CHILD OF THE MOON

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Elite Ranger
I don't want
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Yuina Higashi
CHILD OF THE MOON
POSTED ON Feb 9, 2024 17:25:41 GMT
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Ollie's unwavering confidence was something else, he couldn't possibly be matched. No matter the weight of her story as she poured out everything that she carried with her, he was still so certain that she couldn't be anyone other than the Yuina that he cared about, the Yuina that everyone cared about.[break]
She wanted to believe him, she wanted to feel his confidence, his assurance, that there was no other possible outcome... But she knew that she woke up in the wilds of Hisui with nothing, not even a name, and it was given to her by those in Jubilife village that aided her... Could fate really be so twisted that she'd spent all this time worrying about how different her lives could be, that they weren't at all? But if her life before was anything like her life now, did she have someone like Ollie before, that was looking for her all this time? Why had no one found her yet...?[break][break]
Even thoughts like that brought new tears to her eyes, she knew it to be true. No matter who she was in her life before, she couldn't have both lives. She knew this to be true... When that man and that unown found her, when she was thrust back to Hisui, the home she never thought she'd see again.... She wanted so much to stay there, to fight for the village, to stay in that life... But when she thought of leaving Hoenn, of leaving everyone behind... Yuina couldn't make a straight decision, and the choice was ripped away from her...[break][break]
She was never going to be a single whole person again, no matter what happened...[break][break]
Her whole truth was out now, she gave everything to Ollie, and while his sentiments meant so much to her, that he only wanted to see her as who she was now... Her heart broke, she couldn't deny the feeling that she was destined to ruin this life she had now, this person she was now... And how disappointed would he be...? When she wasn't the Yuina who was his friend in the end...? That... was for another time...[break][break]
Yuina looked at him through the gloss of her eyes, tears dabbed by the handkerchief he gave her, still clutching his hand. This moment didn't make her feel better, because she had to be selfish now, now that he knew everything... She didn't tell Freya, didn't tell her that she could have the slightest inclination as to why the Drk Triad was looking for her. Yuina already felt that Freya didn't trust her word, but now at this point she had actively lied to Freya, and kept this information from her. The league only knew that she was a target of the Drk Triad now, they didn't know why...[break][break]
"Ollie...," her voice was broken, wracked with all the pain that she tore out of herself in this moment.[break]
"I lied to Freya, I panicked... I didn't tell her any of this..." she began, a whisper still, her greatest offense...[break][break]
"I... I-I don't know who the Drk Triad is, Freya wouldn't tell me... but, the way she reacted, the way she... looked at me... I know it's something terrible...," her voice trembled, she knew there was no future that this didn't blow up in her face, but she'd already dug her grave... But how could she have trusted Freya in that moment to be anything other than accusatory? Would she have even believed her when Yuina said she didn't remember anything?[break]
"I shouldn't ask you to lie too... but I have to... please promise, you won't tell anyone? I'm not trying to put the league in danger, but I can't tell anyone the truth if they ask me because I don't know... And I'm afraid no one else will believe me..."

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Mission: Zero To One Hundred -> January 2024[break]


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ollie, oliver
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33
august 5
pallet town, kanto
bi (complicated)
evergrande
head ranger
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ollie morales
CHILD OF THE MOON
POSTED ON Feb 21, 2024 1:40:02 GMT
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[attr="class","littleollie"] 'ollie, i lied to freya.'

[break][break] lied.

[break][break] lied. lied. lied.

[break][break] was she asking him to lie to too?

[break][break] yet another notch on his belt.

[break][break] "i can't lie," he said to her, brows knitted in concern. "but i won't tell anyone if you don't want me to." the head ranger's lips pursed together.

[break][break] "but if they ask — if your life is in danger... yuina, you have to understand, i'm going to speak up."

