Seraphim
He, Him
27
June 25th
Eterna City, Sinnoh
Heterosexual
Billionaire, Playboy
Head Scientist
"I can't take the pressure....I'm gone beyond repair...."
Amor's Confidential Files
POSTED ON Jan 31, 2023 18:30:01 GMT
What If
How long had it been since that day? He was dressed in a fine suit, she was radiant, and together they made a powerful pair. It was a small ceremony, only their closest family members, and attendants were there. They could have a flashy one later, today was just for them. The Duke, and the Duchess, two powerful families becoming one, and the happiness that the two of them desired. At least that is what he thought. Then That Man appeared, the same one he saw in his nightmares, and everything was torn from him, she was dead. His hands, arms, and suit were stained red with her blood. Others in the background were being torn apart, and he was helpless despite all he had learned.
He only survived thanks to Walter, in fact the only reason more hadn't died was because of the ever dutiful butler. Amor could still hear the sounds of his own rage, the tears stinging his eyes as he held her close. Her pale hand on his cheek as she just smiled at him. Those beautiful blue eyes, and the last words she spoke to him. That he would be okay, and it wasn't his fault. They haunted him still....
He woke with a start, sweat dripped down his body as he realized he had been screaming. His throat was sore, and so he got out of bed, and grabbed a drink. Trying to catch his breath. It was the same nightmare every night. First it had been his parents, but She had helped him get over that. Now his nightmare was Her. The fact that he had been so weak as to lose her. Taking a large gulp of his water he just peered out the window, and into the sky listlessly.
Elisabeth Fiorelli had asked him why he had joined Rocket not that long ago. Of course the reason he had given her was for his own selfish gain. That wasn't entirely a lie....But it wasn't the whole truth. His entire life, his sole purpose had been childish. To childish to confide in anyone really. Amor wanted Dialga, he wanted to go back, and rewrite history so that those he loved wouldn't have to die. To create an entirely new reality where there was truly no suffering, where no one had to have any pain. To break away from this accursed cycle of fate, and circumstance that this Universe seemed to be doomed to.
Deep in his heart, Amor wanted to save everyone. His parents, his fiance, his friends, and those who had the same eyes he did. He wanted to create a world free of the pain that everyone harbored. That was his truest desire, but even now he doubted that it could be truly done.... Isaac Merlo had asked him about Vivi at their outing, and Amor had let his mask slip for a moment. It was irksome that he hadn't kept a grip on himself. But maybe it was all lost, there was the rift open, the place that was to the Afterlife. He could go there, and bring her back. He wouldn't even need Dialga's power for that, with his own two hands he could bend reality to his whims.
But then there was another issue....Elise Calcifet was someone that he was kind of seeing. She was in many respects very similar to Vivienne, maybe that is why he was so drawn to her....Was it fair to use her as a replacement knowing that he would never be able to fully give himself to her? Was he so broken on the inside as to do such a thing....She was such a sweet girl, and she deserved so much better than him. Would she even be able to accept him if she knew?
He put up a tough front, calm, collected, and cool, but it was a facade. Just broke pieces of a statue that were truly hollow inside. The moment he allowed himself to feel anything again, he knew the outcome, he knew that he would walk to the cliffside. If he lost anyone else, he would just break, it was why he had chosen to just remain alone, and untethered for so long. But what if....What if....What if....
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