He lets you slip from his grasp.
You're like sand. No shape or form, flowing to the lowest point like water.
That's always been the problem, hasn't it? The path of least resistance.
"Even if it's not today. It'll happen some day, won't it?"He knows as well as you, losing someone dear to you, losing someone who was a part of yourself. It's like dying yourself, and yet, you have to keep going. With all of that pain, that sense of loss, not even granted that sense of finality. But dying all the same, because they were your entire life.
Those scars are a constant reminder of the day your heart was wrenched from your chest. They'll never disappear, they'll be with you til the day you join her in whatever comes after.
You long to see his scars.
Long to see the reminders that he will one day die, that is he is mortal. Because to you, this man who has forced himself into your life, taken everything upon him to give you someone to rely on. He seems larger than life. You don't believe for a second that he could ever die.
Even if he is immortal, you're not.
"I won't die old with regrets just cause I was afraid of death when I was still a kid."To be afraid to live for something, she would never want that.
But neither would she want this, would she? And that's what he's been saying this whole time.
You look down, your skin pearlescent blue like you've been frozen. It's a vision. A hallucination. And yet, it feels so real, like your body's slipping away, like you're becoming someone else. Like you aren't even here.
There is a part of you left behind in that city beneath a void-sea. It makes your head swim, your heart tremble.
Perhaps he's wrong. Perhaps you've already died today.
"No, I'm not afraid of death... I've become it."Sink, deeper. Plunge toward the bottom of that abyss and lose everything.
You'll be with them forever. Even in death, you'll never die.
Because he'll remember you.
Forever.
You raise a hand to the heavens and Tsutsuji is beneath you. She is your body, your will. In revenge, in somber reflection. She is the knife in which you'll carve your memories upon history, upon his body. You are scarcely there, a mere phantom. But you'll prove it, prove that you're real. Prove that you're still here, when others are not.
"Blow it all away... Tsutsuji..."You whisper into her ears, quiet and gentle like a spring breeze. You are the darkness, the shade wherein the spring azalea blooms.
She acknowledges nothing but your command, cares for nothing else but to please the one person who would never betray her and her dream.
One flap of her wings. That's all it takes.
Galeforce winds, a hurricane summoned from thin air. Within the confines of this cave it makes no sense at all. Rebounding around the hardened walls, it grows and grows in intensity, like stirring a saucer of the finest brewed tea.
You watch it with anticipation, ready to drink of it. Ready to burn your throat on it.
Is this the will of the sea? Or is this simply what you've longed for, all this time?
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