Sharp
He/Him
Twenty-Six
November 17th
Lavaridge
Bisexual
Head I.E Engineer
Head Scientist
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Miles Sharp
Blood
POSTED ON May 26, 2021 1:38:14 GMT
He returns to Lavaridge what must be days later. Body bruised and mind broken. Everything blends together now and he's no better for it.
The click of the door reveals a home just as he, As they'd left it. It's messier than he generally kept it. They were in a rush to leave and so things were thrust around. Stained glasses from the night prior sat on the coffee table alongside bandages and gauze all of which were off-kilter, a testament to the festivities of the night prior,
For all the mess it looks lived in. In this now icy room there'd once been life, life it hadn't seen in years outside of the past three months.
He moves through the house in silence, the creaking floors echo against its walls leading him deeper into the living room. Tired eyes scan the territory; memories of their first night pierce through like sunlight through translucent petals. He remembers how they'd danced. He'd counted his steps to the keys and melodies as they waltzed in a ballroom far too small for two. The clarity of the horn and steady rock of the drums echo in the recesses of his mind for what could be minutes.
These are a few of my favorite things...
No longer did the sun's rays meld through the glass door, Today only ash-covered gray skies existed as far as the eye could see. Why was he here? Another question without an answer.
He passes through the memories walking to a photo. He's no older than 17 that rebellious glint in his eyes, the one that all teenagers have at some point. His mother's arms, fragile, as they wrap around him. In her eyes, there's pride, why? he still cannot understand. For all his faults for all the pain he'd caused her, for all his failures his mother only had love for him.
Would she now?
He wanders to the screen doors thinking on the lies he spoke unintentional as they were and how right she was.
"Miles you barely know me."
The words haunted him over the days, but in this chapel of memories they wer particularly poignant, so much so he can almost see her in that black dress under that starless night. What she'd feared had come to pass for all the bravado he'd shown in the moment.
Only is it then that he spies it, a pokeball unfamiliar as is the sticky note right beside:
I know that this is super ridiculous of me, to celebrate three months of seeing you like I am....
but you've become really important to me! I definitely didn't break in or anything to leave this behind for you to find and I locked the door behind me when I left(you should really be more careful!)
Anyway, as you can see, I'm a terrible note-writer(see back)
But I just need you to know that you mean a lot to me and all that mushy stuff. Thank you for everything!
Happy 3 months, Miles I love you!
Whatever's left empties and with the pokeball in hand he falls against the wood floor and he weeps.
He weeps until sleep consumes him.
He weeps because there's no pain like hurting the one you love.
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