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"I don't." Chu-e lies, knowing the truth of it is much crueler. Once confident gaze skirts away from the Admin, a deep crimson slowly filling out his cheeks and the bridge of his nose. [break][break]
He
hated howard slayte. Hated how he could always see through him when so many people never bothered. When they only saw what they wanted, what they needed him to be, what they thought that Chu-e Choi was. Howard saw through all the lies that Chu-e had choked down for long he believed them himself. Howard was terribly cruel for making Chu-e confront the wounded child at his core, the one who pleaded for an end to all this in any way it could get it.[break][break]
Chu-e, red faced and terrible, slid his eyes back over to meet Howard's. He looked like he might hurt him. To give Howard what he wanted, to tear out his heart and crush it between weak palms, then cry into what was left behind to try and bury the corpse inside of him once again.[break][break]
Instead, Chu-e kissed him.[break][break]
It was not demanding great description. It was not a movie kiss. Not a novel one. Not one depicted in great romantic paintings. It was a quick crush of chapped lips on burned, painful cracking of teeth behind skin, and so quick it could be mistaken for something else.[break][break]
Over in a blink.[break][break]
Then Chu-e was instantly pulling himself off of Howard as if Howard had burned him. As if
he was the one who initiated the affection.[break][break]
"Then I'll love you, because I can't love myself." He spat, like a curse. Like this was all Howard's fault, in some sick and cosmic sense.[break][break]
"That's the most vile thing that I can do for either of us since you want to suffer so badly."[attr="class","notes"]
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🔗 chu-e x howard cyber REAL
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