The Devourer
he / him
36
January 8
Lavender Town, Kanto
heterosexual
general of war
god general
Murderers are not monsters, they're men. And that's the most frightening thing about them.
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Zev Harcourt
A Rare Affection [M]
POSTED ON Aug 24, 2023 12:55:01 GMT
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Zev leaned into the kiss, allowing Nenet's tender touch to comfort him. He shifted again, curling his arms around her to pull her flush against his body. Enticed by her warmth, he drew a hand down her side, to her hip, and to the curve of her backside.[break][break]
Her confession stilled him, however. He knew she held great fondness for him, enough to commit to marrying him even though they hadn't known each other for long. Their first months of marriage, too, had been positive. Little had changed in their day-to-day lives, which meant things were going well.[break][break]
But never had Nenet said those words to Zev before. "I love you."[break][break]
He understood love on a technical level, as an emotion that made people more likely to live in harmony together. Love fostered a desire in people to care for, protect, and help each other.[break][break]
Knowing this logic didn't mean he understood it, though. Whenever people tried explaining love, they sounded illogical, like they were describing something from another universe. Another reality.[break][break]
Whatever Zev felt for other people, it wasn't love. If he liked someone, it was because he liked what they offered him. Even when it came to Nenet, he liked the sex, her beauty, and the way she didn't judge him. Her personality amused him, and her choice to support him both pleased and intrigued him.[break][break]
But he didn't love her. He couldn't love her.[break][break]
"You know I don't feel love," he said, expecting that she'd researched sociopathy after he'd confirmed having it. He said this without judgment or rebuke, but as simple fact.
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