anna
she/her
24
july 4
mauville city
bisexual
ranger
captain
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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annalise henderson
Graveyard of Numbers [S]
POSTED ON Oct 9, 2024 21:03:44 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","ambrosia annal"] [attr="class","textbox"] annalise is too far gone. too entrenched in her anger to be moved by the wounded look on her friend's face. a tear slips down her cheek, and that stirs the smallest pang of something in her chest, but the feeling is chased away as the hurt in her expression gives way to something sharper. [break][break]anger. anger as familiar and self-destructive as the kind that burns hotly in annalise's veins as june demands she look at the graves. the ranger doesn't move, as still as the cemetery statues watching this argument unfurl from further up on the mountainside. she only sees june, processing each word as they come down on her like a closed fist. [break][break] and then, in the very same heartbeat that june is forming her last, venomous syllable, annalise gives her the reaction she was needling for. she closes the space between them, her fingers balling in june's shirt, and pulls her face close to hers, close enough to see the cold contempt in her eyes. [break][break] gone is the warmth, the softness, the sympathy that has held up their relationship with both hands. it's just june and annalise, strangers again. a correction comes, spearing through the small, hostile distance between: [break][break] "my problems are nothing like yours."[break][break]she shoves her, abruptly and roughly enough to send her sprawling onto the freshly-turned dirt of those she has picked over annalise. [break][break] "the chasm, the rifts — how many times have i risked my life for you? but i guess my life doesn't matter, does it? from the moment you walked into my office, i was just a means to a fucking end for your fucking problems. all you people ever do is fucking use me."[break][break]she steps towards her, shaking with adrenaline-loaded fury. she's not blind to the ambitions of others, she's just lonely enough to look away. write a paycheck, chaperone a rift expedition, fight a war, find a blue orb shard, wield a loaded-gun legendary pokemon in the league's name — on and on, endeavoring forever for someone else's sake. [break][break] "you think you're the only fucking person who ever got abandoned by the league? i sat at their table once — and they didn't spare a single fucking dollar for my rescue! you think any of them ever apologized after? oh, and don't start up with the 'see, the league is bad!' shit again because i really don't give a fuck." [break][break]annalise stands over her, her presence as oppressive as a boot planted on june's chest. [break][break] "the difference between you and me is i got fucked by the league and i sucked it the fuck up! i go to work, i go to war — because there are no fucking alternatives, june! you want me to be like you and deny myself resources to protect hoenn just to stick it to the fucking government?"[break][break]she scoffs, but her eyes are glossy with tears that always seem to spring up in heated moments. [break][break] "take your trophy pokemon and use it to fucking help instead of whatever the fuck you were doing in sootopolis — keeping a fucking tally? literally grow the fuck up, june, because there are way worse things coming for us than kyogre." [attr="class","oocnotes"]
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