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"because i overestimated myself and underestimated everyone else."

that was how he survived kanto but he had failed to adapt since then. his approach there cannot work here; the events of primeval prove as much; a lesson he's learned at a far too costly expense.

her prod about team rocket is ignored as he counters, continuing with a thought.

"that's one more silph out of the limelight. now, only you and fernando remain."

he pauses.

"are you going to step up?"

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neither of them are worse than the other. he may have started this but she led him on, feeding into his delusions and desires with the right potency to keep him hooked, and in return, he whispered sweet nothings to pander to her insecurities, filling an ever-present void.

"are you trying to convince me or yourself?"

his muted expression is colored by the brief flshaes of her pokeballs. the presence of the butterfree foreshadows a familiar TELEPORT, bringing them to to the end of their encounter.

it may very well be their last. might as well make the most of it.

"go on, then. i'm unarmed with nothing but my dick in my hand. commit to hating me, stop pretending, stop fucking running, and kill me."

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there's no use in reliving all of it no matter how vividly the memory plays out in his head. everything from the starry night sky, the romantic walk along the beach, and even the small gracidea plucked from the heart of area zero; he remembers them as though it was the best night of his life.[break][break]

"aren't you going to feed me?"[break][break]

the end of their meal rapidly approaches. with one more spoonful of disgust, regret, and perhaps care, it will all be over. he grins all the same, completely aware of where they are and what will follow.[break][break]

he knows he doesn't have to lean in. she'll shove it right into his mouth.[break][break]

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"you sure?"[break][break]

but as his gaze falls on the dark and empty bedroom behind her, on the large bed that suddenly looks as though it's made out of rocks, he realizes it's less about sleep and more about not wanting to be alone.[break][break]

he realizes he doesn't want to stay up by himself either.[break][break]

returning the squeeze of her hand, he asks:[break][break]

"want to go for a walk with me?"[break][break]

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they really are alike, because every ounce of venom she spits can be mirrored without losing any bit of potency. she's always pretending. she's afraid. she pushes people away. she leaves. she hurts them. she tests them.

that's what she has been doing to him, isn't it? and it's what he's been defying over and over with no end in sight. his stance has always been known; he hadn't been lying then.

"shut up."

her eyes may water but his are as dry as the desert.

"i'm not you, elisa, so stop projecting."

he advances.

"why do you care anyways? you never wanted me. you've made that clear from the moment you met me."

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like he had done it on purpose? maybe. but to even think him capable of doing such a thing is reason enough for his sudden distancing that leaves her wanting, evident by her stretched hand.[break][break]

it's hard not to accept her when what follows feels so grounding, her touch a tether, her presence a haven.[break][break]

"it's fine."[break][break]

he breathes a sigh as his fingers intertwine with hers.[break][break]

"it'll be a while before the sun comes up. you should go back to sleep."[break][break]

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stubborn as usual, she deflects any genuine concern she receives with the belief that it'd keep her safe and unharmed. it's actually what's killing her; the pain slow and cruel.

"i'm not pretending."

but he had been mere moments ago up until he wasn't. all of the things he's said to her tonight were true at one point in time, but perhaps not anymore.

"i'm not leaving you because of who you are. i accepted you fucking ages ago."

what she says next silences any further concern from leaving him. he bites down on his tongue, caught off guard at the sight of annalise henderson walking away from him.

"she won't leave me."

he blinks.

"she won't."

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"oddly enough, yeah, i do, but maybe not in the way you think."

while it's true that he felt understood and perhaps even accepted by Elisabeth Fiorelli, the level of support he felt from her pales in comparison to the likes of ollie morales, paxton concordas, lam logan, Melody Miro, Eva Morales, and kyle lopez—they were there for him when he needed them most. they risked their lives for him, and if that's not the ultimate sign of acceptance, then what is?

he sighs.

"i understand myself better now."

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he raises an eyebrow.[break][break]

"oh, professor. if i had all the pieces in me, then surely there'd be no need to create an orb in the first place."[break][break]

there would've been no need to accept the corrupted RED SHARD from Elisabeth Fiorelli either. he wonders why the realization never occurred to illeana reyes. perhaps this was a mistake.[break][break]

"no offense, but i need you focused if you're going to do this."[break][break]

but he has to give her a chance.[break][break]

"so, i'm only going to say this once: when i brought groudon back to hoenn, the red orb shattered in the process, leaving pieces of it seared into my flesh. the rest of it remains in land hoenn, though given its inhabitants and the fact that their leader, zac, died in the process, it's safe to assume they won't be easily retrieved anymore."[break][break]

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"if i had the red orb to begin with, things would have turned out far differently."[break][break]

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POSTED ON Jun 13, 2024 9:29:15 GMT

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"when have i ever been patient?"

he clicks his tongue jokingly, though his tone shifts a moment after, knowing he's yet to say something that may be hollow and inconsequential but something that still needs to be said.

a soft breeze flows past their legs as he say, "i'm sorry, lam, for everything."

then, after a beat, he reaches out for his friend's shoulder.

"gotta start where i can, right?"

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they were more than friends, but that's beside the point. her confusion is instantly mirrored through the pinch of his brows. he looks at her, startled at the veiled accusation behind her question.[break][break]

"what? of course it was an accident. how could you even ask me that?"[break][break]

he doesn't even feel her stepping away before he does so himself, though there's only so far he can go with his back against the railing. if she had it her way, he'd be flung off it, no doubt.[break][break]

"is that what you really think of me?"[break][break]

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POSTED ON Jun 13, 2024 5:02:21 GMT

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his tongue rolls, ready to click with a 'tch,' at how easily greyson throws annalise henderson's name into conversation, but he stops himself from stooping to pettiness. instead, he voices a reminder: "i didn't do it for you."

he did it for her.

"i just hope you know what you're doing."

not only Greyson Connors but also the rest of the league. he thinks of PENELOPE LIVY and Navy, unsure whether how ready they'll be, but he can at least have certainty that FERNANDO SILPH and freya morningstar will make up for them.

even Greyson Connors, he's unsure of.

"this fight feels different."

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he wants to bark back defensively but he holds his tongue, knowing better than to add fuel to the fire even if it's so incredibly tempting to.

blinking, he states:

"you're hurt."

which confuses him, because why would she feel this hurt over someone she claimed to have never cared for? to have never loved? her pride must have taken bigger hits than this before, so maybe it doesn't have anything to do with him in the first place.

the sight of her drinking her sorrows away at the restaurant returns to mind. he hadn't clocked it before, but she looked lonely then; lost, confused, and perhaps hurt.

she stalks off. he follows.

"what happened with bee?"

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"no, but i've had those before."[break][break]

they usually don't end with him scrambling onto the balcony unable to catch his breath or to still his anxieties (he has none). those are less damning, though only because he knows they aren't real.[break][break]

"i killed him, you know."[break][break]

he breathes, reliving the scene over and over again.[break][break]

"it wasn't the sacred fire, it was my earth spike. i remember flicking my wrist, i don't remember the impact, but i remember holding him while he bled out in my arms."[break][break]

his gaze dares not find her.[break][break]

"it was me."[break][break]

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