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FRISSON OF FEAR [S]

i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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mila alexopoulos
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Oct 26, 2024 17:36:23 GMT
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She winced as he grabbed her forearms, inadvertently pressing them up against each other. But rather than recoil back with fear at the aggressive gesture, Mila merely glared up at him, eyes full of the very same fire that had scorched them both to begin with — all those years ago.[break][break]

"If you care, then why don't you fucking start acting like it?" [break][break]

If he cared, he wouldn't be doing all of this. He wouldn't send himself into fire again and again and again — all put of some misguided notion that he had to save the world, had to save her. [break][break]

Because it wasn't about her, was it? [break][break]

"Because let's be honest. This isn't about me - it's about you, and your fucking hero complex. Because of your past, your guilt, because of -" [break][break]

Her breath hitched. [break][break]

"Because of her." [break][break]

She said the name like it was venom on her tongue, because it was. [break][break]

"Just because you couldn't save her, you think you have to throw yourself into fire just to save me." [break][break]

"But wake the fuck up, Gunner!"[break][break]

"I don't want any of that. I don't care if Team Rocket lives or dies -" It was going to be impossible, anyway. "I care about you."[break][break]

I love you.[break][break]

"If you die, I die."

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Gunner Graves
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Oct 28, 2024 17:08:26 GMT
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Gunner froze. [break][break]

Mila never mentioned Sayori. After finding out about the box of memories years ago and listening to his explanation, she'd never brought up his dead ex-girlfriend again. He assumed she wanted to respect that chapter of his life and his grief surrounding it. [break][break]

Now she demanded that he let it go and live in the present moment. [break][break]

"I care about you." [break][break]

Had Mila ever said those words before? Had she ever been so honest and transparent about her feelings with him? In all the years they'd known each other, he couldn't remember. [break][break]

Though frustration lingered, a softness snuck into Gunner's face. He released his grip on her and stepped back. [break][break]

"I admit that's how this all started, but this is who I am now. Maybe it's who I've always been, deep down." He sighed. "I'm sorry I'm not the man you want me to be. But I..." [break][break]

He paused, the rest of the confession on the tip of his tongue, yearning to break free.



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mila alexopoulos
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Oct 28, 2024 17:31:52 GMT
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[attr="class","textbox"] They'd never talked about it.

[break][break] Not really.

[break][break] And it was an intentional thing on Mila's part, at least. Talking about the past was painful. She preferred to live in the present. It was easier that way. It hurt less that way.

[break][break] But with , it always seemed like their past and present were always wrapped up together in one, like a ball of tension-filled rubber-bands.

[break][break] They were always in danger of snapping.

[break][break] Gunner released her, but Mila refused to back down. She stepped forward, glaring up at him — only to find the softness in his gaze stirred something in her heart. Her throat tightened, momentarily unsteady in the face of such unexpected vulnerability.

[break][break] Suddenly, she felt untethered. As if the ground had shifted beneath her very feet. Her hands found his forearms, clutching onto him more for her own balance than his.

[break][break] "Gunner?"

[break][break] She blinked, unaware of how soft her voice had gotten.

[break][break] "You... what?"

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Gunner Graves
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Oct 28, 2024 18:02:29 GMT
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By stepping back, Gunner had intended to give Mila space. She closed the distance between them anyway, grasping his forearms, the anger clearing from her face as confusion and wariness took its place. Her demand prompted him to meet her gaze. [break][break]

"I don't want you to think I'm stuck in the past," he said, shaking his head. "That I'm still thinking about her or living my life because of her. That's not true, not anymore." [break][break]

Heart pounding in his chest, palms sweaty with a sudden onslaught of nerves, he gave Mila a rueful smile. [break][break]

"You're the one person who consumes my thoughts, Mila. Day in and day out. Sometimes I think I'm going crazy. But it's been years, and I haven't been able to stop. I don't want to stop." [break][break]

Gunner took a deep, steadying breath. [break][break]

"Because I love you, Mila."



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mila alexopoulos
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Oct 28, 2024 18:27:12 GMT
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[attr="class","textbox"] You're mine. I'm yours.

