she/her
37
june 8
pansexual
scientist
grunt
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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ameena abadi
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POSTED ON Jun 20, 2024 21:29:22 GMT
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Gwen couldn't have handed Ameena a better opportunity. Gwendolyn had thrived in such a short period of time because she was finally in the right opportunity for growth. No longer the wasting-away teenager, Gwen was a capable Ranger: intelligent, curious, brave. Imagine, then, what Gwendolyn could do if she wasn't held back by ethics. [break][break]
Ameena needed to take Gwen under her wing. Was it too soon? Perhaps, a near death experience in the wilds could cinch it. Oh, had the Ranger asked a question? "My first was a Flittle. Given to me as a joke, by my superior officer, as instructed by my father. I had been forbidden to have pokemon as, in my family, we do not receive any until we enlist. My father had never expected me to do so." He had punished for daring to seize power and freedom for herself. Simultaneously, he had told her she had to make up for the crime of being a woman, of being the sole heir to the Abadi name, by being better than everyone else. [break][break]
An unwinnable game for an unobtainable prize. [break][break]
"Espathra, she became, quickly in my training." Ameena turned from Gwen, thoughtful. "She gave her life for mine. I could not afford the risk of my father taking that as a representation of my skill. Every superior office I ever had had always reported back to him directly despite the vast distances in the chain of command. I lived in a Panopticon until I left Galar. I had poached an Espathra from some villager, to make up for my deceased one. The only other pokemon I had had was Munna.[break][break]
With my stolen Espathra in hand, I had Munna manipulate its mind to forget its owner, its prior life. Munna filled it with memories she had of me with my previous Espathra to make it act the same. Instead, we had corrupted its mind." Softer, now, she continued. "Psychic moves have great impact on the psyche. My Espathra lives with a fragmented mind. She is bloodthirsty beyond belief, aggressive and sadistic, but she was not born that way." [break][break]
Something twisted in her chest. She hadn't thought of her first pokemon in a long, long time. The confession had come unbidden - Ameena was not a habitual liar - and here, now, she sat in the heavy silence following the revelation, unsure if this was going to create too vast a distance between them to be bridged by their experiences. The opportunity to forge Gwendolyn into a fine Rocket, a finer scientist, could have slipped through her fingers just now.
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