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December 12
Anistar City, Kalos
Bisexual
Blacksmith, bladesmith
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A keen mind cuts deeper than even the sharpest sword.
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Aurelie Lefevre
Conversation by Candlelight
POSTED ON Sept 25, 2023 23:29:39 GMT
[attr="class","aurelie"] [attr="class","aurelie_lyrics"]A Little R&R (Rest & Revelations) [attr="class","aurelie_body"]The only change that came over Jack's face when he responded calmly and evenly to her words was a slight flicker in his dark eyes, the only sign of the pain of disappointment and rejection that he felt. That tiny flicker went completely unnoticed by Aurelie. Yet, as she listened to him, Aurelie flushed deepened even further, to the point where her face went almost as red as her hair. She hadn't thought about how the words "just friends" would sound like, especially with no context, especially given their history. Every time Jack repeated the phrase, though, or brought up "friendship", she felt her heart sinking with the mixed message she'd inadvertently just sent. "No! No, wait," she exclaimed remorsefully, holding out her hand to him as soon as he was done. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. That came out all wrong. I didn't mean...well, I mean, what I should've said was..."She ran her hands through her hair, making it stand up in several different directions, and let out a sigh. "I'm doing this all wrong, aren't I? All right, what I was trying to say was...you and I, Jack, we were just friends. When we started out. That was true at first.
"But..." Aurelie paused and let out a helpless laugh. "I'm sorry, I'm not very good at this. I've almost never had this conversation before, because I've really never been in many relationships. Not many at all. Some. Just one or two. I've mostly just had casual, fun flings with people in the past, and that's fine with me."Taking a long, pensive breath, she tried to smile as she met Jack's gaze across the candlelit table. "But this thing with you... It's lasted longer than anything I've ever had in the past. We're much more than just friends now. The effect you have on me... With most people, it's enough as long as I had fun. I never used to think further than that. With you..."She bit her lip. "With you, I want to be near you again. I want more: another date, another romp in bed, whatever. And when you're gone, I miss you. And I worry that you don't feel the same. I'm not sure why. But that certainly sounds like far more than 'just friends' now."With that, Aurelie reached for her glass and took a huge gulp of whatever Jack had poured for her. The long speech had actually made her thirsty, but it also served as a convenient excuse to lower her gaze and look away from him, so her face could cool down after all that...honesty. Deep in her heart, she knew that everything she'd said had been true—a thought that could confuse and appall her if she let it. But for now, she didn't. Setting her glass down with a bang on the table, she cleared her throat. "So...anyway...this thing with Xiura. The thing is, I've never been the jealous type. Maybe because either my partner or I never stayed around long enough. But even with you, that's true.
"And, well, I adore both of you," she stated with genuine feeling and a tremulous but equally genuine smile. "So yeah, you're attractive, she's attractive, and she's attracted to you. I wanted to see—and you both to see too—if there was something else there. Honestly, that would make me happy if there were."The corner of her lips curled upward in a tiny, wicked smirk, making Aurelie look more like her usual self again. "And well, if it ended up looking like I was attracted to her too...well, I am. Even if she doesn't seem to like girls. But I honestly didn't think she'd choose to sit on my lap instead of yours, Jack.
But..." With a graceful movement, Aurelie rose from her chair and came over to stand beside his chair, her smirk deepening and growing even more mischievous. "If a woman you liked asked to sit in your lap, how would you respond?" She arched her eyebrows and tilted her head toward him, hoping her unspoken question was clear enough. [newclass=.aurelie]width:420px;padding:40px;background:#862939;[/newclass] [newclass=.aurelie img]height:100px;width:100px;padding:15px;border:1px solid #fff;border-radius:100px;[/newclass] [newclass=.aurelie_lyrics]text-align:center;font-family:verdana;font-size:9px;text-transform:uppercase;color:#eee;letter-spacing:1px;[/newclass] [newclass=.aurelie_body]width:420px;padding:40px;background:#222;font-size:14px;line-height:16px;text-align:justify;font-family:calibri;color:#aaa;letter-spacing:.5px;[/newclass] [newclass=.aurelie_tag]text-align:center;font-size:12px;[/newclass] [newclass=.aurelie_tag a]font-size:12px;[/newclass] [newclass=.cred]text-align:center;font-size:8px;color:rgb(132, 132, 132);letter-spacing:1px;font-family:verdana;[/newclass] [newclass=.cred a]color:rgb(132, 132, 132);font-size:8px;letter-spacing:1px;font-family:verdana;[/newclass]
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