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She/Her
Twenty-Five
February 21
Petalburg City (?)
Pan
Historian/Anomaly Ecologist
Elite Ranger
I don't want
To imagine a past, that doesn't have you in its future
120 lbs. | 5'8" height
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Yuina Higashi
CHILD OF THE MOON
POSTED ON Feb 22, 2024 3:05:25 GMT
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It was all so messed up... Her past life, just as she always felt it would, was coming around to ruin everything that she had now, and here she was actively making it worse... Lying to the league council? Asking Ollie to lie too? She had no right, to ask something so treasonous of him, he shouldn't even entertain her at this point... And she didn't even know why. Why was all of this happening the way that it was? Why was she being targeted? And why did she feel like it was all her fault...[break][break]
"My life? Ollie, it's not my life I'm worried about, this life was never supposed to happen. I'm actively ruining your life and everyone else's lives by just being here, and now I could be putting you in danger," Yuina spoke then, he cared so much, but he had to see that she was inherently a problem, especially now that she could be a target for a reason she couldn't identify to know how to solve anything at all.[break][break]
And in the end, whatever this road lead to, anyone who knew or cared for Yuina Higashi would be hurt when she wasn't able to live this life any more... She couldn't imagine the pain that she would cause some of her friends...[break][break]
"I can't tell anyone why this is happening because I don't know, and no one is going to believe me, I shouldn't have told you but it kills me every day that we're friends and I have to pretend that I'm the whole person you think I am," she couldn't stop now...[break][break]
"You never deserved that, none of my friends do, and now I'm being horrible to you asking you not to tell anyone, because if the council knows I lied, they'll just think I am part of the Drk Triad, just like Freya did," angry, burning tears stung at her eyes now, all of her turmoil bubbling up from the chasm that could never be filled without her lost life.[break][break]
"I thought if I could do enough good, it wouldn't matter who I was, but it's all gotten so much worse, and if the council finds out, or that woman finds me, before I can find my shinzoku then...," Yuina stopped, but not soon enough, all the time that she had spent out in the wilds around Fortree city and for nothing yet... And she couldn't ask for help, not without questions being asked...

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Mission: Zero To One Hundred -> January 2024[break]


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ollie, oliver
he/him
33
august 5
pallet town, kanto
bi (complicated)
evergrande
head ranger
ruin us, ruin me
and i'll let you
6'5" height
6'5" height
everyone's a sucker for a taste of glory
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ollie morales
CHILD OF THE MOON
POSTED ON Feb 25, 2024 10:31:53 GMT
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[attr="class","littleollie"] "my life? why do you think you're ruining my life? yuina, you - "

[break][break] it made no sense to him. why would him knowing this secret make any problems for him? what did her secrets have anything to do with him or anyone else?

[break][break] it was her life to live, after all.

[break][break] and as for the danger?

[break][break] "yuina, look around you. maybe this was before your time. but hoenn's in danger but it always has been -- we're always fighting rockets, we almost got killed by a meteor -" he shook his head. "with or without you, we're in danger."

[break][break] he reached her, hands tangling with hers.

[break][break] "but that's why you need me, or everyone else. it may not seem like it, but the league is - we're - i'm - behind you, no matter what happens."

[break][break] ollie's expression bleeds genuinity, only crumpled briefly when he sees the angry tears rush down her face. once again, he reaches for her cheek, trying to brush away her worries.

[break][break] but it doesn't work — his words fall on deaf ears. it pains ollie to see, to know that he can't comfort her in the way that he probably should. she babbles and babbles, her worries spilling out like fresh water.

[break][break] 'you're not being horrible!'

[break][break] 'you're not lying!'

[break][break] 'freya believed that?'

[break][break] he wants to ask her about all of it, to stop the worries before they even tumble out of her lips, but her final words stop him. hesitating. green eyes blink down in confusion at her.

[break][break] "wait what? your shinsoku?" the foreign words fall, uncomfortably, out of his mouth. they feel sharp and hard, like a block in his mouth - a word that's not supposed to be there. 'or here,' he thinks, reminded of what she told him before. that she isn't who he thought she was, that the life she lives isn't her own.

[break][break] "what's a shinsoku, yuina?"

[break][break] his voice comes out slow, brow furrowed, bordered on caution.

