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After so many days locked inside the depths of an alien prison, a return to normalcy — morning light filtering through a bedroom window,
Elisabeth Fiorelli asleep beside him — was such a stark, sobering thing to experience.[break][break]
Their return to his Sootopolis home the previous night had been a whirlwind reunion fueled by the heady rush that came with defying death yet again. But now, in the quiet of this early hour, there was no triumphant overflow of emotion to stifle the suspicions that had been rattling around in
BARNABY FINCH's mind for some time now.[break][break]
Without waking the woman beside him, Barnaby quietly rose from his bed and entered the bathroom.[break][break]
The only illumination within the room came from a small nightlight in the corner. But it was enough. He didn't bother turning on the rest. Instead, he braced himself on the sink's edge with both hands and inspected the dark reflection in front of him. To his surprise, Barnaby found that he did not recognize the person looking back at him in the mirror. [break][break]
No mask. Hollow eyes. Blank expression. Remnants of healed injuries that lingered on the skin like cracks in the patina. A bare scalp, absent of hair but with scars to show the unsteady hand that had turned him...[break][break]
Ugly.[break][break]
Darkness smoldered at the edges of the room. It flared with his indignant anger, eased as he processed the swell of emotions attached to everything that had transpired within that damned penitentiary. And, eventually, coalesced into swathes of stygian flames that engulfed his entire body.[break][break]
Where once
BARNABY FINCH would have feared such a thing, there was a comfort now in knowing the shadows would never — could never — leave him. They were constant, an ingrained part of him, unlike everything else in his life.[break][break]
Unlike every
one else.[break][break]
When the darkness ebbed and pulled away, an illusion was revealed to hide the unfamiliar man in the mirror. Admin Bee was returned from his imprisonment, hair restored, blemishes gone, facade repaired at its most superficial. [break][break]
Admin Bee went to make breakfast for himself and
Elisabeth Fiorelli. Admin Bee prepared bread, butter, eggs, ham. Nothing too sweet — possibly never again. Admin Bee was sick of it. The taste of mochi still clung to the insides of his mouth. Admin Bee wasn't sure if it would ever go away.[break][break]
Admin Bee set their plates down on the dining table just as Elisabeth slipped out of the bedroom.[break][break]
Admin Bee sat across from her.[break][break]
Admin Bee watched as she took her first bite.[break][break]
Admin Bee did not partake himself.[break][break]
Admin Bee wanted to see how long it would take for her to notice.[break][break]
Admin Bee doubted she ever would.