares of neighbors and passersby. After their first dream meeting, Jack had shunned her throughout their whole fateful sojourn in the Megalopolan prison, and by now, she didn't know if he even cared whether she lived or died.

It hurt more than Aurelie would've expected. All of it was worse than she would've expected. She never would've thought she would miss Jack so much or feel so upset that he seemed to have lost all feelings for her. Because she hadn't lost them for him...

Which was the most confusing part of it all. She knew they were no longer entirely casual, off-and-on lovers anymore, but...she wasn't even here to jump into his bed now. Even though she wouldn't object if he let her.

But Aurelie really did just want to see him. And hear his voice again. And feel his hand in hers and see his smile. And cook for him. And...and...

Damn it, if I keep going on like this, I'm going to start crying in the street, she thought, clenching her teeth fiercely and willing herself to keep it together. Arceus, where is he? There's so much I want to ask him. Isn't he done with work yet?

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Identity Crisis [M]
POSTED ON Jul 25, 2024 0:47:19 GMT
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Pamplemousse paused the video he had been watching on pokemon weaknesses and counters, disrupted by the the sound of knocking on the apartment door. He waited silently, hoping that whatever unwelcome visitor darkening the doorstep would think the apartment empty and go away. Jack's Boltund betrayed him, leaping up from his place on the floor to bark excitedly at the door. Not for the first time, Pamplemousse considered forcing the pest into a pokeball.[break][break]

Resigned to his fate, Pamplemousse rose from his seat and walked purposefully toward the door. Ready to send a solicitor packing, he pulled open the door to find someone he had been intentionally avoiding: Jack's girlfriend Aurelie. Jack must be a master pipelayer if she hadn't been able to take the hint. Keeping his expression impassive, he swung the door open wider for her.[break][break]

"Do come in," he said as Watts leapt excitedly onto the woman, his tongue lolling out as he happily pawed at her.

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Identity Crisis [M]
POSTED ON Jul 27, 2024 18:38:40 GMT
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[attr="class","aurelie_lyrics"]How well do we know ourselves, let alone each other?
[attr="class","aurelie_body"]Aurelie's knees went weak with relief when she heard the familiar barking of an excited Boltund from the other side of Jack's front door, followed by heavy footsteps and the click of the door being unlocked. When the door swung open, the only reason she didn't launch herself immediately at him was because of the pizza and wine bottle in each hand.

Well, that and a very effusive Watts enthusiastically rearing up to paw at her, sniff her, and lick her hands and face. Aurelie let out a breathless giggle. "Watts! Hi buddy! How've you been? Let me just put this stuff down..."

She turned unthinkingly and started to put the pizza box down on a table she remembered being near the door, only to realize it'd been moved a few feet away. The redhead frowned, reminded by this minor change about the greater changes Jack had gone through. Quietly, she set down the pizza and wine.

While she gave Watts the petting and belly rubs he richly deserved, the coolness of Jack's greeting sank in for her. Aurelie looked up at his face, searching it for any emotion at all.

He looks...well, good. As always. The redhead chuckled at herself. Handsome as ever. But serious. And...almost angry? Definitely annoyed. Like he...like he doesn't even want me here.

"Are you mad at me?" she burst out impetuously, too hurt and confused to think about tact or diplomacy. "Do you still hate me for what...for the things that happened in... Do you want to...to..."

She couldn't finish any of her sentences. That last one, though, would've been, Do you want to break up with me? Her heart hammered in her chest.

"So, uh, clearly, I think we should talk," she stammered instead, trying to awkwardly recover some dignity and graciousness. "Over pizza, though. It's got all your favorite toppings, at least the ones I remember. And no mochi, I promise."

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POSTED ON Aug 5, 2024 2:58:12 GMT
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"Hate is a wasted emotion," Pamplemousse replied emotionlessly. His chest ached, a problem he attributed to Jack; whether it be over his girlfriend's betrayal in the prison or Pamplemousse's cold treatment of her now, he couldn't discern. He didn't care either. He needed to do what was best for Jack.[break][break]

His brows knitted into a frown at the woman's invitation to sit and eat but as he opened his mouth to tell her to get lost, his stomach gave an audible growl. "Fine," he said instead as he sat down at Jack's table and took a slice of pizza. He pointedly ignored the Boltund that shamelessly begged from the floor next to him.[break][break]

"Why don't you start by defining 'the things' you're referencing from the prison," Pamplemousse said between bites of food as he stared impassively at her. Perhaps there could be purpose in this. Jack may not see it, but Aurelie wasn't the innocent little lady Jack perceived her as. Pamplemousse had no illusions about her. Maybe this conversation would disillusion Jack too.

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Identity Crisis [M]
POSTED ON Aug 9, 2024 17:06:02 GMT
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[attr="class","aurelie_lyrics"]How well do we know ourselves, let alone each other?
[attr="class","aurelie_body"]Anger flared in Aurelie's heart at Jack's seeming emotionlessness and indifference to her. He's acting like he hardly knows me. Like we're strangers who only vaguely met in passing, or something. Yet, he was someone she'd known almost as long as she'd been in Hoenn, and he certainly knew her body the best out of anyone in Hoenn, if not her mind or heart.

