rosie
she / her
15
October 15
Vermilion City, Kanto
unknown
Explorer
Lorekeeper
But I still believe, someday this lie will set me free
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Eris Halla
Remembrance
POSTED ON Jun 17, 2021 14:27:49 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","viva"][break] [attr="class","vivalyric"]花散らせ今吹くこの嵐は まさに春泥棒 [break]
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[attr="class","vivaright"]TAGGED [break] Raziel Beckett[break][break]
[attr="class","vivaright"]THEME [break] remembrance[break][break]
[attr="class","vivaright"]NOTES [break] missing lullabies |
He doesn't understand what it feels like, what she's thinking. How could he when he wishes for the opposite of what she does? It's not his fault that fate entwined his path with that of a trapped beast, nor is it her fault that she had been unable to save her parents that very night. [break][break] Her cheeks grow warm, the bridge of her nose stings. It's a cruel beast that gnaws at her from the inside; twisting, growling, squirming, screeching. It presses her heart against her chest and places a knife right to her tongue. [break][break] "You have something at least... something to hold onto..." [break][break] A crack in her voice, a chip in her mask. [break][break] "You have hopes, you have a reason to change..." [break][break] She's hiding her face, she's crouching down beside the memorial and brushing the dust away. [break][break] "Each morning, you at least know you want to help others, that you want to make up for what you've done... I don't... I tell myself I'm going to finish momma's stories, I tell myself I need to keep going because pa wanted me to dream big... but it's hard to drag myself out of bed at times..." [break][break] She doesn't want to push the weight on Razz. It's not his fault that she's in such a situation and he's trying his best to deal with her in his very own ways but the thoughts weigh so heavy on her mind, the names burn so deep into her skin. [break][break] "I didn't want to be the one to tell their stories... I wanted them to be the ones telling it themselves... I don't want to sit here knowing that someone I love is going to die soon... I want to save them no matter what happens to me... I don't want to stay weak when I know that someone I care for might be facing the world... I have to be strong to protect them..." [break][break] She chokes, her tears searing her cheeks even as she tries to wipe them away. Everything is irrational, everything is so out of place and scattered but she knows - [break][break] "They're bad people, they might hurt anyone... but I love them and they care for me. I'm scared of hurting others... I'm scared of being forced to hurt others... but I'm so scared of being alone... I don't want to lose them again..." [break][break] More than anything in the world, she knows that what she wants the most is home.
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