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he/him/his
20
January 9th
Hammerlocke
demisexual
ranger/photographer
senior ranger
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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ever blackwell
Trauma [C/M]
POSTED ON Jan 2, 2024 3:23:10 GMT
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[attr="class","header"]EVERYDAY BY MYSELF I’M BREAKING DOWN
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While he knew it was unavoidable, he still found it hard not to react when another Rocket Grunt was taken out. At least he was only unconscious, though, and not dead. That's what he told himself anyway, to not react. Still, though, it was hard. He didn't like the idea of hurting others. [break][break] Once one started, it was probably hard to stop. Not that he would know this firsthand. He had never raised his hand against anyone or anything in his life. It was more like that part of him that still wanted to make excuses for his father, even after all this and after everything he had done. [break][break] Inflicting pain onto others wasn't something he could get behind, even if it was unintentional. This was where it would start. And then... he allowed his thoughts to trail off, deciding it would be best not to let his thoughts go there. [break][break] What mattered now was finding a uniform to make himself blend in. However, before that, he had to find out exactly what was up with that map Josh had taken a picture of. He hoped it was actually something incriminating and that this hadn't all been for nothing. Though he supposed if that was the case, the gym leader wouldn't have taken a picture of it. [break][break] Hearing that it showed potential strike points was definitely something he wasn't expecting. He didn't understand all this. Didn't understand why everyone just couldn't get along. It wouldn't be hard if people just learned to set aside their differences. [break][break] "Hopefully they'll come up with a plan to stop them," was all he said. There was more to say, but he wouldn't dare voice it. That he wanted it to be a plan where no one got hurt, even if they were the bad guys. It was weakness to think like that. The kind of thinking that got people killed. [break][break] Though he supposed now wasn't the time to be thinking about that. They didn't really have a lot of time to waste and needed to get into one of these uniforms. Something he wasn't really looking forward to. But beggars couldn't be choosers. [break][break] Upon looking through the uniforms, he was quick to find one in his size. After sending a glance in the other male's direction, it was clear he had found one in his own size as well and seemed about as happy about having to put on the uniform as he was. That was obvious just by looking into the other's eyes. [break][break] Being used to suppressing his own emotions, he wasn't really expressive with his own emotions. Instead, his own displeasure was reflected in the way he held the uniform. Like someone would hold something that was gross. [break][break] Resisting the urge to sigh, he finally put on the uniform before turning towards the older male. As he mentioned staying alert and trying to blend in, he nodded. Hopefully, they would fool people long enough to pull off what needed to be done.[break] Josh Devlin
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