illie, sap sipper
she/her
27
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist, alchemist
head professor
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
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illeana reyes
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POSTED ON Jul 14, 2022 2:09:46 GMT
[attr="class","illeana"] [attr="class","illeana b"] [attr="class","illeana i"]when he aims, it's to kill. she exists in silence, unmoving as he lays into her. each word is purposeful, calculated, as if he knows exactly how to push her buttons. and where he is contained, she is unhinged. "doing my fucking job."it's an excuse at best but the events of sootopolis required immediate attention. the darkest day, unfortunately, also included the incapacitation of fernando silph. is it a price she would have liked to pay? no... but she didn't know. just as he didn't know she went missing. somehow, guilt joins the anger in the face of realization. her capture compared to his was nothing. and yet, she's still bitter, angry, hateful. "hell came to hoenn the same day, fernando."and softly, in a hesitant whisper, she adds what he told her mere moments before: "i didn't know."two sides of the same angry coin. she wills herself to not help him, to observe as he struggles. it gives no satisfaction. and when his eye socket is revealed, she stares. her body subconsciously calls for healing mist but no amount of residual power from tapu lele can return what has been lost. he continues the onslaught and she's certain her body has bullet holes now. it feels hollow. the breaking point comes with the ultra beast war. she dissolves into quick, seething anger. "we beat the megalopolans at meteor falls with no casualties at my expense. you survived unscathed because of me, because of tapu lele. it cost you nothing and it cost me fucking everything."it cost her ALEXANDER STONE. it cost her tapu lele. it cost her sanity. and what does she have to show for it? nothing. angry tears bubble up at the water lines of her eyes and as they spill over, she scowls. "even that stupid trip to sea hoenn! you were fine while i got split open from behind like a damn animal."it's nothing in the grand scheme of things but... her distrust in him began after her return and has simply continued to fester with each wound she takes. it's nothing compared to his lost eye and yet, it feels like everything to her. faintly, in between the rage, she feels fear. the fear of losing him, the fear of not being able to take this back. somehow, she isn't sure if she cares.
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