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She does her best to focus on her footsteps against the pavement, on the elongated shadows that grow and shrink as they pass beneath every street light. It doesn't take very long to get to their destination and she swallows hard, realizing just how close he happens to live to her place with ryuuzaki amemiya. [break][break]

"Xander.."[break][break]

He's inviting her inside and she hesitates, studying him closely. There is a part of her that wants to cross that line, but the other is whispering to her, encouraging her to cut it off before this feeling could grow too big. But her hand remains in his and she squeezes.

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Suzu

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Solaceon town

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POSTED ON Jun 14, 2021 20:16:05 GMT

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"Right."[break][break]

Suzu sighs, shaking her head. She should be pulling away, turning him down, disallowing this sort of interaction. But she isn't, she wasn't, and she couldn't.[break][break]

"You don't really mean that. This is just temporary. You're drunk, you're not thinking."[break][break]

She, too, could see colours and feel deeper emotions than she ever had while drunk. It was the reason she refrained.[break][break]

"I'll.. walk you home."[break][break]

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Suzu

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Twenty

December 23

Solaceon town

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POSTED ON Jun 14, 2021 19:14:23 GMT

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Suzu frowns, but her brows tremble where they come together. Any attempts shes making to seem strong, to seem defiant, are lost in her child-like expression. She's weak. He makes her weak. [break][break]

"And what do you want, Xander? Because.."[break][break]

Fortunately, he continues. She jumps where his hand reaches for hers, rough skin brushing her soft fingers. He squeezes, desperate to hold onto her, but she remains motionless and unresponsive. What was she supposed to do? What was she supposed to say?[break][break]

This was foreign territory. This was emotion bubbling to the surface that she's never encountered before. Suzume Amemiya, a fully-fledged woman, but unable to come to terms with the butterflies in her chest. She had been built on lies and deceit, taught how to steal, to distract, to remain detached.[break][break]

But here she was now, attached to him by her fingertips, Xander's hand squeezing hers.[break][break]

"I've heard these words before, Xan..."[break][break]

And she has- they've just never come from someone so close to her.[break][break]

The alcohol on his breath seems to wake her up from whatever trance she was in. Some part of her knows that he's telling her the truth- that this instance, this interaction, is real. But denial, fear, desperation to cling to what she knows prevents her from accepting it, from accepting him.[break][break]

To do that would be to betray Rocket, wouldn't it?[break][break]

"You're drunk. Chances are, you'll go home and fall asleep and you won't even remember any of this."[break][break]

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POSTED ON Jun 14, 2021 4:39:49 GMT

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"Because you felt like it."[break][break]

She scoffs, shaking her head and dropping her gaze. Of course that's what he'd say, rather than say what he was really thinking. He was good at that, even as kids. Putting on a brave face, saying whatever it was he thought was what the other wanted to hear.[break][break]

But this wasn't what she wanted to hear.[break][break]

"What?"[break][break]

Scare her away? What was he talking about? And why was her stomach so upset, why was it clenching with such a ferocity, her heart beating so loud in her chest. She felt breathless, nauseous, a little bit sore on the mouth. And yet she craved something, the sweetness of his breath, the smell of whatever cologne he wore.[break][break]

No.[break][break]

"But you left me on that bus."[break][break]

And you left me as kids, shook me off like dead weight, like I didn't matter.[break][break]

So how could she believe him now, when he said that he wanted her to stay?[break][break]

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POSTED ON Jun 14, 2021 4:32:09 GMT

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Suzume watches after him a moment while he pushes through the swinging doors. But in that brief moment of quiet she chooses to take another bite or two of her meal. If it's even possible, each bite is more mouth-watering and delicious than the last. She sighs, leaning back in her seat a bit to just.. savour it.[break][break]

When she opens her eyes, Giona has returned with her bottle of water and a cooler for himself. The smell of it piques her interest temporarily, but not as much as his follow-up statement.[break][break]

"Mmm.. yeah."[break][break]

If only he knew. She almost certainly still had work lined up with THEO BECKETT already. [break][break]

"I just moved here a few days ago."[break][break]

The submarine, though, she had only seen once.[break][break]

"Once. Not really a fan of the whole underwater bit, but the garden seems nice."[break][break]

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POSTED ON Jun 10, 2021 14:54:04 GMT

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Suzu is breathless, staring at him with both suspicion and surprise. Heat continues to rise in her face, lending colour to her otherwise pale face. It blends in with the blue and black of her bruising, painting her canvas a kaleidoscope of colour.[break][break]

".... why?"[break][break]

Why had he kissed her? Why was he saying that she'd liked it- how could he possibly know that? And why did he want to do it again? What did he want from her?[break][break]

And why did she feel the same? [break][break]

