Sharp
He/Him
Twenty-Six
November 17th
Lavaridge
Bisexual
Head I.E Engineer
Head Scientist
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Miles Sharp
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POSTED ON May 28, 2021 1:10:48 GMT
She agrees and for that he's thankful.
He leads her down a path he feels he hasn't walked enough, despite confidence that he could get to their destination blindfolded.
He's left with a new question, where does his story begin? Or rather for this audience where should he start it? For his unending verboseness, a man of a million words that could be said in five he cannot decide. The irony is almost palpable.
"A year ago my life changed, but I suppose this tale begins earlier."
"My mother is the strongest woman I've ever known. She was born in a body too frail for her personality. But despite that, she was this town's gym leader for 15 years. Over the course of those 15 years, she had and raised me. Never once until she absolutely had to did she ever even consider retiring." He can't help but laugh, those days watching her come home beaten from countless battles only to have her cook, play, and love him.
"And when she couldn't she fell hard. We lost a lot when she was deemed unfit to continue the gym. The league fed us to an extent. It's how we managed to keep our home, but for the cost of her treatments on top of my educatio-" he feels himself getting lost in the minutia of his life, "Life was tough after mom retired. And her son only made life tougher. I spent my youth rebelling, doing whatever I could to escape this place. Can you imagine living with someone, your son, who hated this place? A place you gave so much of your life fighting for daily; the home that you loved unconditionally? Dealing with this petulant child who dreamed solely of grander horizons, who was so content to let this place burn and die if it meant a shot at getting him out of here, and still having to provide for him, having to love him?"
He's shaking now whether it's from the cold or anger is unknown. But somehow the rain has lightened, or at least it has on him. The umbrella covers them both now to an extent.
"But she does. She does sit without ever complaining. She makes sure he's fed and clothed so he can continue his tantrums another day. But with age comes a modicum of wisdom and slowly he begins to realize how much she's done for him, how much he cares about her. In time he dedicates himself to making it easier for her. To make sure she doesn't have to worry about anything anymore."
"But that can't happen overnight. The resources needed to become the person he needs to be are expensive. Still, for her son's dreams, she makes it happen as she always did. Years pass and finally the money spent pays off, but not without taking its toll and more. My mother grew sicker in those years. Money for medicine went towards textbooks and tuition. Even so, he was finally in a place where we could turn the situation around.
And for a while I did." Wet shoes clatter against wetter stone. They near their destination now.
"I managed a job with Devon Corp, through them I was able to supplement our income. Their benefits allowed a plan where she finally received the facilities she'd lacked for years. She'd made more progress in months than I'd seen in years, real progress." You could hear his heart breakthrough his voice. His shoulders rise with his chest as it heaves unevenly. A hand steadies itself on a nearby tree before he pushing forward.
"We got caught in Slateport during the war. When Blacephalon came it blew us apart we didn't stand a chance."
When I regained consciousness I saw two things my mother impaled by shrapne and Fernando Silph. Protected by one of the creatures we pray. Guarded by a literal deity before ignoring us to fight. I screamed out. Begged for any kind of help, any kind of assistance. But people like us, don't matter in the grand scheme of things.
I spent an hour wandering the battlefield searching for any kind of assistance, begging the league stepping over bodies petitioning for help. But all in power cared to fight. No one had time for us, we were forgotten numbers, casualties to be counted later.
My mother never regained consciousness.
Still there was a chance to save her. If I just had the money, and I was so close Stormy. I was so damn close." He grits his teeth recalling his multitude of failures. I spent the next months gathering funds. taking on whatever project I could, extra jobs whatever it took to save my mother's life. But in the aftermath of the battle. Devon was bought out by Silph and it was decided that my research wasn't deemed worth continuing. With no means of continuing my mother's treatment that's how her story ends.
Like a candle in the night.
Betrayed by a league that didn't care enough to watch after its veterans. Betrayed by a system that couldn't keep its citizens safe. Betrayed by a company that solely profited from its wars. And Betrayed by a son too stupid, and too weak to ever make the system work for him."
Finally, they've made it to their destination, a grave in a field of graves - all indistinct. This one Read 'Gloria Sharp' in some indistinguishable gothic font. This was the culmination of her life.
"When I buried her I made two promises to myself.
The first was I'd change the powers that be. I'd save as many as possible from ending up like me. To protect those that their protectors had betrayed in their ignorance. I'd use my knowledge to help build a region safe for everyone regardless of status.
The second was to completely and utterly, destroy the Silph name. The family that only served to gain as people died, I'd show those war profiteers what it truly felt like to be powerless, by any means necessary."
He lays the bouquet of yellow and white against her grave before finally turning to face Stormy, "Thus I joined an organization that I believed could help me do that." He steps away from the umbrella now choosing to submerge himself in the rain.
" Elite 4, and Elite Ranger Stormy Silph, My name is Miles Sharp, I'm a head scientist for Team Rocket." There's no joy in the reveal. There is want, there is pain and there is love.
The story had yet to truly end, but perhaps this is all she needs to hear.
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