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Ina, Yu, Yuyu, Yui
She/Her
Twenty-Five
February 21
Petalburg City (?)
Pan
Historian/Anomaly Ecologist
Elite Ranger
I don't want
To imagine a past, that doesn't have you in its future
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Yuina Higashi
CHILD OF THE MOON
POSTED ON Feb 25, 2024 23:09:50 GMT
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Ollie tried to stop her in her fury, he tried to interject, but there was nothing that could be said to quell the grief that spilled from her tattered self. She was angry, she was furious, she felt fire in her veins, in the tears that stung her eyes, but it was directed at no one... Except herself.[break][break]
She was livid that this was where it had all come to, that she was stuck between such a delicate balance of trying to maintain this life but knowing that her lies were going to tear it down... And when it did all come down, and she fell into that darkest part of herself... Would she finally know who she was? Or would she just be a husk again, an empty shadow of a person who would never be whole?[break][break]
All of this searing hot energy came out at once, and it never should have been Ollie that had to be caught in the wake of it, he even tried to wipe away the burning tears that dripped down her face... In spite of her anger, she still clutched him so tightly, the part of her that was still afraid of letting him go, of all of this disappearing... As much as she felt she was ruining everything... She didn't want any of it to go away...[break][break]
The only thing that stopped her furious river was one word, she couldn't catch it before it spilled over the edge, couldn't catch herself before she felt it flutter away from her... And Ollie was confused, concerned, he tried to ask... But he didn't know the word, he shouldn't, and wasn't supposed to...[break][break]
Yuina was trembling now, in a mixture of gripping fear and anguish, Ollie's words before, his confidence in being able to support her, even though he couldn't see how much she would end up hurting him in the end, it all fell away as she looked at him now, striken... But... He already knew her truth, there were still risks but... She needed help, before it might be too late.[break][break]
"Shinzoku... It means kin... Family," she uttered after a moment, the foreign word, quiet, distant, as far away as her memories were from her...[break]
"I've been looking for someone... ever since the incident in the Fortree Swamps...," she divulged, she'd taken numerous trips out to the swamps themselves, the surrounding area, where the tera crystals had started to change the landscape. She felt like she was getting close... But there was only so much one person was ever going to be able to do...[break][break]
"There was another distortion in the swamps, before that night, and just like me, there were some Hisuians that ended up on this side of the distortion, a search and rescue party that was just in the wrong place at the wrong time... The Megalopolans...," she stopped, her voice catching... She did know some of them, other members of the survey corps...[break]
"We didn't find any survivors in the caves... But I found a piece of a Hisuian uniform a couple of days later, above ground," Yuina explained, she could still very well be wrong, and may have been searching for nothing, but she could just feel it...[break][break]
"Ollie, I think one of the Hisuians survived, and escaped... I've been trying to find them, to send them back to Hisui..."

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Mission: Zero To One Hundred -> January 2024[break]


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ollie, oliver
he/him
33
august 5
pallet town, kanto
bi (complicated)
evergrande
head ranger
ruin us, ruin me
and i'll let you
6'5" height
6'5" height
everyone's a sucker for a taste of glory
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ollie morales
CHILD OF THE MOON
POSTED ON Feb 25, 2024 23:19:05 GMT
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[attr="class","littleollie"] family.

[break][break] ollie knew the importance of family, perhaps more than anyone. unlike those who had fractured remains of it, ollie was one of the people who had never had a shortage of it growing up. love, affection, loyalty — those were the bread and butter of the morales household. it was why both he and could be the people that they were.

[break][break] the head ranger thinks about what had said to him all those weeks ago, after the battle on that mirage island. how family was the thing that could keep them grounded, amidst fire and brimstone and war.

[break][break] though this - perhaps more than anything she said - was surprising, ollie was quiet as he listened. he held onto her, waiting, as she divulged yet another truth to him.

[break][break] 'there were others?'

[break][break] he pressed his lips together.

[break][break] "we've got to find them then," he says, with all the finality of someone who should know better but doesn't. "family is important. i know that more than anyone." he flashes a smile, though it's tinged with hurt. "i don't know if you know this but... i used to think my sister - - was dead. and it was heartbreaking."

[break][break] "i hate the idea of anyone going through that."

[break][break] with a nod, holding her hands gently, he looked into her eyes.

[break][break] "let me help you, yuina."

[break][break] let the league help you.

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Ina, Yu, Yuyu, Yui
She/Her
Twenty-Five
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Petalburg City (?)
Pan
Historian/Anomaly Ecologist
Elite Ranger
I don't want
To imagine a past, that doesn't have you in its future
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Yuina Higashi
CHILD OF THE MOON
POSTED ON Feb 25, 2024 23:39:19 GMT
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With the same insistance and no hesitation as if she had asked him something as mundane as what the time of day was, Ollie had no other question except that he was on board. Yuina hadn't even asked him, and she hadn't intended to, but... Now that he knew her whole truth, and if she felt like she was running out of time...[break][break]
He spoke of family, how important it was, he spoke of how he thought he'd lost his sister and the pain that came with it... Yuina didn't know of any other family, and at this point she wondered if she did in fact have any family in her past life if no one had found her yet... But the village was as much her family as anything else...[break][break]
"I... I can't imagine that pain, I don't know who I've lost, but I can see it in you Ollie... How much that thought does...," Yuina considered, and that pained her even more... Would he feel like he lost someone when she wasn't the Yuina Higashi he knew now? He cared so much with every fiber of his being, and in all of his words up to this point baring nothing but positivity and encouragement, Yuina could understand that for him to mention something like his sister, it would have had to have been truly painful...[break][break]
He was insistent, he offered before her even asking was a consideration.[break][break]
"Let me help you, Yuina."[break][break]
He wasn't going to back down from this... But Yuina was hesitant...[break]
"I... I don't know if they're actually out there, or if they were and still are...," she tried to say, first point in an attempt to get him to back down...[break][break]
"And I don't know what it will take, to get them back home... Or if they'll ever be able to return home... Distortions are so unpredictable...," another uncertainty...[break][break]
"But... it's possible, they might know me, or remember me... I haven't asked for help because... Then my truth becomes real..." and as much as she was afraid that no one would believe her truth, that she was in fact lost to time, she... Just wasn't ready, for her truth to unfold that way, for everyone to start wondering who she was and where she came from and what happened to her, when she didn't even have those answers for herself...