[break][break] You belong to me and no one else.

[break][break] You think that someone else could make me feel the way you do?

[break][break] You think we're different? We're the same, you and I.

[break][break] In all the years that they had been together. In the good times and the bad. On the good days and the bad days. In the days that existed in-between.

[break][break] and had never admitted what they meant to each other.

[break][break] They knew how to slew insults and debasing remarks like no one else. They were never afraid to throw one another into fire, to get consumed by the other's flame. They had seen each other in the most intimate of ways — bare and raw and vulnerable. They had cheated on each other, yelled at each other, screamed at one another in ways that hurt far more than physical violence ever could.

[break][break] The two had spent years and years both avoiding and being unable to avoid one another. Mila and Gunner. Gunner and Mila. If there was anything consistent about them, it was the fact that they remained inconsistent.

[break][break] And yet, if there was one irrefutable truth about them, it was that they were important to one another.

[break][break] For better or for worse.

[break][break] "Gunner - "

[break][break] I love you, Mila.

[break][break] Every nerve in her body screamed for her to move. To run. Nothing good came out of love. People she loved always left her. Her mother, her father, Lukas. Jackson. Sidney. Gunner. How many times had Gunner left?

[break][break] How many times had Gunner returned?

[break][break] They were locked in an endless cycle of beginnings and endings; no matter how much time passed or how many others drifted through their lives. They would never work. He was too stubborn, and she was too damaged. They would always leave each other, no matter how much they tried to make it work.

[break][break] Yet, in the same breath, they would always — somehow, somewhere — find their way back. No matter how much they tried to deny it — their affection, their chemistry, their endless desire for one another stoked a fire like nothing else. Together, they would be forever intertwined. Sometimes, in their most intimate moments, Mila caught fleeting glimpses of a possible future — a future she never thought she could have.

[break][break] In that future, they were perfect. In that future, they were impossible.

[break][break] Mila wasn't good with words, at least not when it came to the two of them. Unable to do anything else, she leaned forward and grabbed the knot of his tie —

[break][break] With a ferocity that words couldn't possible explain, she kissed him.

[break][break] Possessively, hopelessly, fervently.

[break][break] 'He loved her.'

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"Lancer"
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September 5
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Gunner Graves
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Oct 28, 2024 18:38:25 GMT
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Gunner knew not to expect words from Mila. When she grabbed the knot of his tie and pulled him into a passionate kiss, he knew he had all the answer he needed. So he gathered her up in his arms, returning the kiss with equal fervor. He pulled her against his body and moved his mouth in the language only they shared, that deepest intimacy no one else could understand. [break][break]

After what felt like an eternity, Gunner drew away, his energy flagging as the adrenaline of their argument drained from his body. [break][break]

”Come to bed with me,” he murmured, tugging on her hand. ”I’m not going anywhere else. I’m tired and I want to fall asleep knowing you’ll be there when I wake up.” [break][break]

And even if she wasn’t—even if she got up afterward to do something else—he knew she wouldn’t be far from him. They always found their way back to each other, after all.



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milky

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she/her
27
FEB 28
rustboro city
chaotic bisexual
fashion designer
part-time ranger
ooh, she'll take your name and number then she'll hit erase and walk away
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mila alexopoulos
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Oct 28, 2024 19:02:23 GMT
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[attr="class","textbox"] He loved her. He loved her. He loved her.

[break][break] Was that something she could believe?

[break][break] She wanted to. Something desperately in her wanted to believe it — that someone like her could be loved by someone like him. That she could trust him, despite everything.

[break][break] But hadn't he hurt her too many times? Hadn't she hurt him too many times?

[break][break] Flashes of the past year spun by her — the League Holiday party, his birthday, the shared entanglements that they'd been unable to hide, each of their injuries that they'd spent nursing each other for the past year. But then she thought about the way that they used to be, before they'd reconnected. The flippant way that she'd used to regard him, and the scathing way that he'd used to handle her. How he'd never seemed to understand her spirals, and how she'd never bothered to understand his wishes.