Her eyes linger on the outline of his lips, on the rise and fall of his chest, on the way his feet point toward her and his attention remains focused wholly on her. It makes her sick: like she's no longer in control. Like whatever grasp she'd had on her emotions had just been lost.[break][break]

"Why did you kiss me?"[break][break]

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December 23

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POSTED ON Jun 10, 2021 13:42:33 GMT

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She loved him.[break][break]

But those words, that admission, that realization was so far out of her reach. She had never loved anyone, not even herself. This embrace, while familiar, had never felt this real. It had always been almost an out-of-body experience, a means to distract whoever's lips were locked in hers.[break][break]

This time, though, Suzu wasn't searching for anything. She wasn't hoping to gain, to steal, to bribe. [break][break]

And yet when his hands slide around her waist and twist into the fabric of her shirt, her body responds naturally, craving his touch. The deepening of his kiss excites her, elicits a warmth in her chest that is foreign and terrifying.[break][break]

Fear, however, is a powerful motivator. [break][break]

As easily as she had fallen into his throes and lost herself in his touch, she recoils. She gasps, pushing off from his chest and staring at him like a deer in headlights. [break][break]

"What are you doing?"[break][break]

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Suzu

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Twenty

December 23

Solaceon town

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POSTED ON Jun 10, 2021 2:45:24 GMT

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Never in her life had she felt this way. [break][break]

Never in her life had she felt this strange tug, this uncomfortable feeling of helplessness. Like she was falling, or drowning, or sinking in quicksand. Nothing she says, nothing she can do, nothing she can see or hear or think or taste or smell is comforting to her.[break][break]

But he is.[break][break]

Even despite her cruel words, her complaints, her blind and confusing rage- misdirected- he still remains.[break][break]

It catches her off-guard and she instinctively opens her mouth to fight back again, to say something even colder, even crueler.[break][break]

You're beautiful.[break][break]

No. No that wasn't right. That wasn't true.[break][break]

Xander's attention, from anyone else, should be intimidating. He's analyzing her, picking her apart piece by piece, absorbing all of the information, all of the ugly, all of the pain and the fear and standing quiet against it. She should be concealing her emotion, remaining placid and unreadable. But in front of him she turns to a short-circuiting, fried connection of wires.[break][break]

"I--"[break][break]

Rough skin brushes her cheek, gently tugging strands of her silver hair. He leans down and into her, his own lips brushing hers. The sensation is electrifying where any other time, with any other person, it had been flat. [break][break]

What he was doing, what she had done to countless targets, was a distraction. It was a means to disorient and overwhelm, and she had fallen victim to it. All of her practice, all of her training, it amounted to nothing.[break][break]

For the first time in her life, she felt something when her lips were pressed to someone else's. For the first time in her life, she kisses back with a hunger she's never felt before. It overcomes the pain in her lip, the pain in her bruised cheek as she bumps against him. [break][break]

All that exists, all that she feels, is him.[break][break]

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Suzu

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Twenty

December 23

Solaceon town

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POSTED ON Jun 9, 2021 2:23:02 GMT

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She wants to hit him. [break][break]

He says that his chest is numb and so her first instinct is to strike him, to beat her fists against it and to yell at him. But she doesn't do either of those things. Instead, she stands there and stares at him because nothing he's saying is making any sense. [break][break]

'You..'[break][break]

The way he says that, the way he seems breathless and awkward and nervous spills over onto her. It leaves her stunned, leaves her overwhelmed. Like her nerves are shot and she can't breathe because what he was saying was so stupid and so air-headed.[break][break]

"Me shut up? What-- no, you don't get to--"[break][break]

She's sputtering, and white-hot rage rises in her like a volcano fit to burst. But before it can, before she can say something she doesn't mean, Xander closes that gap between them with his hand tucked against her cheek. It makes her flinch and unable to form a thought.[break][break]

Suzume is frozen, caught between wanting to run and wanting to stay and wanting to twist his wrist and flip him onto his back for daring to touch her. [break][break]

But his thumb brushes her scar and the feeling is so real and so tender that it literally paralyzes her. He murmurs and his eyes never stray from her bright green eyes. [break][break]

"I-- no-- you're lying."[break][break]

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POSTED ON Jun 8, 2021 3:32:31 GMT

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"Because you are impossible, Xander."[break][break]

She shouts back at him, regardless of whether his own voice is raised. For some reason, rage bubbles up in her chest like a volcano about to burst. They'd had their spats as kids, sure, like over miscellaneous toys. Suzume had always been an arrogant, hotheaded child, and Xander something adjacent to a doormat.[break][break]

In fact, most of their arguments were likely because her friend wouldn't speak up for himself than they were because she was actually mad at him. Which lead to the question:[break][break]

Why was she mad?[break][break]

"And wow, look at that, Xan. You're giving me that blank, stupid frown. When you don't know what to say, when you don't want to speak up, you just frown. As if you think pinching your face like that will just make all of your problems go away."[break][break]