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Mission: Zero To One Hundred -> January 2024[break]


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milky

ollie, oliver
he/him
33
august 5
pallet town, kanto
bi (complicated)
evergrande
head ranger
ruin us, ruin me
and i'll let you
6'5" height
6'5" height
everyone's a sucker for a taste of glory
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ollie morales
CHILD OF THE MOON
POSTED ON Feb 25, 2024 23:44:28 GMT
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[attr="class","littleollie"] for all that he was, had never been known as someone who was hesitant.

[break][break] he charged first into everything - almost always to his own detriment - and despite the fact that he was probably out of his element when it came to this... he still acted like he wasn't. had enough anxieties and worries for herself. and plus, as her head ranger, he had a responsibility to her to make it at least seem like he was confident on his end.

[break][break] he shakes his head.

[break][break] "it doesn't matter if they're there or not. you won't know until you try. and i won't," he emphasized this. "let you do it alone. you've done all of this alone already - it's time that you had someone else by your side, yu."

[break][break] his lips dimple into a smile, his expression gentle.

[break][break] a hand brushes at a strand of hair that had fallen down her face, slipping it behind her ear.

[break][break] "stop worrying about the unexpected. we'll figure it out together, okay? step by step."

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Ina, Yu, Yuyu, Yui
She/Her
Twenty-Five
February 21
Petalburg City (?)
Pan
Historian/Anomaly Ecologist
Elite Ranger
I don't want
To imagine a past, that doesn't have you in its future
120 lbs. | 5'8" height
120 lbs. | 5'8" height
To truly know one's self, look back on the marks you've made in history
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Yuina Higashi
CHILD OF THE MOON
POSTED ON Feb 26, 2024 0:31:23 GMT
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It was too late...[break]
Sat there on that park bench, having not once glanced back to where they intended to have lunch that day, Yuina had instead released all of her tension, her worries, her anger, her fears... The worst parts of herself that she had been carrying for so long, and still... Ollie didn't waver.[break][break]
He doubled down, in fact, in a way that Yuina could have predicted really, but she still couldn't understand why he would do so so fervently, even after everything she had just unceremoniously shoved at him.[break][break]
There was no taking it back, no retracting the truth of her lies, and as Ollie insisted that she wasn't going to do this alone, she was sure that he meant more than just finding her assumed kin...[break][break]
He reached out to brush a strand of hair behind her ear, and her worn amber eyes looked up to meet his, his expression as warm and encouraging as it always was. She had nothing else to say, nothing else that she could say, everything that she already had didn't push him away... He was still here...[break]
For the first time since he first reached out to her, Yuina finally let go of his hands, and instead leaned in and reached out to wrap her arms around his shoulders in a hug. It was a final moment of release, she had felt so alone in all of her struggles... And even though the closer she got to those around her, the more damaging it would be in the future, the idea of not feeling so alone was so uplifting...[break][break]
"Thank you..."

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Mission: Zero To One Hundred -> January 2024[break]


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the shadow mod
wing attack
wing attack
wing attack
wing attack
wing attack
wing attack
mod
googoo gaga
spiral is my big poppa pump (positive)
600 foot tall baby height
600 foot tall baby height
sleeping in mod reqs
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spiral and shiv's baby
CHILD OF THE MOON
POSTED ON Feb 27, 2024 1:08:17 GMT
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The Shula Region
Hogwarts AU
RPG Unlimited
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The Enroi Region
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Vyrehaven
Celestial Guardians, AU Sailor Moon RP
EO GENESIS
Code and Crown: An advanced literate warriors cats RP, set in medieval times
Swords Clashing