[break][break] She was everything that he didn't want — wild, unpredictable, hurtful — and he was everything that she wanted but was too scared to have.

[break][break] Her hands slipped behind his neck to pull him closer, opening her mouth to deepen the kiss.

[break][break] To show him everything that words could not possibly express.

[break][break] How much his confession meant to her. How much she desperately wanted to return it.

[break][break] How much she dearly didn't want him to leave.

[break][break] When they pulled away to breathe, her eyes were hazy with desire and something else. Her forehead pressed against his.

[break][break] "Okay," she murmured, a smile tugging at her lips. "To the bedroom it is."

[break][break] Grabbing his hand, she led him to her bedroom.

[break][break] It would be a familiar space, for the both of them. Sheets that hadn't been properly folded, clothes in piles around them, art supplies and unfinished sketchwork littered over a nearby desk. A picture of a young that she had stolen from 's possession left out on her nightstand, from when she had been staring at it all night.

[break][break] Hand to his chest, she shoved him gently so that he would fall back onto the bed.

[break][break] "Are you sure you want to sleep?"

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"Lancer"
he / him
34
September 5
Fallarbor Town, Hoenn
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agent
6'1" / 185 cm height
6'1" / 185 cm height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Gunner Graves
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Oct 28, 2024 19:16:03 GMT
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Gunner spotted the photograph of his younger self on the nightstand a second before Mila pushed him onto the bed. He laughed softly, his attention shifting to focus on her. Grasping her hands, he pulled her down onto him as he lay back on the mattress. [break][break]

”My darling, I’ll make love to you all day if that’s what you want,” he said, the corner of his mouth curling into a crooked grin. Now that he’d confessed, that word didn’t seem so foreboding anymore. ”But at least give me a few hours to recharge after I’ve been awake since yesterday morning.” [break][break]

Despite his words, his fingers pulled at her clothing, urging her to remove them.



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milky

n/a
she/her
27
FEB 28
rustboro city
chaotic bisexual
fashion designer
part-time ranger
ooh, she'll take your name and number then she'll hit erase and walk away
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mila alexopoulos
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Oct 28, 2024 19:58:36 GMT
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[attr="class","ambrosia mila"]
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[attr="class","textbox"] She shakes her head, smiling even as he leans forward, pulling at her clothes.

[break][break] She's not wearing much, so all it takes is a small tug at her robe to fall away and pool at her feet.

[break][break] There's no shame in her gaze as she looks at him, crawling then upon the bed to slowly peel apart his own clothes. Button by button, slowly, as she presses herself against him. She nibbles at his lower earlobe, sultry, as she unbuckles his belt and throws it upon the floor.

[break][break] "You've already told me," she murmured. "Now it's my turn to show you."

[break][break] Her heart thuds with fear — knowing very well the implication of her words — but more than that, she feels a flush of heated desire when she pulls apart his shirt with a snap.

[break][break] With no warning, Mila leans down and drags down his pants in one fell swoop.

[break][break] Tired or not, she knew there was one thing that she could rely on to kickstart their morning.

[break][break] After all, he'd never been able to resist her.

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"Lancer"
he / him
34
September 5
Fallarbor Town, Hoenn
pansexual
paralegal / special agent
agent
6'1" / 185 cm height
6'1" / 185 cm height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Gunner Graves
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Oct 28, 2024 20:52:30 GMT
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Mila was right. Gunner couldn’t resist her. Not her smiles or kisses, nor her soft confessions during their most intimate moments, nor the way she moved against him and moaned in his ear. Every experience with her was another act of falling for her, and that time was no different. [break][break]

And though Gunner had always given Mila everything he had, the raw connection from their unshielded hearts added another layer to their union. A deeper meaning. He held her close and never wanted to let her go. [break][break]

Afterward, he lay flat on his back with his arm curled around her, tucking her against his side. A euphoric haze clouded his mind while a bone-deep satisfaction permeated every inch of his body. Tangled in the sheets with her, he was perfectly happy to release his grip on the waking world and fall into a contented slumber.



