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Admin Bee
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They'd battled the confines of a tight submarine to finally get to the depths of the ocean, where the Seafloor Cavern awaited. Here, in one of the deepest caves in Hoenn, TERA CRYSTALS had burst forth in some of the greatest numbers anywhere in the region.[break][break]

It was an area worth exploring and, potentially, investing in.[break][break]

Which was why brought his fellow admin here.[break][break]

This was their first operation together after the events that had transpired in the Cave of Origins... where Jayden had been chosen. Or stolen, depending on how you looked at it.[break][break]

Barnaby felt comfortable enough around to not beat around the bush or skirt around polite decorum anymore. Given this, he was rather blunt in asking,[break][break]

"How are you handling the effects of Chien-Pao's..."[break][break]

What to call it?[break][break]

"Influence?"












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[attr="class","postbody"] "..."

[break][break] How many people had asked him how he was handling the effects of his influence? How many answers had he given? How many times had he fought himself unable to answer?

[break][break] Too many times to count.

[break][break] Slicking off the water off his uniform into sheets of ice that then shattered onto the seafloor cavern, Jayden merely blinked at , as if the expression on his face was all the answer he needed to say.

[break][break] "I'm alive," he said after a moment. "Is that not the desired outcome?"

[break][break] Barely.

[break][break] His eyes flickered over to the Ruinous Beast that had accompanied them to this difficult terrain. For a brief, flickering moment — that creature looked about as harmless as 's beloved Odette, curled upon a bed somewhere in the Admin's apartment.

[break][break] It shook it's fur of water crystals, then blinked up at Admin Bee, the same as Jayden had mere seconds before.

[break][break] "Though," Jayden supplied. "I suppose Underboss Fiorelli had tried to kill me."
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Admin Bee
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April 12
Lumiose City, Kalos
Pansexual
Broadcast Journalist
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if you're lonely
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6'0" / 183 cm height
6'0" / 183 cm height
i fell for your magic. i tasted your skin. and though this is tragic, at least i found the end.
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met the eye of the RUINOUS BEAST beside his fellow admin, unflinching as he considered how to respond, before his gaze trailed back up to .[break][break]

"I'm glad you survived, Jayden." There was sincerity there, and perhaps a tinge of worry. Though CHIEN-PAO offered superhuman power, Barnaby knew it came at a cost.[break][break]

He'd had a unique look at the effects brought on by WO-CHIEN. struggled, even now.[break][break]

"But I don't think that was anyone's best day." The dual-influence from both BEASTS had heightened everyone's emotions to a dizzying degree. They'd honestly been lucky no one lost their lives.[break][break]

However, was well aware that, sometimes, death was the more merciful outcome.[break][break]

"What does it want from you?" It being CHIEN-PAO.













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[attr="class","postbody"] "Thank you, Bee."

[break][break] The words were said in-kind. He too was appreciative of the other's confession, though both knew that it was superficial. At the end of the day, survival meant nothing in the way of the organization's success.

[break][break] Such things were what it meant to be a Rocket.

[break][break] Or at least, Jayden thought so.

[break][break] Contemplatively, he glanced back at his patron at 's line of questioning. What do you want from me? It was a question that Jayden simultaneously knew and did not know. He did not know if it was a feeling he could put into words or something he could even say aloud.

[break][break] It was an ache that filled the center of his chest and merely sought to be filled.

[break][break] Violet eyes shifted back towards the other admin.

[break][break] "It's not about want," he said instead. "It's about need."

[break][break] CHIEN PAO channeled itself through him, as if he were a weapon that was meant to be wielded. Perhaps in a lot of ways, it was no different than the way Rocket viewed him.

[break][break] "We are together, one and the same," he said, the temperature of the cave growing icy. "Whatever it needs, I provide."

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Admin Bee
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April 12
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Pansexual
Broadcast Journalist
Admin
if you're lonely
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6'0" / 183 cm height
6'0" / 183 cm height
i fell for your magic. i tasted your skin. and though this is tragic, at least i found the end.
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The subtle shift in tone, the ominous we that mirrored the way sometimes spoke now that WO-CHIEN had claimed her, the sudden chill in the air. Barnaby noted it all, but did not comment on it outright.[break][break]

"Alright," He'd play along. "What does it need?"[break][break]

What could give it that no other could?[break][break]

Around them, TERA CRYSTALS glowed faintly, evoking memories of the events that led up to Jayden being beckoned by his patron.














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POSTED ON Feb 10, 2024 13:16:07 GMT
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[attr="class","postbody"] "Power."

[break][break] The answer was near instantaneous, in tune with the way that the snow leopard prowled forward on silent paws. Unspeaking, it stared deeply at as if it could see into his very soul.

[break][break] Could see behind the layers of himself that he pretended to hide away.

[break][break] Jayden blinked, and then the cat was suddenly gone. Walking away as if it had gotten interested by something else, tail flicking, as it inspected beneath a rock.

[break][break] "It uses me as a conduit," the admin murmured to . "I'm just a vessel for it to use, not unlike the way Rocket is to the both of us."