Why did she feel like crying?[break][break]

Suzu shakes her head, one hand raising instinctively as the sudden, rapid movement makes her head spin.[break][break]

"Something you'd been ignoring? What are you talking about?. We were just delivering some eggs, what more is there to think about? You aren't.. making any sense."[break][break]

All of her yelling is making her nauseous. She feels pale and tired all of a sudden.[break][break]

But all of that comes to a dramatic standstill when he stares at her. While she's angry and blistering and upset, close to tears and seconds from lashing out physically, his eyes are on her. They are steadying and still, and for the first time she sees something real behind those golden depths. Something honest and afraid.[break][break]

Stubbornness and self-loathing prevent her from seeing the truth. Whatever moment of clarity is dashed immediately by his admission.[break][break]

"No, I'm not. You're lying, you're deflecting. Just shut up."[break][break]

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im in the sanitation bidness *wink* [c]

POSTED ON Jun 3, 2021 18:54:21 GMT

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Suzu, on the other hand, exhibits no sense of poise or back-protecting posture that the young man does. She is slightly bent over her plate, eagerly enjoying the delicious meal. Her attention flicks back up to his tented, patient anticipation, and she pulls herself back up to only slightly awkwardly dap at her lips with a napkin.[break][break]

"Landscaping right into cooking, huh? Interesting pathing, but I can get behind it."[break][break]

But she widens her eyes at his offer. Her first instinct is honestly to decline, but after a moment of hesitation and consideration behind the scenes of her blank expression, she purses her lips.[break][break]

"I'm, uhh.. definitely not good in the kitchen."[break][break]

And there is no way you'd want me on the floor bussing tables.[break][break]

But that thought goes unspoken, given the discomfort behind her pinched expression. What with her ugly scar and natural resting bitch face even when she does smile (thanks, fucked up face), she assumes that her reluctance is a given.[break][break]

Giona gestures behind him and she follows his thumb to the back, glancing back at him quickly.[break][break]

"Just a regular, still water is fine."[break][break]

Frankly, she knew nothing about wines or sparkling waters. [break][break]

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EXCURSION: METEOR FALLS B

POSTED ON May 31, 2021 2:39:49 GMT

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"Ryuu, no!"[break][break]

Holy shit, was he gonna stab somebody?[break][break]

Suzu pats his chest awkwardly, but he quickly corrects himself. She glances back to the couple, relief draining the colour from her face. She glances to Alexandra Briarwood's Gardevoir, her tattered skirts catching her eye. It was nothing like any she had ever seen, not as perfect and pristine.[break][break]

She doesn't have time to think much harder about it, however, as Lex commands it to teleport. [break][break]

"Oh-- maybe my Smeargle should learn how t--"[break][break]

And then they flash into existence in a living room. The sudden movement moves Suzu to projectile vomiting, leaning over the side of Ryuu to spit up all over his back and floor. Hopefully Lex didn't have carpet.[break][break]

And then she passes out.[break][break]

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EXCURSION: METEOR FALLS B

POSTED ON May 31, 2021 1:30:32 GMT

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Through measured, steady breathing and her fingers digging painfully into her ribs and ryuuzaki amemiya's back to keep herself tied to him for support, Suzu manages to keep calm. She steels her nerves, exhales slowly through her mouth. It somehow manages to quell the shooting pain in her ankle.[break][break]

Ryuu manages to respond to Killian Decker, and not more than a few minutes after that, the admin and his beau would appear in a flash of light. Zorua whines, instinctively trying to throw up another illusion. But she is exhausted and she recognizes the pair, so she drops it with a pant.[break][break]

"I.. I was able to get the photos of the wall."[break][break]

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EXCURSION: METEOR FALLS B

POSTED ON May 30, 2021 4:53:52 GMT

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"Holy shit.. oh shit.. fuck, oh my god.."[break][break]

She is pinned, heavy stones press into her back and try as she might if she moves, pain shoots up her leg. Suzume's breathing is rapid, panicked. Outside, she can hear movement, can hear her Zorua digging frantically at the rubble to free her. [break][break]

She wants to call out, to say 'hey, I'm still alive, guys!' but nothing comes out. [break][break]

Thankfully, Ryuuzaki is not the type to give up. Just as she is blinking in and out of consciousness from sheer shock and pain, arms scoop her out from the the debris and lift her. It hurts, oh god it hurts, but she is free.[break][break]

He whispers in her ear and she groans in response, one hand lifting to wipe blood from her forehead.[break][break]

"This shit sucks."[break][break]

Killian Decker's voice in her head resounds, loud and clear. But she doesn't have the energy or the mind to respond, and instead moans and whines about her busted ankle and her concussion and her cuts and bruises. [break][break]

"Get us out of here, Ryuu."[break][break]

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Suzu

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December 23

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Demisexual

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