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milky

n/a
she/her
27
FEB 28
rustboro city
chaotic bisexual
fashion designer
part-time ranger
ooh, she'll take your name and number then she'll hit erase and walk away
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mila alexopoulos
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Oct 29, 2024 2:25:17 GMT
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[attr="class","textbox"] How many had Mila had left in the morning after? How many people had she flirted with, chased, and decided to sleep with — only to leave before they awoken?

[break][break] It was easier that way. Simpler.

[break][break] Life was less complicated when emotions weren't added into the mix.

[break][break] But life had always been messy when it came to the two of them. Things had never been simple or easy — they were always difficult. In so many ways, and was the definition of complicated.

[break][break] And yet, in times like this, after everything had settled — in the softness of the morning — Mila had always felt that there was nowhere else she'd rather be.

[break][break] She leaned over him, her expression endlessly tender, cradling his head as her fingers drifted gently along his face, carding softly through his hair.

[break][break] "Have I ever told you why I'm afraid of being in love?"

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gunsmile

"Lancer"
he / him
34
September 5
Fallarbor Town, Hoenn
pansexual
paralegal / special agent
agent
6'1" / 185 cm height
6'1" / 185 cm height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Gunner Graves
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Nov 6, 2024 15:53:12 GMT
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Mila's gentle caresses of his face and hair were drawing Gunner into a deeper relaxation. He turned his face toward her, cracking open an eye as the corner of his mouth lifted in the most private smile. Nothing felt more perfect than the way they lay tangled up together. [break][break]

Her statement prompted him to try shaking off some of his sleepiness, however. Opening both eyes, he drew her closer, his arm secure around her waist. [break][break]

"No, you haven't,” Gunner murmured, patient, tender. "Why are you afraid, darling?” [break][break]

And tell me how to banish those fears once and for all.



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milky

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she/her
27
FEB 28
rustboro city
chaotic bisexual
fashion designer
part-time ranger
ooh, she'll take your name and number then she'll hit erase and walk away
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mila alexopoulos
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Nov 23, 2024 4:42:55 GMT
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[attr="class","textbox"] 'Darling.'

[break][break] She shivered under his touch, but leaned closer anyway, yearning for affection after years of being denied it.

[break][break] "Because it hurts," she murmured. He would know most of all, not just because of Sayori, but because the way the both of them had hurt each other over the years. But it wasn't just that. "When I was in Rocket, my parents always said they did what they did because of love. Because they cared about me and Lukas, they had to hurt us."

[break][break] Her eyes closed.

[break][break] "I never had any good role models in my life, not when it came to them. Successful, sure. Strong, of course. But loving?"

[break][break] She opened her eyes as she bit her bottom lip, trembling.

[break][break] "And then when I met her - " Her voice wavered. It was the first time that she would've ever tried to explain her relationship with Sidney outloud. " - All of that changed. I was smitten with her. She was smitten with me — or, I thought."

[break][break] "But she used me and left, just like everyone else left."

[break][break] Just like you left.

[break][break] "I didn't think - I don't think that I'm the kind of person who's built for it."

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gunsmile

"Lancer"
he / him
34
September 5
Fallarbor Town, Hoenn
pansexual
paralegal / special agent
agent
6'1" / 185 cm height
6'1" / 185 cm height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Gunner Graves
FRISSON OF FEAR [S]
POSTED ON Nov 24, 2024 20:32:14 GMT
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Gunner listened without interrupting, his free hand stroking Mila's face and hair with a feather-light touch. He knew her childhood had been difficult but didn't know the details; she often pivoted the conversation, refusing to speak on such a painful topic. But as she spoke, none of it surprised him. [break][break]

Neither did the mention of another person in Mila's life before him. They both had pasts—past lovers, past hurts, past tragedies—so he had no room to judge her for it. His expression remained open and calm as she confessed the root of her fears. [break][break]

After processing her words, Gunner said softly, "I don't think it's my place to convince you one way or another that you're built for love. But I would like to be there for you, and maybe together, we can build something where love is possible." [break][break]

He looked into her eyes. "What do you say?"



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