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Admin Bee
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April 12
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Pansexual
Broadcast Journalist
Admin
if you're lonely
come be lonely with me
6'0" / 183 cm height
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i fell for your magic. i tasted your skin. and though this is tragic, at least i found the end.
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"Power?" Barnaby echoed, watching the cat slink away into the darkness of the tunnel.[break][break]

How ambiguous. But it was a sentiment that Admin Bee himself could commiserate with. Power was a commodity that always seemed to be wanting.[break][break]

"I suppose that's the most logical explanation. But is it a mutual relationship?"[break][break]

Here Barnaby's cobalt gaze slid over to meet Jayden's icy blue.[break][break]

"Do you use Chien-Pao as well?"















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jayden
he/him
28
december 25
ballonlea, galar
bisexual
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[attr="class","postbody"] was it a mutual relationship?

[break][break] "i suppose."

[break][break] jayden pauses for a moment, staring down at his palm. now, thanks to 's there was no evidence of the suffering that he held. no scars, no blood. and yet he could remember the scarring agony as good as anything else, with each breath he took when under his patron's wintry embrace.

[break][break] his eyes turn back towards his fellow admin.

[break][break] "it feels natural," he said instead, glancing up at him. "to be on the suffering end of all that pain."

[break][break] a pause.

[break][break] "do you know what that's like?"

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Admin Bee
He / Him
30
April 12
Lumiose City, Kalos
Pansexual
Broadcast Journalist
Admin
if you're lonely
come be lonely with me
6'0" / 183 cm height
6'0" / 183 cm height
i fell for your magic. i tasted your skin. and though this is tragic, at least i found the end.
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BARNABY FINCH
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It was interesting to observe Jayden’s mannerisms. How he peered at his palm when there wasn’t anything there, how he spoke so plainly about his own pain.[break][break]

With him, a fellow admin, perhaps Barnaby could allow small breadcrumbs of his life to be revealed. Nothing too personal, but a minute insight into what shaped him into the man standing before .[break][break]

I do,” Barnaby replied, quiet yet thoughtful. “I’m sure most who grow up in Rocket experience that, to an extent.”[break][break]

There was no bitterness in his voice as he continued, “My childhood was molded by suffering.” [break][break]

A suffering he refused to return to. [break][break]

A suffering that he’d get revenge for, in time.[break][break]

He was patient in this. He had to be.














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jayden
he/him
28
december 25
ballonlea, galar
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POSTED ON Feb 19, 2024 7:23:24 GMT
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[attr="class","jaybirdy"]
[attr="class","luck"]
[attr="class","postbody"] "mm."

[break][break] was right. Their childhood was one that was molded by suffering, one that could have been replicated should they have looked at any of their brothers who had been shaped by Rocket in the same way.

[break][break] . . .

[break][break] The list went on.

[break][break] As would've said, it was a cruel method — but one that worked.

[break][break] "How was Kalos? Was it very different from Hoenn?"

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Admin Bee
He / Him
30
April 12
Lumiose City, Kalos
Pansexual
Broadcast Journalist
Admin
if you're lonely
come be lonely with me
6'0" / 183 cm height
6'0" / 183 cm height
i fell for your magic. i tasted your skin. and though this is tragic, at least i found the end.
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BARNABY FINCH
birefringence
POSTED ON Mar 12, 2024 0:58:47 GMT
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"In some ways, yes."[break][break]

The image of , holding him down by the back of his neck, blossomed in 's memory.[break][break]

"Things are different here than they are in Kalos. There are consequences to disobedience. Step out of line and pay the price. The sooner you understand, the better."
[break]

He'd taken that lesson to heart, applying it here in Hoenn. Now, was the same rank that had been in that memory.[break][break]

"In others... no." He shook his head before continuing, "Our organization has high expectations no matter the region."













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jayden
he/him
28
december 25
ballonlea, galar
bisexual
wyndon ceo
admin
we'll never get free, lamb to the slaughter
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POSTED ON Aug 2, 2024 19:31:37 GMT
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[nospaces]
[attr="class","jaybirdy"]
[attr="class","luck"]
[attr="class","postbody"] "Hm."

[break][break] He tilted his head, considering the other's words. 's experience within Rocket was undoubtedly not that different from his own — it was such things that tied them together in the first place, nearly like brothers. But at the same time, it must have been a unique experience altogether, as there were probably a list of differences between him and the charming .

[break][break] "Perhaps you and I could travel there sometime."

[break][break] "I think I would like to see it."

[break][break] Chien Pao prowled forward then, deeper into the tunnels, it's powerful muscles rippling beneath it's threatening form. How did Chien Pao feel about it's toy being lost to the realms of another region? Would it accompany him? Would it abandon him?

[break][break] Could Jayden survive the severing of such an intense bond?

[break][break] For now, it was too soon to tell.

[break][break] Together, they walked deeper into the tunnels, right into the abyss that individuals as twisted as them could call home.

[break]

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the shadow mod
wing attack
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wing attack
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wing attack
mod
googoo gaga
spiral is my big poppa pump (positive)
600 foot tall baby height
600 foot tall baby height
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