he/him
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May 24
Sootopolis City
Uninterested
Rocket Grunt
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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Raziel Beckett
Dragon Patrol
POSTED ON Apr 12, 2021 10:05:31 GMT
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There is a pain in his chest when he sees the ID. He knows this name, he's seen it back at the Ranger Building over in Sootopolis a few months back from the war. Honestly it just brought more questions because they've been missing since the war just how long have they been with Reshiram? And just how long have they been chased for? Though his questions were put to a quick halt as the blue eyed, white dragon showed who was chasing them and their fate for doing such a thing. Once again that old fear was crawling back up despite what the ghost ate before. [break][break]
Feeling like it was his duty to learn as much as he could for their fallen comrade, Razz walks closer to the culprit. His hand shaking once gets out his phone to examine the body. Thankfully a familiar cry comes as Salem is now back from his job seemingly ready to do his other as Razz's service pokemon. All the cat really needed to give him is a comforting pat in his knee before Razz is able to focus' once more. The shaking at a minimum as he takes a photo of the body, and more importantly the logo. “Do you know by who? Or what this logo is?” [break][break]
Razz hoped to ask, though focus falters as he hears the sadness in the dragon’s voice when they describe what happened. Razz wonders just how close the legend was to their avatar and wonders if all of the legends became attached to the one they choose. All he could really do is find himself nodding toward the dragon though he isn’t sure of what to do for it’s sadness as Razz can’t help but look for Salem for help at that. Once more the cat gives his trainer a pat on his knee as if to tell the rookie Ranger an answer. [break][break]
While his thoughts of the legend weren’t too popular at the moment, he did want to provide some comfort. In the same way angelo vestri did for him when he spoke about his fallen pokemon. He gives Salem one more look as if asking if he was sure about it and the Meowstic just nods and Razz gets up to do just that, if the legend allowed, a comforting pat on the knee. It may not have been done well but he was giving it an honest attempt. [break][break]
Though as his name is spoken his blood feels like it runs cold despite their being next to a fire dragon. He wasn’t sure how to answer, Razz only eye looks toward Lucas and he wasn’t even sure if he even wanted to answer. It doesn’t take him long to answer in his head that no, he’d really rather not. When Reshiram mentions that his confession moved him Razz wonders if this question itself is a test of sorts, or if once more he is being called out like when he lied about his name. [break][break]
“I….” he stops as soon as he starts as he is looking down now while he steps away from the dragon and his partner pondering how, or if, he should answer. “Because that person is dead,” he answers hoping the dragon understands figurative language as he doesn’t need them calling him out. “As Raziel Pryde I did... terrible things,” there are pauses as he speaks because it’s hard to admit to it. Razz may have been forced to do said things because of family and their affiliation but in the end he did the act, he had red on his hands from both pokemon and people alike due to orders he chose to follow. And the guilt of all that wasn’t something he was going to let go of by just saying ‘my parents made me do it.’ “Things that if found out I probably wouldn’t be allowed this job to help pokemon now,” he admits to, though as he says it he is looking at Lucas. His eyes looking as if they were asking for some semblance of understanding as he owns up to it. [break][break]
“Besides that my own family has disowned me as Raziel,” with this there is probably much more hurt than there should be. “So since I was unwanted and probably irredeemable as a Pryde, I would try again as Razz Kingsman,” Razz looks up at Reshiram with both pain and absolution. “In the end I choose to be myself under a new name, rather than be someone I wasn’t under my old name”
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