Was it only the food, and maybe Watts, that got her in the door now? He'd never been like this before, not even after their first and only conversation in dream-Ultra Megalopolis. He'd clearly cared then, so much so that it made her heart ache. Could he really have moved on so thoroughly since then?

Even with that heartache, though, his dry, clinical request reignited her ire. If he wasn't going to show any softness, then Aurelie wouldn't either.

"Fine," she snapped, crossing her arms and clenching her jaw. "I don't know if you're having a memory lapse or trying to guilt me, but I'll say what I did.

"When they asked our ward to vote for another ward to be punished, I voted for your ward. I didn't do the noble thing and either abstain or vote to punish my ward instead."


There was much more Aurelie could have added to this simple account. She hadn't recognized Jack at all, or Isaac, or Howard, or anyone else in that ward—or in the other ward, for that matter. All she had seen was that the Dummy ward was a little smaller and yet had more people who attacked the guards.

Nor was it that the only time or the only ward to get punished. On that first day, her ward had been "rewarded" with a vision of what they yearned for most, but on following days, every ward was beaten, laughed at, and taunted with visions of their heart's desire. No one had been favored; they'd all suffered equally in the end.

Somehow, though, Aurelie didn't think this new, infuriatingly dispassionate Jack would care about those details. He only wanted her to list her crimes. And presumably, to pass judgement on her all over again.

By what right does he even have to punish me? she thought. Her face flushed a blotchy pink with her rising emotions. How dare he stand there like judge and jury to proclaim that I "betrayed" him? How dare he?

"Anything else?" the redhead challenged him, raising an eyebrow and reaching toward the box to seize a slice of pizza. She chomped and munched it with a fury. "You said that was just to start. Anything else you want to discuss, Jack?"

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POSTED ON Aug 13, 2024 0:41:49 GMT
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It was clear he had already won the battle. Aurelie was revealing herself for who she truly was. Pamplemousse knew that she was not to be trusted, knew that Jack shouldn't trust her. He pressed forward, into the opening she had created.[break][break]

"So your solution to the problem was to hurt others? Hurt people who didn't deserve it? Hurt a person that you are supposed to love?" he asked, dispassionately. From the way she was chewing, he knew he need only push her a little further before she snapped. Pamplemousse would be blameless and she would no longer be a dagger pressed against Jack's ribs.[break][break]

Before he could pressure her further, Watt's head snaked over the lip of the table to grab a slice of pizza for himself. Pamplemousse ripped it from his mouth, his face a mask of cold fury at the disobedience.[break][break]

"Out!" he roared at Jack's pokemon as the Boltund scurried fearfully to the bedroom with his tail between his legs.[break][break]

He had lost his advantage in the disruption. Instead, he settled back into his chair and schooled his features back to impassivity, only cocking one eyebrow as if in invitation for Aurelie to respond.

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Identity Crisis [M]
POSTED ON Aug 13, 2024 2:40:26 GMT
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[attr="class","aurelie_lyrics"]How well do we know ourselves, let alone each other?
[attr="class","aurelie_body"]Before Jack had even fully leaned back in his chair, Aurelie was on him, bestriding his knees, her face flushed with fury. Pamplemousse—not that she had any inkling of who or what he was—had judged her mood correctly. It'd only taken an instant for her to reach her snapping point.

But perhaps, the words that spilled forth in an irate torrent from her foam-dotted, tomato sauce-flecked lips weren't what he might have expected to hear.

"You absolute asshole! What the bloody hell was that?" she raged at him, landing a sharp slap across his face. The mark of her palm glowed a bright, livid red against his sun-kissed skin.

"Scream at me all you want. I deserve it. You're right—I'll hurt other people. Even innocent people, if it means I can save my own skin." She was gripping his collar now and shaking him bodily back and forth, her natural strength augmented now by her sudden indignation.

"Though if I'd known, I would've never wanted to hurt you. I would've wanted a hundred other people to be beaten and battered, before I let them touch a hair on your head," she snarled, her voice quietening but not subsiding in intensity. "You're better than me, Jack. You've always been the better person."

Aurelie pressed her face to his and gave him a final wrench, the muscles rippling along the side of her jaw. "So, act like it! Why in Arceus' name are you screaming at Watts, of all people? Why are you taking your anger at me out at him?

"Talk about hurting the innocent."
She climbed off him abruptly and stood up, glaring down at Jack. "Scold me all you want. Hate me. But don't hurt someone else who loves you."

A thin, plaintive whine emerged from the bedroom where Watts had taken shelter. The sound went to Aurelie's heart, which was still pounding from her sudden, swift movements and the depth of her fury. Where Pamplemousse was as cold as ice, she burned as hot as her own forge fires, incandescent with pain on both her own and the Pokemon's behalf.

"And give me that." With the same force with which she hammered a bar of heated metal into a flat, sleek blade, the redhead swiped at Jack's hand and snatched away the torn slice of pizza that Watts had tried to steal. Every part of her body trembled with emotion.

"Don't be like me, Jack. Be better." With that, Aurelie spun on her heel and stalked toward the bedroom door. With a shuddering effort, she softened her voice.

"Watts? Do you still want pizza? It's still warm, if you're still interested..."

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